
Dragon Age: A Bard's Love
Accidental Fugitives
Chapter O1
Only the light from his eyes lit up the pillow he had his face shoved in. It must be still night as that was his only light source he could see. The candles that he had forgotten to put out had melted the wick away and went dark. But as he became more aware of the room and his eyes settled to the darkness he realized something was on top of him. A soft warm breath tickled his left ear. He really couldn't move without waking up the person so he did his best to see if he could recognize whoever it was by any other means.
The scent was a dead give away; it was Leliana. She must have gotten back early. A lot earlier then he had expected her to. In fact he had planned to leave Highever and pick her up on the way out of the city. But this was better. The warmth from her body already was causing his eyes to go heavy. Her aroma was smooth like that of strawberries but a hint of cinnamon to arouse anyone. Of course Cogdale could control his urges. He definitely wasn't having any difficulty keeping himself down. No problems at all. Well…
He closed his eyes to try and fall asleep again so he could cherish this moment without her ever knowing. Suddenly she began to hum. She was singing in her sleep. It wasn't any notable song he had heard her sing before. No, it was more a mixture of several songs. Oddly enough they did go well together. Every so often she would begin again usually mixing them up even more but with her voice anything she sang was pure gold. If Leliana were a performer Cogdale would definitely pay many sovereigns to hear her sing.
Her singing stopped with her shifting around on his back, her face pressing against the back of his neck. Her lips were warm but that relaxing feeling soon was taken over by an odd one. Her saliva drooled down his neck causing his spine to shiver and him to jump.
"Huh…" Leliana groaned as she sat up groggily. Cogdale scolded himself for waking her up. He should've fallen asleep instead of the opposite. "Sorry Leliana I didn't know you were there." Cogdale whispered. His eyes were the only visible things to her to focus her sight on. "Oh..." she paused. "So how was the chantry?" Cogdale tried to make conversation with her.
"It was… sleepy…" she fell asleep again this time collapsing right onto Cogdale's lap. He smiled and lifted her up and placed her on top of him while he rested himself on the bed again. He wondered how awkward the scene must be if a guard were to walk in on them asleep diagonally across the bed. The thought didn't last long as he to fell asleep to the calming rhythm of her chest expanding and then retracting while she lay on him. The fade quickly found him once he drifted off.
Picking himself off the ground, Cogdale found himself in a barren land. No vegetation was visible; the dirt was dry and cracked like the skin of a pride demon. He felt the ground to see if it was real. He was so accustomed to being the fade now that he regularly even pinched himself whenever he thought the location he set foot on was odd. When he looked back up the once dead land was now full of structures and plants. His mind almost didn't remember that it was just empty several seconds ago.
He travelled down the road of this ghost town, guard at the ready. He had no weaponry or armor. Only the clothes on his back, he knew he was in the fade after realizing so several moments before. Suddenly the silence of the ghost town ended. A baby's cry found its way to Cogdale's ear. Rushing into the nearest cottage he thought the baby was in. He found 3 dark figures standing inside their eyes brighter then his. Telling from just their silhouettes they were mages in tevinter magister robes. 2 women and 1 man in figure stood there holding the child. The child wasn't dark like the 3 mages. The child was bawling so much his face was red.
"Let go of the child shades." Cogdale rightfully demanded as he held his ground. The shades did nothing but lay still like statues. After a minute of having a staring contest with the mage who was holding the child Cogdale reached for the child. But the shade's reflexes were super human like and within a blink of an eye a dagger found its point to the child's chubby neck. Cogdale pulled his reach back and gasped. Again the shades only showed fortitude by not moving. Cogdale looked around to see if this environment could lend him a weapon of some form to save the child. But suddenly right when his eyes were searching for a tool the walls disappeared just as fast.
