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[Statulos]

Dark Lilith wrote...

being called lady truly makes me happy!

Or señorita if you may.

I haven´t slept for 24 hours now and I feel strangely fine.

[Mr.Skar]

Well once your body gets the "I'm tired" memo, the crash will happen fast.

[Dark Lilith]

Celrath wrote...

Dark Lilith wrote...

Celrath wrote...

ang daigdig ay hindi mo talaba. Alas tis datapuwa't a napakalaki inulukan kumuha marami pumutok.

Does this mean the world is fragile or does it mean the world is imperfect? Or am I missing the point entirely.

it means whatever its supposed to mean to you,while to someone else it may mean something different.The answers are never cut and dried,they require a person to think,to evaluate and yes,to wonder if thats what I mean.

Okay 

Side note: Do you get keep it preserved in medical Jar as a souvenir of sorts  

:RIMSHOT:

no,its actually used to create my vagina,the nerve bundle kept in tack for orgasm and the urinary track rerouted to make me a setter rather than a pointer!

[Dark Lilith]

Statulos wrote...

Dark Lilith wrote...

being called lady truly makes me happy!

Or señorita if you may.

I haven´t slept for 24 hours now and I feel strangely fine.

Senorita is fine as well my love,you know that

[Statulos]

Mr.Skar wrote...

Well once your body gets the "I'm tired" memo, the crash will happen fast.

Murphy´s law at its best.

Dark Lilith wrote...

Statulos wrote...

Dark
Lilith wrote...

being called lady truly makes me happy!

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Dama is way too old fashion, even for people who speaks old fashion Castilian like me.

Speaking of which: I haven´t spoken Spanish for almost two months in a full conversation. It is also weird that most Spanish-speakers over here have a really hard time to understand me.

Modifié par Statulos, 30 avril 2010 - 12:24 .

[Ziggy]

Dark Lilith wrote...

Mr.Skar wrote...



Well...



Not really certain what I can say about the rape thing Lil. I'm glad you've carried on, but seeing as I have never been in said situation I don't really know what I can say that won't feel hollow and lame.



Just remember in terms of the guy -> gal transition, it isn't what you had that's important, rather it's what you have that is.

thank you for accepting me as I am. I expected no responce to the rape thing as like you said it would be hollow. Your honesty says more than any sympathetic reply could ever say. And I'll boast here a bit;I am attractive just so you don't think I'm butt ugly.lol

People who don't accept you as you are not worth knowing.

I've been raped too. It was like being told in the most brutal and personal way possible that what I think, want and feel doesn't matter - truly awful. Especially since it was someone I liked.

[Statulos]

Some days ago there was a group of girls here in Bloominton who were on campaign against rape; they were al victims of it and for a second, I felt a nausea going up my troath. Seems like this "little oasis" has a dark side, being one of the places with most sexual crimes in proportion to the population in the whole US.



Seems like some cavemen do not understand that when a lady does not want its becase she indeed does not want it. You cannot please a lady like that, you cannot be a decent man doing that and it does not prove your manhood.

[Dark Lilith]

Em23 wrote...

Dark Lilith wrote...

Mr.Skar wrote...

Well...

Not really certain what I can say about the rape thing Lil. I'm glad you've carried on, but seeing as I have never been in said situation I don't really know what I can say that won't feel hollow and lame.

Just remember in terms of the guy -> gal transition, it isn't what you had that's important, rather it's what you have that is.

thank you for accepting me as I am. I expected no responce to the rape thing as like you said it would be hollow. Your honesty says more than any sympathetic reply could ever say. And I'll boast here a bit;I am attractive just so you don't think I'm butt ugly.lol

People who don't accept you as you are not worth knowing.
I've been raped too. It was like being told in the most brutal and personal way possible that what I think, want and feel doesn't matter - truly awful. Especially since it was someone I liked.

then you and I share something most will never experience in their lives and all I can say is be strong for it was never your fault.I'd love to post my "Trinity" story here but I think it would get locked and more than likely deleted as well.But I think you'd find it an interesting read.

[Mr.Skar]

Those types are a disgrace to real men everywhere really. There's no other way to put it.

EDIT: Rapists are the disgrace, in case that wasn't abundantly clear.

Modifié par Mr.Skar, 30 avril 2010 - 12:34 .

[Dark Lilith]

Mr.Skar wrote...

Those types are a disgrace to real men everywhere really. There's no other way to put it.

its power, not sex that men rape women or other men for. My opinion is that they lack self respect for themselves and take it out on another to make themselves feel good about themselves...does that make sense?

[Statulos]

Censored literature! If I may abuse your confidence a bit, I´d be interested in reading it.



Another round: I have submitted an aplication for a grant to do Ph.D. related fieldwork. Basicaly the whole project is writing about modern day Satanism.

[Dark Lilith]

Statulos wrote...

Censored literature! If I may abuse your confidence a bit, I´d be interested in reading it.

Another round: I have submitted an aplication for a grant to do Ph.D. related fieldwork. Basicaly the whole project is writing about modern day Satanism.

I'll upload to a site I have storage on and then link you to it.Would tomarrow be ok? And I have not finished it yet,but figure I'll have the time soon> It needs completion in a way so that I can finally be free in a sense.

