THANK YOU.

 

I did that for AO3 but might end up erasing everything in FF.Net anyway. All my fanfics from Deviant Art had been deleted. My tumblr's more or less only visible to registered user.

 

I really love the comments of FF.Net probably will just screenshots it and keep it as souvenirs.

Guys, I really need help. Does anyone knows how to set FF.Net and AO3 account to be visible only to logged on user please?

 

Some... co-workers discover my nickname "Cerulione" forcefully and now I still try to beg them to keep that a secret but it can go bad. I really don't want to orphan my works that goddamit I spent THOUSANDS OF HOURS on them just for some *nculé de m*rde to ruin it. And that's not people I can afford on to go on confrontation either.

Mmmm what I need now is Cullen in Burberry Trench coat XD

No worries, I didn't exactly make it obvious

 

 

True, true... though with my current little book project I am definitely merging my fandom life with my professional life and it's a little scary, to tell the truth. And with that in mind...

 

So Tish tagged me and a bunch of other people on Tumblr to do this meme, where you show off all your player characters you've created (well 8 of them at least) and put yourself in the middle; it's called "character v. player" and I did it and it was really fun! Here is mine:

 

http://curiousartemi...y-tishinada-yes

 

I would love to see you guys' as well  You can use an avatar or drawing of yourself if you don't want to post a real selfie, or be like Tish and just post a ninth character But half the fun is seeing the real person behind all these lovely digital faces

 

Bwahahahaha I see that yeah! I've been tagged on that too but seriously now I have like... 3 kids? And 1 of them isn't even a DA character that had ever been created in the CC. I mean he's originally from my firefly trail project and is an RP character I played a lot.

 

PS: he ends up being Luthiel's big brother. Basically now existing in several age group (7-11 yo Hogwarts AU, 25-26 yo modern Bagelverse AU, 1000- 3000 yo ancient elf in Arlathan AU) so basically there's lots of possibilities in term of appearance.

 

As someone who don't use ANY mod and has no talent in the CC this will have to take a while since I need 8 paintings of my kids  XD. Might as well do the Art vs ARtist tag

 

PS: from Arty's bunch, Auren is still the best looking one.

ANd I really love Tish's Zima but R2's page not working???

Sigh... I hate when people do that. Some people can't afford to have their RL identity pinned up like this online for fandom purpose for Creator's sake... >_<

http://nanananananab...ullen-priest-au

 

http://cloverflynn.t...1728751/look-at

 

lol Well, an RP is an RP... one things people seem to forget is that kids can start being interested in sex at a very young age; it's normal for, say, a 15 year old to start experimenting. It isn't KOSHER and you can't try to publish anything like that without being arrested (unless you're the author of Clan of the Cave Bear... for some reason I wanna say Ayla was underage) but personally I love writing teens and young folks and yeah sexuality can and often is a part of their lives, so... now 11 years old is a bit young, so I hear you

 

I'm struggling with the ages of my characters in the story I'm working on (the one I sent you a summary for). Like you I think I naturally gravitate towards writing younger characters, but then that becomes a problem when I try to include romance. My main character went from 19 to 17, but then I realized he may "get busy" with his spouse at some point, so I forced myself to make him turn 18 during the course of the novel. But then I started to feel concerned about the age discrepancy between him and his future husband, so I dropped future husband's age from 25 to 23. And after a point it's like you sit back and ask yourself, Who even ARE these characters anymore??   

 

Oh and to my last post I meant to add a picture of Fenris that someone created in DAI (obviously using mods, but still):

 

http://bemyamatus.tu...-look-so-grumpy

 

Which makes me think FB3 is just really really amazing and capable of creating gorgeous people, BioWare's inability to create hair notwithstanding.