"Let me have the child." Cogdale said with monotone voice. If these shades were a form of some demon he wouldn't take the chance in showing the emotion that related to it; whether it be Rage, desire, sloth or pride. No emotion was the best tactic on besting this beast. The shade kept the cold blade on the baby's neck. The soothing cold calmed the child down however; no tears defined the child's face anymore. Cogdale reached for the child again but he soon regretted stretching his arm out again. The blade plunged into the child. The sound of the metal breaking the baby's brittle cartilage went off like a fire spell. Cogdale winced and looked away as the shade chucked the child away and laughed unanimously with his fellow dark folk.
Cogdale woke up again this time to Leliana licking the back of his neck; an odd moment if they're ever was one. The sensation removed his thoughts of the nightmare instantly. Rolling over fast enough for Leliana to land on his chest the shock on Leliana's face from the swiftness of the maneuver made both of them laugh their lungs out.
"Good morning" Leliana smiled. Nothing was more heart warming then her voice and accent greeting him when he awoke. The ends of her red hair tickled his chest with her moving closer to his face and giving him a peck to the lips. "Today we begin our new life." Cogdale smiled. Leliana took a few moments to let those words seep into her and then smiled. "How true you are love." She said getting up. She was naked. Something Cogdale didn't notice earlier when it was still dark out. He still blushed at the sight of her breasts. Still childish to the core it seemed for Cogdale. "Aww your face is so red!" Leliana giggled going back down to his face pressing her chest against his. "If you want we can stay like this aaallll day." She laughed.
"A very very tempting offer Leliana" Cogdale chuckled. "But I want to get out of here and see Orlais with you. See if those flower gardens are as breathtaking as you say they are." He said jumping off the bed. "Oh… it seems you may have answered the question already but… are you okay Cog?" Leliana asked. Cogdale nodded as he put on his dried out clothing. Leliana took the time to look out the window. Cogdale had hardly noticed it the day before. "Aren't you afraid of someone seeing you through that window?" Cogdale asked walking up behind her cupping her breasts with his hands. Once again his face blistered red from embarrassment but he was proud of himself that he actually did it. Leliana giggled and spun around into his arms.
"Cogdale…" she said with disappointment. "I'm not just Fereldan. I'm Orlesian and we aren't afraid to show our beauty to the world. You should've known that by now." She said giving him a soft slap to the face. Cogdale was a little upset with her but those feelings calmed down when he saw her dancing over to her armor. "You are extremely cheerful today Leliana." Cogdale said. "Hello Commander of the Obvious." Leliana smirked as she put piece by piece of her polished and cleaned armor on. "You got your armor already?" Cogdale asked scratching his head. "Yeah after I left the chantry I went back to that armorer, Saren and he had it all finished and cleaned. I love what he did with it to, after so many battles the straps became very loose but now they fit very snug again." She said putting on the chest piece over her brassiere.
"Do you mind tying some of these for me Cogdale?" Cogdale walked over and sat down on the bed. "Here sit on my lap and I'll do them for you." He said patting his right leg. She did as he asked and they began the straining procedure of getting all the straps around on her.
"So why do you want to leave today?" Leliana asked knowing something was up. Cogdale kept his lips shut. "Cogdale?" Leliana asked again trying to catch him out of the corner of her eye. "Well… I might have promised a mage we'd help her escape the coming Templar regiment that suppose to greet Teyrna Cousland today." Cogdale said under his breath. Leliana shifted herself to look at him with only her right eye with a stern look as sharp as any blade peering into his soul.
"I know I know, I promised it only be me and you during our travels but I can't help but miss our days with everyone during the blight." Cogdale said sinking his head down in shame. "Thank the maker I thought I was the only one!" Leliana sighed in relief. "W..what?" Cogdale gasped. "I didn't want to sadden you or make you upset but I was going to say that I missed everyone… even Morrigan." Leliana smiled. Cogdale finished all the knots for the right side of the cuirass.
"So what do you think, should we make new friends?" Leliana asked looking for an answer from him. "Absolutely" Cogdale said. Leliana returned to letting Cogdale focus on her armor as she did her best to put the smaller pieces on.
