With the benefit of having slept on the events of yesterday, I'm trying to look at my tweet exchange as objectively as possible.
The question I asked is the same one I've been suggesting as the one that goes to the very heart of the matter — when it comes down to it, the lack of s/s content in the game, while disappointing, simply would not have been the issue it is had there not been that double standard between fShep being able to identify as gay and pursue an appropriate relationship while mShep cannot, and all drama and disappointment and anger and sadness and frustration has stemmed from that (be it because of a series of rather unfortunate dev comments over the years, the "Liara" issue, or just general radio silence and a sense of being ignored). It has been, for me, THE central concern.
To have that recognised, even to this degree, by Hudson is, for me at least — considering the amount of myself I've put into this over the course of FftL and considering the importance this issue has for so many people — quite overwhelming. That's why I couldn't comment further last night. I wanted to think about what it really means.
And what does it really mean?
Well, first it's a recognition. For four years there was precious little save some unfortunate early comments in the old forums and further unfortunate comments as the result of questions in interviews that clearly caused dev discomfort. For four years nothing. Nothing of substance. And as time went on, certainly since the lead up to the release of ME2, it felt more and more like this issue was being ignored, we were being ignored, and it was easy to believe we were an annoying buzzing that wouldn't go away, one that they might have liked to have been able to swat, but couldn't, and so just shut us in here and went somewhere else. It was easy to get despondent. Four years will do that to someone. But now ... now there is finally a recognition that we have
"valid questions". That in itself can have a powerful effect. Just to know that this thing — that for some people is not just a matter of game options but actually a question of human rights (dramatic? perhaps, but let's not forget the demographic of some of our FftL posters ... this can run as deep as that, a matter of alienation, a matter of being told who you are doesn't merit recognition of any kind, not only in game but in response to your questions) — has been recognised as being "valid", well that's a hugely important step for many, and shouldn't be underestimated.
Second, and related to that, we have been told that BioWare and the ME team are actively discussing this issue. We don't know what that means, can't guess as to what those discussions consist of, but they are discussing it. It's on their minds. Again, it's a recognition. We can't, and probably shouldn't, take that as a sign that we will, or even might, get some content in ME3, but rather take comfort, in whatever small way we can, in the knowledge that this matter is there, in their heads and in their meetings, even if it is only at the margins of discussion.
And finally, that last, enigmatic statement at the end. This is a tough one. The rest of his reply, if you were the speculatin' sort, could simply have, along with all I wrote above, indicated they are talking about these options for future ME franchise games after Shep's story is tied up. But that last part? "Much yet to be revealed regarding ME3" — Hudson didn't need to write that. Why dangle the prospect of further ME3 information at us in a tweet in that context? In a tweet directly replying to the question of why fShep can be gay and express it while mShep cannot? Why do that? Another unfortunate misstep like those in interview? Doubtful, since this is Hudson writing these words himself. He would be mindful to not allow himself to be misrepresented, and mindful to not say anything regarding ME3 that could be interpreted wrongly, or so one would hope.
And so we have the one comment that could, theoretically, sustain us for the next 10 months (although I'd like to hope we'll be getting more information during that time): but it's our responsibility now to not get carried away. This could be a tentative sign that there may, finally, be some recognition of gay mShep in the final game of the trilogy (although what form it might take is anyone's guess). Or, it might be nothing more than an acknowledgement that our concerns are valid. Even if it's only the latter, we should still take heart because it's the beginning of dialogue, and perhaps even more importantly in terms of the wellbeing of our posters, it's a vindication of the existence of FftL and a vindication of our feelings, and a vindication of who we are.
Onwards.
Modifié par catabuca, 15 mai 2011 - 11:08 .