I don't think it's leaving the Grey Wardens that destroys him, but what he sees as betrayal by a fellow warden, and the fact that making Loghain a warden taints something he'd believed in so much, so utterly. And because of his reaction to that, he fails to live up to his concept of duty, which is really sacred to him. His trust is broken, not just in the Grey wardens, and in the warden specifically, but in himself. He's consumed by anger and disappointment, not just at the warden and Loghain, but at himself.Siduri wrote...
Sandtigress wrote...
I don't disagree, but you've made the point I was trying to make. It's not the Grey Wardens in particular that he wants. It's family. As long as the Wardens provide that, he's dedicated to them. But if they can't and he thinks he can find it somewhere or with someone else, then he's willing to leave the Wardens to get what he wants.
He is devoted to the Wardens, but that's incidental to what he's really looking for.
Yeah, it sounds like we basically agree. When I say that being a Grey Warden is at the core of Alistair's identity, I mean that it's what he's latched on to to provide the thing he most wants in life (family). It's actually a poor approximation of a family, but it's the best he has, and he clings to it. I guess the one place I'd disagree with you is in the suggestion that he can leave the Wardens and be okay afterwards. Leaving the Wardens destroys him. When you make him King, he's still a Warden, after all. Or am I wrong in thinking that the one ending where he actually leaves the Wardens is the wandering-drunk ending?
Recycled story illustration, because it fits:
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