"So what's her name?" Leliana asked. "Huh?" Cogdale didn't hear her properly being focused on tying knots. "What is her name?" Leliana asked again slowly saying every word with proper enunciation. "Oh sorry… she says her name is Helena." Cogdale said as he finished up on the last knot. "Thanks" Leliana said as she got up to put on her boots. Cogdale then suddenly realized that he didn't know where his armor was. He remembered that it was in his room the other night but now it was missing.
"By all that is holy!" Cogdale cursed. "What!? What is it?" she asked startled by the sudden outburst. "Where is my armor?" Cogdale asked with a shrug. Leliana smiled and sat down on the floor. She scooted to the bed and reached under the bed and dragged the armor out from under. "Cousland had your armor reinforced." Leliana said lifting the armor up to him. His armor was definitely changed from what he had. It seemed slimmed down from the old model. But it was still the same armor. He put it on faster with the new belts and notches.
"Wow… This armor is so light!" Cogdale said jumping up and down. He tested the flexibility of the armor. "I'm glad you like it." Leliana said finally buttoning down her last pauldron on her shoulder. "So where is Helena?" Leliana asked grabbing her bag full of her clothing.
"I'm not sure, she didn't tell me." Cogdale answered. "Well... how are we suppose to find her?" Leliana asked with a frown. "Trust me I think we'll find her pretty quickly if we see her." He said with a laugh. Cogdale grabbed his bag and found his sword and sheathed it on his left hip. They both left the room with each other. All the workers were out again. Even the drunkard that had plagued Cogdale since he got into Highever was back to work. But he didn't even stare at Cogdale this time as he sunk his head below his shoulders as he worked.
"I'm glad we're getting out of here." Cogdale said as he excavated the hallways for the mage. Perhaps she was in the main hall or with the Teyrna. "Lets see if we can find the Teyrna then." Cogdale suggested walking to where most of the guards were culminated. "Is Teyrna Elle Cousland around here?" Cogdale said approaching the guards.
"I'm afraid not messere." The guard said fixing his helmet. "The Teyrna left for the city a while ago, said it was an important mission or something I dunno I wasn't paying attention." Cogdale moaned in annoyance. "Well that means Helena is somewhere in the castle still." Leliana said patting his head. "Helena? The Teyrna's healer?" one guard asked approaching them. "Yes… do you know where she is?" Cogdale asked the guard. "Turns out she was an apostate. The Templars took her; she fought back and disabled a few Templars. But in the end they silenced her and now are taking her back to the circle for her to be made tranquil." The guard reported, "That's all I know."
"The Templars already arrived!" "****!" Cogdale said sprinting through the castle with Leliana holding hands. "I promised her I would get her out and I failed her we need to stop them!" he shouted as they reached the main hall.
"Cogdale wait! WAIT!" Leliana struggled against Cogdale pulling against him. "What is it Leliana? We don't have to time chat!" he said turning to see what she wanted. "Are you suggesting we attack the Templars for an APOSTATE?" Leliana was bewildered by what had just happened the past few moments. "N..no but we have to save her she is just looking for man she loves." Cogdale said gasping for air. "But she's an apostate Cogdale, The Chantry dictates that all apostates must be stripped of their magic by becoming tranquil." She said. Her chantry up bringing had spread its wings. "But she is innocent, she did it for love. I would've done the same for you if I was a mage."
Leliana didn't say anything and only looked at him. He did his best express that he was desperate in saving her. "Is she beautiful?" Leliana asked with a frown. "WHAT!?" "Leliana! Now is not the time for this!!" Cogdale screamed at the top of his lungs. The two were oblivious to everyone in the main hall eavesdropping into their conversation. "Just answer the question Warden." Leliana commanded. Cogdale sighed "I guess… yes she is very beautiful what does this have anything to do with what is happening?" He asked calming himself. "Nothing.. I… I apologize." Leliana stuttered realizing where she went wrong. Cogdale was dumbfounded that Leliana would even jest that he was attracted to Helena and that was the reason why he was trying to save her.