[XyleJKH]

People with avatars that are not available to the rest of us...

How do you people do it?

[Mr.Skar]

It does make sense Lilith, but my point still stands. Get your power from a more constructive activity knuckleheads.



Modern day Satanism huh? Can't say I know much about it.

[Dark Lilith]

XyleJKH wrote...

People with avatars that are not available to the rest of us...
How do you people do it?

ask Celrath,it involves the character creator or something of that nature.

[Statulos]

That´s German efficiency... thanks!



Works in progress are always great; and in fact I tend to enjoy more the whole process than the actual "product" so it will be nice seeing it polished eventually.



Thanks again pretty.

[Dark Lilith]

Mr.Skar wrote...

It does make sense Lilith, but my point still stands. Get your power from a more constructive activity knuckleheads.

Modern day Satanism huh? Can't say I know much about it.

indeed I agree with you wholeheartedly
@ My GI. What an interesting thing to write about.

[Statulos]

XyleJKH wrote...

People with avatars that are not available to the rest of us...
How do you people do it?

Playing Dragon Age in a PC.

Mr.Skar wrote...

It does make sense Lilith, but my point
still stands. Get your power from a more constructive activity
knuckleheads.

Modern day Satanism huh? Can't say I know much
about it.

Couple ones:

-If you want a deeper explanation on those terms, go for Foucault´s History of Sexuality. It basicaly deals with how sexual control is the ultimate and deepest form of power.
-I will not bore you people whith what Satanism is, but if this works, I´ll be going back and forth between places arround the Midwest, California and Louissiana.

Modifié par Statulos, 30 avril 2010 - 12:47 .

[Dark Lilith]

Statulos wrote...

That´s German efficiency... thanks!

Works in progress are always great; and in fact I tend to enjoy more the whole process than the actual "product" so it will be nice seeing it polished eventually.

Thanks again pretty.

my pleasure Ser and that makes me happy as well!

Modifié par Dark Lilith, 30 avril 2010 - 12:47 .

[Ziggy]

Dark Lilith wrote...

Mr.Skar wrote...



Those types are a disgrace to real men everywhere really. There's no other way to put it.

its power, not sex that men rape women or other men for. My opinion is that they lack self respect for themselves and take it out on another to make themselves feel good about themselves...does that make sense?

Maybe. I think motives would vary from feeling genuinely superior, hate (read fear), feeling inferior, or just being drunk and not caring.

There's really no excuse though and I don't want to feel sorry for them.

[Wicked 702]

What pissed me off?

I ate some pulled pork yesterday that was obviously either not cooked correctly or spoiled to begin with. Let's just say that last night.....all night....was rather unpleasant.

It's almost 6PM now and I'm starting to feel....somewhat ok....just glad I could come in for a half day at work.

[Dark Lilith]

Em23 wrote...

Dark Lilith wrote...

Mr.Skar wrote...

Those types are a disgrace to real men everywhere really. There's no other way to put it.

its power, not sex that men rape women or other men for. My opinion is that they lack self respect for themselves and take it out on another to make themselves feel good about themselves...does that make sense?

Maybe. I think motives would vary from feeling genuinely superior, hate (read fear), feeling inferior, or just being drunk and not caring.
There's really no excuse though and I don't want to feel sorry for them.

I had to forgive them in order to bring peace back into my life.I cannot say what I did would apply to you nor another rape victim but its what I had to do to be free of them. You see they got away with it as the law could not prove they did it. Fortunately my older brother punished them one at a time,unfortunately he got six years in prison for doing so but he says it was worht it because it sent a message to them and others.His friends then looked after me.I feel regret to this day for him only because of his sacrifice for me.I love him beyond belief and we are very close as we should be.

[Statulos]

Congratulate your brother from my part: blutache at its best.Taking a sacrifice like that for a beloved one is simply the biggest you can go anywhere anytime.

Modifié par Statulos, 30 avril 2010 - 01:04 .

[Dark Lilith]

Statulos wrote...

Congratulate your brother from my part: blutache at its best.Taking a sacrifice like that for a beloved one is simply the biggest you can go anywhere anytime.

he is and will always be my hero. You'll understand more when you read "Trinity"

[Ziggy]

Dark Lilith wrote...

Em23 wrote...

Dark Lilith wrote...

Mr.Skar wrote...

Those types are a disgrace to real men everywhere really. There's no other way to put it.

its power, not sex that men rape women or other men for. My opinion is that they lack self respect for themselves and take it out on another to make themselves feel good about themselves...does that make sense?

Maybe. I think motives would vary from feeling genuinely superior, hate (read fear), feeling inferior, or just being drunk and not caring.
There's really no excuse though and I don't want to feel sorry for them.

I had to forgive them in order to bring peace back into my life.I cannot say what I did would apply to you nor another rape victim but its what I had to do to be free of them. You see they got away with it as the law could not prove they did it. Fortunately my older brother punished them one at a time,unfortunately he got six years in prison for doing so but he says it was worht it because it sent a message to them and others.His friends then looked after me.I feel regret to this day for him only because of his sacrifice for me.I love him beyond belief and we are very close as we should be.

I'm so sorry. I really feel for you. It's good to know you have such a loving brother and friends there for you. Forgiving them is a truly good and admirable thing to have done. 
I didn't tell anyone.