Vaellanius Manor, Minrathous
After spending a relaxing hour with her Master, Elowyn found herself lost in thought while pinning up her hair. She still didn’t know what to make of her relationship with the man who technically owned her. It was a normal part of Thedan life for the rich to have sexual relationships with their servants and slaves. Elowyn had, however, never considered herself chattel, though she had undoubtedly been subject to the whims of the Templars back in the Circle. The only protection she had then was from Guy, another powerful, privileged man.
The general view of elves held by non-elves was that they are whimsical, weak, untrustworthy, but sexually desirable creatures who would betray shemlens without another thought. The standard view of mages was not much better. Elowyn wondered if allowing herself to be seduced by her Master simply played into these stereotypes. She shrugged at her image in the mirror. What could she do about the opinions of others? She had made her choices as best she could, given the small opportunities she had to alter the direction of her life.
Did she love Caius? She was sure that she did. She would sacrifice herself for his happiness, it was that important to her. Though he could appear cold and cruel to others, he had shown her nothing but kindness, even before there was any inkling of sexual attraction between the two of them. On her part, anyway. Perhaps Caius had viewed her as prey from the very first time he set eyes on her. Elowyn tended to think most men had a binary view of women: desirable or undesirable, so it would be an unusual man indeed who took a more nuanced view. She felt that men thought of each other in a similar fashion: ally or enemy. She pondered whether women fit this pattern of thinking as well.
She herself spent a great deal of mental energy pondering the motivations of the people around her. Perhaps this was simply a survival skill among those who found themselves on the bottom of the social hierarchy. She felt her brow furrow, and pressed the ache with her fingers.
Now her mother was here, and she would have to deal with her reactionary attitudes and prejudices. She dreaded to think of what her mother would say if she discovered that Elowyn was in a relationship with a shemlen. Despite their current poverty, her mother’s family were proud of their elven heritage. They lived on dreams of their former glory and longed for the day the shemlens would be wiped from the face of Thedas. In fact, her Dalish father’s attitude had been more tolerant than her mother’s. Elowyn could never understand why her parents had married and stayed together. Then again, her father had drunk himself to death.
And why had her mother come at this time? She didn’t possess the resources to make such a long, arduous journey, even though Elowyn had been sending part of her allowance home. Her visit surely didn’t arise out of any desire to aid her child. Her mother had been happy to let the Circle take Elowyn out of her care and had never shown her much warmth or comfort. Perhaps her mother was so mercenary that she had come to see what she could get out of Caius. And Caius would probably indulge her without feeling any pain at all, because his pocket change was a year’s income to an elf in an alienage.
Elowyn sighed and tore all the pins out of her hair in frustration. All she wanted to do was to pursue the person who had stolen Decentius’ sword. And after that, she wished she could live happily ever after with Caius, studying magic and perhaps having a family. Part of her knew that was a completely unrealistic wish, but she couldn’t help wanting it anyway. What would a child of Caius and herself be like? Would Caius even care for it? He had Cassius and three grown daughters, and Elowyn had heard rumors of his numerous bastards. He might even be a grandfather soon.
Her mother would hate the idea. If Elowyn couldn’t marry another elf, then, in her mother’s view, it would be best to remain celibate. She contemplated herself in the mirror – did she resemble her mother? Would she become a bitter old woman, too?
She saw Caius come into the room and walk up behind her. She was surprised he’d returned: he’s said he’d had some business to attend to. He placed his hands on either side of her head and stroked her hair soothingly.
“Darling, what troubles you? I can see that you’re feeling frustrated again.” He place his hands on her shoulders and massaged the back of her neck. She let out the breath she’d been holding.
“There is much on my mind, Master. But I am loathe to trouble you with it.”
Caius smiled. “I need to set aside more time to attend to you.”
“Oh, no, you do so much for me already, and you have… responsibilities of your own!” she exclaimed, thinking of how Zera’s situation weighed on Caius’ shoulders.
Caius bent down and kissed her on the nape of her neck. His lips sent delightful tingles down her spine. If only they could be alone together without the cares of the world intruding on their happiness!
“Your pleasure and happiness are my own, beautiful,” he said. He twisted her hair and secured it with a single pin. Then he took her hand and raised her up. “And now we shall go to dinner, and you need fear nothing from your mother. Leave her to me.”
Elowyn was so relieved that she flung her arms around him. He laughed, hugging her back. “Be careful,” he admonished, “or I will be tempted to forgo dinner and linger here with you. And then what would your mother say?”