"Come on they aren't to far down the road." Cogdale said running down the road to find the Templar patrol. Cogdale looked through his bag and found his helmet and shoved it onto his head. Leliana wasn't that far behind she struggled to find her blades in her bag. "I think they'll just be around this bend in the road!" Cogdale shouted reaching the turn in the road. "What are you planning to do?" Leliana asked right on his tail. "I don't know I'll conjure up something." He said finally turning the curve on the road. About 100 meters away was the group of Templars with the red adorned mage Helena being carried away.
"HOOOOOLLLLD! HOOOOOLLLD!" Cogdale ordered at the top of his lungs. The Templars heard him and stopped for the Warden. Cogdale and Leliana finally caught up with the Templars. "Yes? What do you want Warden?" said the Templar who seemed to be in charge.
"I apologize on this intrusion Templar." Cogdale took in a few gasps of air as he was out of breath. "Knight-Captain Stein messere." The Templar corrected. "My apologies again Knight-Captain." Cogdale stood up. "But that mage you have there isn't to be in your custody." Cogdale said pointing to Helena who was bruised up and tired. "Excuse me warden?!" Stein said seeming appalled. "Yes… ummm it was agreed between me and the Teyrna of Highever that Healer Amell here was to be given to my custody." Cogdale toughed out his chest to appear like the stories told of his heroics.
"To do what with this apostate may I ask?" Stein chuckled not intimidated by the young man. Cogdale took a step back not knowing what to say. "He is putting her to The Right of Conscription Knight-Captain." Leliana intervened. "Oiy whos dis?" Stein walked forward into Leliana's face. "Ooh is you?" He spat in her face showing his true colors as scum. "I am Lay Sister Leliana of the Chantry in Lothering." She said accepting his challenge. "A lay sister uh?" He said his underbite extruding even more so when he lifted his chin. "Den why is it dat I've heard word that you'd been screwing this our beloved EEro of Ferelden?" Stein asked with a scowl to his eyes.
"Andraste have mercy on you Knight-Captain you are a disgrace to the Templar order what would happen if the Seekers learned about you." Leliana sneered at him. "Why you little ****!" Stein yelled punching Leliana in the face.
"NOOO!!!" Cogdale roared as he unsheathed his blade and ran it through the Knight-Captain. The other Templars gasped and drew their swords out at Cogdale. "Leliana are you fine?" Cogdale said picking Leliana back up to her feet. "Yes I'm fine just a fat lip." She said wiping her mouth of blood. "You initiates best stand down." Leliana ordered as she twirled her dual blades in her hands with skill and precision. "Why should we? You are aiding an apostate that is punishable by death by our standards." The ****iest of the group said approaching them. "Are you boys that foolish into taking us on?" Cogdale said cleaning the blood from his blade with his gauntlet. "Henry I think they're serious." A Templar whispered at his compatriot. "Bollocks!" Henry said charging at Leliana but he soon collapsed with a throwing knife embedded in his spine. Neither Cogdale nor Leliana had actually done anything. "By the maker!" The Templar holding Helena shouted and dropped her and ran away. "YOU COWARD! THE ORDER WILL HAVE YOUR HEAD!" The largest Templar out of the group ordered.
Another Templar suddenly dropped to the ground with yet another knife. This knife had lodged itself in his neck. The last of the Templars rushed Cogdale and Leliana. He had no choice but to defend himself and Leliana. As the Templar tried to thrust his blade into Cogdale, he juked the sword and elbowed the Templar's helmet off only to see the Templar was a young boy not older then 17. But he couldn't hesitate. Cogdale punched the Templar and then slashed his blade across the young man as the blade lodged into the boy's neck. Blood sprayed everywhere soaking a fellow Templar, temporarily stunning the Templar. Leliana turned her back to the Templar and jammed the blades into the Templar's gizzard.
The corpse fell to the ground with a thud. Silence emanated the road. Cogdale and Leliana looked at each other in horror at what they had done. Templar blood ran down their armor. Both of them shook in terror for what they had just done.
