But DA and Ferelden... I must say it was a world I never really cared about, from way too many angles. I kow a fantasy world can't be all roses and daisies, and it was always labled as "dark" fantasy. But you know, my two most defining fantastic universes where Ultima and Star Wars. In Ultima you were the Avatar of the Eight Britannian Virtues. And whoever like me recalls playing Ultima IV, Quest of the Avatar, with NO evil, no endboss, just a quest to become a paragon of virtue, you maybe know what I talk about.
One of the issues I had with DA was, I wasnt really allowed to play good. I wasn't really able to have a positive impact. Every side was mired with a darkness to a degree I found that my will to bring good was kinda hopeless. The Dwarfs were bogged down by their endless house bickering (disgusting depiction of Dwarfs), the Elves where beaten and lost, the humans... well as bad as humans can be. Blind to the suffering of the lower classes, naturally taking Elves as under-humans, the only good thing I was able to say to myself at the end of the day was that I survived another day. I dunno... I kinda missed the choice to really influence people. Instead my party members had a fixed morale and I had to either satisfy their whims or they critizise me on every single step. I felt in lack of impact on the world and the party as highly frustrating.
The other thing, when I play, I am a Jedi. Sounds silly, but thats how I play. I dont kill one who yields. I dont do revenge. I even let that slaver of the city elves live and didnt slay him when he yileded. I didnt want to kill Loghain, tho he prolly deserved it when he yielded to me, but I let Alistair have his revenge... I sorta talked myself out of it like, he is king and its his decision. Still... I was not comfortable with it. And playing goody good was sort of pointless.
And then those Wardens! I can honestly say I hated them from every angle. Forcing people unknowing into service, sacrificing them to demons - heck they didnt even TRY to find other ways! And there are other ways. That evil mage in the keep found some and Morrigan knew another, so there is good chance with some more research there may be other ways. They NEVER ever cared for the reasons why there are demons, why those old gods now where evil and what really was behind all of it! They were totally complacent fighting the evil, and with methods I can not agree with. That is my reason No1 NOT to keep playing new expansion packs and prolly not new games, because I would have rather fought against the Wardens and their more than questionable methods. In NO way I would support that and be content with those solutions! For me the means is never ever justified by the result! NOT EVER.
My skepticism on the doings of men was mostly like Morrigans. I always thought, hey werent those Draons once good gods, and isnt there another way to restore balance or at least SEEK to restore them instead of just blindly trying to kill them? This entire black white thinking, the evil Blight... sorry I am not into that. Things are not made evil. There are reasons and biographies. And WHAT is that human obsession to always want to kill Dragons?? Man, I love Dragons, I see them as great symbols of wisdom and good... just another thing to make me feel "meh" about all of it.
So I finished it, made Alister King... and boy I hated that whiney child of a man - and in my end I went away with Zev and left the Wardens behind. May the world now turn on without me, for I am done with that dark organization and that bleak kingdom and that world where I have no chance to bring good.
EDIT: Oh and this ABYSMAL church! I swear if I could I wouild have disbanded with bunch of hypocrites. I am sure it is their fault the Old Gods were tainted and now they spread this lie about the so called Maker! Just smells rotten to me and as a result I was cross with half of the world's characters.
Modifié par elikal71, 03 avril 2010 - 11:26 .





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