Lady Olivia wrote...
Hey, Garrus thread! Haven't been around in a looooong while.
Sialater, nice to see you discussing. You're usually a one-line tired-wise-woman sort of poster. 
Ursula, welcome! I like your posts. Post more? Do you seriously intend to read all 1000+ pages? Talk about quixotic. 
Aw, thanks! I feel like I'm coming very late to the Garrus party, although I could look at it as I'm getting here *really* early for the ME3 Garrus party. Who knows.

I'm on about page 360 now. classes resume at uni this week, so my odds of actually getting through the whole thread are pretty low. (Couple that with my work-in-progress FenFic and the urge to write some Mass Effect fic and...yeah. Oh well, what can I say? I like lost/long-shot causes too.)
I just don't want to bring up something that's been discussed a thousand times already, although maybe I should take a page from the Fenris thread - newbies bring new perspectives to old topics and makes it fun to revisit them.

Lady Olivia wrote...
Errr... I'm gonna be a bad Olivia and post my thoughts about why Garrus went to Omega even though I just skimmed through the posts and don't even know if that's the subject of the conversation, lol.
When Garrus was young, he wanted to be a Spectre. Why? Because they make things happen. He had a chance, but his father smothered it. He must have hated both the Citadel and his C-Sec work; why else would he latch on to Shepard so quickly in ME? He had nothing personal against Saren; he just wanted to be effectual.
Working with Shepard introduced him to the life he always wanted to live. The life of a Spectre. Losing Shepard - losing the life - was like dying a little death. Back to training? At 30? Back to C-Sec, after seeing what it meant to really make things move?
Nah. He'd rather do things on his own, just as long as he is able to actually do things. Live the life again. Somehow. The reason he set out against the windmills is that he simply couldn't sit on his hands anymore.
Methinks.
Also, sorry if all of that has been said already.
When you say, suicide by mercs, do you mean, suicide as the initial reason to go to Omega, or the reaction to the betrayal and failure (the loss of his men)?
I think that's a good description of how Shepard ends up being a mentor to Garrus in the first place. She's a lot of what he aspires to be. It makes sense.
As far as suicide-by-merc goes, I'm not sure. I don't think that was a
conscious decision, but it definitely looks inevitable by the time Shepard and Co. show up. (This whole question makes me want to throw together a few chapters of ME fic...arrrgh!

) I think Garrus is determined to take as many with him as he can, but I don't think it's a deliberate 'suicide by merc' plan. He just isn't
grim enough for this to be the case when Shepard shows up. Yes, he's exhausted, hurting, and has probably already figured he was going to die here, but IMO if he really didn't care about his own life any more, I can't see him getting more enthusiastic when he points out that with Shepard's squad, their odds are good of surviving that mess.
Now, whether that's because of any existing relationship with Shepard, a desire to live long enough to take revenge on Sidonis, or some other motivation is up to interpretation, at least IMO. I definitely think his prior relationshp with Shepard has something to do with that sudden second wind of enthusiasm he gets.
Must...write...FenFic...first...*brain nearly explodes*
Modifié par UrsulaCousland, 05 septembre 2011 - 08:16 .