"Cogdale…" Leliana whispered her voice trembling. She ran to Cogdale and he hid her from the sight. "We had no choice… We had no… choice." Cogdale whispered in her ear petting her head. His comforting words had little effect to himself though. He had murdered a group of Templars for an apostate. An apostate. His gullibility, His kindness had lead him to committing an atrocity. Lead him and his love to committing it. If the Chantry found out about this… Leliana would be killed or perhaps sent to The Aeonar for defying The Chantry. He wouldn't allow this.
"Can anyone h..help?" Helena spat at the ground her face imprinted on the dirt road. Leliana looked at Cogdale with her frightened eyes. "Come on Leliana. There's nothing we can do right now but I'll protect you for whatever may come." Cogdale reassured her gesturing for the both of them to help Helena. The white haired mage was picked up off her belly. Leliana cut her shackles off. Helena wiped off the dirt from her red robes. "Thank you so much Cogdale… I just… thank you sooo much." She said hugging both of them. She looked at the dead templar bodies and turned back to the two of them. "These Templars are a stain on their order." She spat in disgust. "I don't even think The Chantry knew they went up to the castle." She said backing away to give the 2 of them space.
"That would explain why they came so early." Cogdale rubbed his chin as he pondered the thought. "The Teyrna's guards weren't expecting their arrival until tomorrow from what I heard." Helena added.
"Excuse me!" a voice shouted from the bushes. "What about me?" Garrden appeared his arms wide open as if expecting a hug from his actions. "Don't I get a thank you or something of gratitude?" He asked with a smirk knowing he would receive nothing at all. The 3 of them said nothing, watching him pry his daggers out of the Templars' bodies.
"Right then I apologize for transgressing." He said bowing in civility. The "noble" elf had acquired new armor so to speak. The elf used his thieving skills to steal parts of different armors from stands across Highever and now had a set of armor; discolored. "What do you guys think? Should I take a helmet? I think it really highlights my eyes so well." He poked and laughed dropping the Templar helmet.
"Show some respect Garrden." Leliana said angered at the young elf's empathy of the scene. Garrden just scoffed at her and pushed himself into the conversation. "So who is this lovely mage?" He asked kissing Helena's hand before she could pull it away irked by his over zealous posture and manners.
"I am Helena… elf." Answered her. He only bowed in appeasement. Cogdale knew they couldn't just leave the bodies on the road. The Templars who were actually due for the castle would find their rotting hides and know something was up or even worse knew about Helena and would mark her as blood mage or abomination, even without any true evidence the bodies would be suffice enough to convince anyone.
"We need to hide the bodies…" Cogdale blurted out covering his lips with his fingers after suggesting the idea. Garrden had no quarrel with it and shrugged and tried to remove the bodies the best he could with his elven physique. Cogdale broke out of his thoughts and helped the elf with the task. Leliana and Helena stood and watched. Still shocked with the event that had occurred.
"If we hide these men, and if they truly were coming up to the castle without the Knight Commander of Highever knowing then they will be thought as deserters. They'll be falsely pursued across Thedas when they are here." Cogdale explained to the other 3.
"Not even here." Helena interrupted. She approached Cogdale and Garrden with the bodies in front of them. "I'll burn them away." She whispered ashamed of the idea. Cogdale raised an eyebrow impressed with her idea and didn't object. They would receive cremation just as most Fereldans do. Perhaps the remaining Templars would think they abandoned their armor and escaped?
"Do it Helena." Leliana said behind Helena. She nodded and ignited the corpse pile as fire engulfed her hands. The smell was pungent. Cogdale and Leliana were quick to cover their nose and mouth. "Come on. We need to find Bodahn and Sandal and get out of here." Cogdale said signaling them to continue down the road to Highever to find the dwarven merchant and his special boy.
Cogdale held Leliana close to his chest. Sheltering her from the deed that had been done. He hoped his embrace would comfort her in some way but he couldn't deny that what he did was a crime and he should be punished. But he couldn't. He couldn't allow Leliana to face the same fate. Not after all that he promised her. No he wouldn't allow it. Even if The Maker himself faced him.