 

Hmm actually one of the narrative RP was with a girl who agrees to let me try the real characterization of the boy in Hogwarts AU. So I keep him really in character with translated backstory etc and it's not a very happy one. And it's based on a real life little boy with similar problem I get to observe, all the ticks etc2 although tbh it's just a freakingly heartbreaking one. I never see a child that nervous and timid to that point... He is cute as hell but the way his family treat him is just... I never see a child looking that vulnerable and nervous and quiet as hell. When you see that kind of thing it's rather hard to... ignore. I just keep seeing him in my head.

 

This is from the clip (I see him like this actually, slightly darker hair)

 

 

It's just feel so FREAKING wrong to...

 

About RP Idk how others do it? The 3 people I do it with do the RP for the reason of wanting to Flesh characters for some reasons so... we do it narrative? Like we do it in prose form that we put in AO3. It's really not just *smut smut smut/fluff fluff fluff * like somehow most people do? (Idk how to do that?) Those RP I do have game-over point and end up freaking dark O.o

 

Guess that ages are less relevant once you past the certain age? I mean in the case of immortal People, 1000 years of difference is probably small... For someone at 35, dating someone at 40 is small... But a 16 years old dating 11 years old? O.o So why not age everyone up? Just an idea :3

 

And sorry for the OT XD

Greg, a.k.a. Jonny was found and is well and seems to deny that he was ever missing? He specifically denies the claims about his mental health. So it seems there's some confusion about it all. I'm just glad he's safe.

 

Ah, at least he is safe. But how many people with health problem denies about their own condition? I guess for many, it's even a self denial. So well...

When Cullen's DA:I model was first shown I saw a lot 'OMG he's hot' and I'd do him' sort of comments and I did wonder just how many were converted just on his looks. It didn't bother me because I liked him when he wasn't cool and I had waited too long to get my virtual hands on him I wasn't going to be put off. But I do think they prettied him up, but they do that with most if not all LI's.  I think it was David Gaider who said they have to make it so people want to kiss them.

 

As for the randy bunch at Halamshiral, I always saw that as a Jovial mock to us rather than a statement on his looks.

Though Leliana's, 'Hush, just look pretty', remark did irk me.

 

...I did get my first look into him first because of that look. Yea I'm that kind of girl XD

 

Hey! Good to see you! Want to discuss something cheerful and non-controversial?

 

...On the less controversial subject, now I ship OC pairings bigger than canon characters.

 

Not so funny story probably but I created a character for a personal project (original project, that Firefly story I told you & arty) and there's a side character I'm having a bit of problem with. So someone suggest to just RP it and this character (ended up getting named Lang just because he is tall) ends up in different RP in different age.

 

The thing is, while I write the Hogwarts AU (11 years old?) I look at people around me and I end up meeting a child that looks like him that I come across around here (8-11?) and there is also a music clip about a kid that age with a story with the same feeling of his backstory. So since the Hogwart AU ends up being the best characterization I get from him, he ends up being a really young boy in my head... Like the one from the music clip probably with darker hair.

 

The problem comes when in the other AU the adult version of his get a... pairing and... the girl who RP it wants some smut (and me too at some point the relationship is just really nicely built). But I can't do it at all because I keep seeing the image of that boy in my head and it's just NOPE.

 

So yeah, any news with Cullen to make me stop feeling so... dirty? Did you guys see the news about Greg Ellis missing??? Was he found?? Any news??? Is he OK?

OH!!!

 

It's been a while, but seriously I'm amazed on how far you are progressing! Like whoa... the head angles... You have come SO FAR...

Hello

Thanks for answering, all. I'm sorry I risked the devs' disapproval to share that, I just had to know, "I'm not crazy, right? Is there some glaringly huge portion of Lavellan players that tried to change Cullen to be more 'elfy' that I'm not aware of?"

 

 

This is too precious for words. 

 

While Solas is still my favorite, one of the reasons I like Cullen so dang much is the freedom to headcanon tons of really sweet, relaxing, romantic moments like this. With Solas you have the threat of the Breach or the Elder One looming over your heads until the moment the latter is defeated, then he runs off. Cullen sticks around, so you've got literally two years after the danger has passed to imagine them just spending time together, being happy, and enjoying romantic time-well-wasted moments. 

