Corker wrote...
@jenovan, I can see your points about authority. My gut feeling, though, is that the real test of whether or not your apprentice Crow training has really stuck, whether or not you're *really* a cold, remorseless machine who'll do whatever the Masters say, is to involve you in the same things that were done to you. Now you can't claim you're innocent. You can't claim you're better-than. You're one of them, in every way, and you're such wretched scum for it that you'd better not ever even *think* you could be accepted elsewhere.
It's really bloody dark, and I admit that's why I was glossing it over. :/
That makes sence. I think it's better story wise not to gloss it over. I think Zevran kind of tests the warden's reactions and then tries to gloss it over when you first start conversing with him in origins. But you kind of are left knowing, weather you choose to go into denial or not, that Zev has been through horrible things, and has learned to do horrible things, without or with minimal remorse.
I think, since he's been accepted outside the Crows though, and has gotten to know himself better, the encounter would be uncomfortable, no matter how proud he is of the younger Crow. I think the horror of it all won't be lost on Zevran even if he accepts it as just a fact of life.
I also imagine that suppiorting those recruites who survive and being proud of them is one of the few ways in which Crows can express their humanity without reprisal. I can imagine someone like Zevran haveing to torture and kill recruites, all the while rooting for their successs not their failure. I think that would be that spark of kindness that survived in some Crows, while others became cruel.