Cogdale would face him to keep Leliana safe and innocent. Though Leliana was a bard and had murdered several orlesian nobles this wasn't the same. She didn't want any part of it. She had let herself change for the love she had for him. And now he accidentally pushed her to commit murder again.
The trip down to Highever would be a long one on foot. Out of paranoia they hid off to the side of the road in the flora. It reminded him a bit of the Brecillian forest traversing through the thick roots and vines of the forest. Thankfully there were no werewolves left. How he and the rest of the group didn't catch the curse of lycanthropy? Only the Maker knows. His attempts at ridding his mind of what happened failed constantly. He tried of thinking of a lullaby his mother used to sing to him but it didn't help. Nothing helped. Leliana's worried face only stressed him even more. Only Garrden seemed content and worry free. If the elf was raised as a noble child, Cogdale thought that he to should be traumatized. But perhaps the elf had acclimated himself to the life of a loner, a thief in just a short while.
"I'm sorry was your name Leliana?" Helena asked her. Cogdale was glad Helena was trying to get Leliana's mind off of her anxiety. "Yes." Leliana answered continuing the conversation. Helena sped up her walk to get herself next to Leliana.
"My name is Helena if you didn't know." She said twiddling with the black fur on the rim of her hood. Leliana smiled and left Cogdale's arms to talk.
"Yes, Cogdale told me. If you don't mind my rudeness in asking… But why did you escape the Circle of Magi?" Leliana said now fully committed to the conversation. Cogdale looked over to Garrden who was oddly comparing the tip of his nose to the bridge of his nose with a finger. "Feels like my face changed or something… how peculiar." He whispered loudly to himself. Cogdale chuckled a bit and then returned his ears to the ladies' conversation.
"The Circle was in the most kindest words… Pathetic." Helena said. "First Enchanter Irving gave way to every demand Knight Commander Greagoir threw at him. I was a loyal mage since I was sent to the Circle when I was 5 years old. But I couldn't take it anymore after my final test. I couldn't stand the corruption, the hatred, and the injustice that we mages faced. Even in our own sanctuary." Helena palmed her fist in frustration over thinking of it.
"When Cogdale and I went to The Circle we didn't see you there with the surviving mages." Leliana asked. Cogdale could see she didn't enjoy the topic of the indecencies the Templars inflicted upon The Circle.
"That's because I escaped when the Blight had actually begun. Right after Ostagar fell I escaped the Tower. You really don't want to know how either." Helena said faintly laughing to her recommendation. Cogdale sighed knowing that Helena peaked Leliana's interest by just saying that.
"Do tell Helena" Leliana smiled. "W.. What? No! I thought I said I didn't want to…" Helena saw Cogdale's expression of regret he felt for her. "Well after one of my friends I care dearly for escaped for the 6th or 7th time, I found an old note he wrote." Helena said clearing her throat. "I had to stock up on 2 months of ration mana potions the Circle gave out every week. I had to drink all of them in a matter of minutes to enhance myself long enough for the trick to work." She said.
"Once my stomach felt like it was about to burst I positioned my back to a window near one of the top floors of the tower. I casted a very powerful fire spell that recoiled me out the window so far into Lake Calenhad that no Templar had noticed. I would've looked like a lake bird to any Templars out around the Circle." She laughed.
"That's how I got this scar on my shoulder." She said pulling back her clothing to show a giant scar scaling across her right shoulder. "When I hit the water, it felt like I had hit solid ground. Not what I was expecting." She added on covering up her shoulder. "I broke my shoulder in several places… but it was worth it." Helena concluded.
"Wow.. What a story, you have to remind me to make a song, NO! A lullaby for mages based on it!" She gleefully sang out. Helena smiled and nodded in delight. It was somewhat easing to see Leliana lose her stress. He was definitely glad Helena was with them. Leliana needed a friend of the same gender to talk to. All Cogdale had was Garrden, the arrogant, thieving, "noble" elf from Denerim. But it would have to do for now. It was only inevitable others would join them, even if it were only for a little while.