 

Plus, as someone who doesn't loathe the Dalish, it's nice to headcanon my Dalish gal spending time with a loved one who doesn't badmouth her culture every chance he gets. 

 

Basically this!!!

Indeed...for all we know they were the good guys and Fen'Harel shut them away for some reason while making himself look good...we are hearing all this from him after all.

 

I'm a huge Solavellan fans and I still can't stop thinking, Solas' might be quite skewed in term of point of view... Although he believes he's doing good actually... O.o

The baby's finished :3

 

 

Yup, yup~

 

Yeah I mean...the road to hell is paved in good intentions and whatnot. I don't think he is evil, persay, just did the wrong things for the right reasons and set off a chain of disastrous events that literally caused every major bad thing in "today's" Thedas.

 

We don't even get the whole story about how it all happened :3

 

So how can we judge Sylaise... Really she's presented as one of the gentler one probably? Goddess of Hearth, to the comparison of Elgarnan's God of Fengeance & Falon'Din's less sympathetic representation and lustful Andruil...

Would Lavellan even know? I mean they get married before you find Solas and he explains about the Evanuris. As far as Lavellan would be concerned, at that point, the Elvhen gods are whatever she was brought up to beleive they are. Not the dirty truth. 

 

That's my point. During the marriage it's before Conversation with Solas TM.

 

I don't think we can qualify anyone "Evil" really. I mean look at 2 games we hears of Fen Harel as the Ultimately Bad Guy TM. And we have one who hates tea, have spots on his face, burnt his coat once, believe in his truth so much, break his own heart, love helping refugees, and wish to destroy the world. Probably still Bad Guy TM but look at all the nuances...

Well we aren't in Middle Earth are we? Thedas is not so binary as in Good and Evil, Thedas is Grey Zone and multilayered. I don't believe we have something or someone simply Evil

Anyway what we know is from Solas post marriage moment, really at the end. With Cullen the relationship builds for years before the final convo with Solas. And Solas is one person and can be nuanced...

I don't think the Evanuris are inherently Evil. It's too simplisistic (spelling?). Even the best people can do bad decisions and be corrupted.

And don't forget, Lavellan grew up with Dalish believes all their life. What Solas says can qualify as either a heresy or a shock revelation.

...

 

The baby has just got her Vallaslin. Say hello, Luthiel.

 

I already blocked it for my mental health sake but tbh I see from time to another disturbing things that goes attacking real life races (attack to PoC) and towards LGBT community and that's... Disturbing. Some people react and some things really need to get strong reaction.

In one side I don't want to enter the thing since it's just too stressfull and block me in the head but sometime it's just impossible not to react.

On the other hand the fact that this kind of site exist (and need to exist) is also a sign that there are something very wrong with how fandom is O.o

This starts to look like something...

 

During the wedding Lavellan says her blessing in elvhen, evoking Sylaise. Cullen swears to the Maker.

 

If that's not "let's respect each other's believe" Idk what is.

 

One of my girl's in a Cullavelan. Believe me I tried all convo options. I don't think that it's possible to disrespect each other's believe in any case.

Well since no one has anything to say about Cullen I'll just spam you guys with quick sketch of my girl... I just love her so much...

 

Yep, because I just realized that it's the wrong hand XD. Like the thumb is supposed to be on the other side.... The woe of using my own two hands alone...

 

Another picture:

 

Ooow that's great about the new job

Settling in for the work always takes time though so well, courage!

 

On my side I'm back to drawing... these pics below are quite riddiculous so here's the context: it's supposed to be their wedding ceremony/bonding of the souls but I just can't draw it that way and it ended up being in a simpler setting with much less decoration. A fanart from a fic (Feynite's Looking Glass spinoff, The Hunter's Child)

 

 

Close Up Crop

 

 

Full Picture