So since ff.net currently hates me, I decided to do my 'For Duty and Honor' prompt. Also...damn, it just occured to me how young Alistair was when he was sent away. My youngest brother is
eleven and I can't even imagine sending him off like that.

Teagan had thought it was a little odd when his brother had sent a messenger to Rainesfere with a note remarking on how they hadn’t seen each other in a few weeks and inviting Teagan to come to Redcliffe whenever he had the time…preferably leaving that very day. Still, Teagan couldn’t see any reason
not to do as Eamon asked as that usually made his life easier and so he had gone directly to the Arling.
Eamon had greeted him warmly, fed him lunch, and then disappeared into his study with Alistair. Twenty minutes later, his brother explained that Isolde was pregnant and so since he refused to tell her that Alistair was Maric’s she was convinced he was Eamon’s and wanted him sent away to protect her future child. Eamon ‘felt it was for the best’ that the boy be sent to the Chantry. Alistair had disagreed and ran out of the castle. Suddenly, the reason for Eamon’s sudden feelings of brotherly-ness made a lot more sense.
Teagan had always gotten along well with Alistair and had offered to just take the boy with him back to Rainesfere but apparently even that wasn’t good enough to quiet Isolde’s paranoia (Maker, he
wanted to like his sister-in-law but every time he saw how she treated Alistair it just became so difficult) and since Eamon was Alistair’s guardian, there was nothing he could do. Nothing except try to make Alistair feel better about it.
He found Alistair halfway to the village, poking angrily at the ground with a stick and completely covered in mud.
“Hi, Bann Teagan,” Alistair greeted him glumly. He had always insisted on calling him that no matter how many times Teagan had requested otherwise and he suspected Eamon’s influence as familiarity with Teagan would imply familiarity with Eamon which would help fuel those bastard rumors that Eamon was so desperately afraid of. Teagan was sure that his brother had tried his best but…Why, exactly, had Maric thought that Rowan’s brother was the best person to leave to raise his bastard son? And if it had to be one of them, why not him? He may have only been seventeen compared to Eamon’s twenty-four but he also wouldn’t have given a damn about the rumors. “What are you doing here?”
“Looking for you,” Teagan replied simply.”Or did you mean at Redcliffe in general? My brother invited me.”
“Yeah, he wants
you here,” Alistair said, a little bitterly. “Not like me. He never wanted me. Did you know that he’s going to give me away?”
“I had heard, yes,” Teagan confirmed delicately. “You’re going to be a templar.”
“I don’t want to be a stupid templar,” Alistair said with a scowl, jabbing furiously with his stick a few times.
Teagan eyed his clean outfit mournfully before settling down in the mud next to Alistair. “I know you don’t and I bet that Eamon doesn’t really want to send you either.”
Alistair looked skeptically up at him. “Then why would he? He’s an
Arl, for Maker’s sake! No one can make him do anything.”
Teagan sighed. He didn’t even agree with his brother’s decision and now he was being called upon to defend it to someone who was being hurt by it. “Alistair…sometimes people – especially grown-ups – have to do things that they don’t want to do. Do you know why?”
Alistair shook his head firmly.
“Honor and duty,” Teagan said solemnly. “Do you know what those mean?”
“I hear the knights talking about honor sometimes,” Alistair offered, a little sheepishly. “But no, not really.”
“Your duty is something that you probably don’t want to do but is required of you for whatever reason,” Teagan explained. “For instance…I don’t like politics but I am a bann and so it is my duty to attend the Landsmeet every year to deal with problems our country has and to help the king make important decisions.”
“And honor?” Alistair pressed.
Teagan frowned, not entirely sure how to explain that concept. “Honor has a lot of different meanings,” he said finally. “It can mean glory and recognition, it can mean a good reputation, it can mean a privilege, it can mean that you’re a credit to whatever it is you’re doing, it can mean that there’s a lot of respect involved…A lot of things that are honorable aren’t always pleasant. It’s a great honor to be chosen to be a bann, for instance, but it’s also a lot of work. I have to get involved with politics far more than I’d like and have all sorts of duties to the people that live in my Bannorn. Do you know why I’m telling you this?”
Alistair fidgeted a little but said nothing.
“Do you?” Teagan repeated gently.
“I guess so,” Alistair said reluctantly. “You’re talking about me being a templar.”
Teagan nodded encouragingly but remained quiet.
“You’re saying that once I get to the Chantry, even though I don’t want to be a templar I’ll have a duty to learn how to be one so that I can try to protect people from evil blood mages and…whatever else templars do,” Alistair said slowly. “And that even though I might not like it, not everyone can be a templar and my job will be important so it’s an honor for me to get to be one. Is that right?”
Teagan nodded again, relieved that Alistair had understood. “Honor and duty don’t just apply to my being a bann and you being a templar, you know. Everyone has to deal with it in some way, all the time. Your duty can even be small things like making sure be polite to the servants and to not treat them cruelly because you think you can get away with it.”
“Honor and duty, huh?” Alistair asked, looking thoughtful. “Those sound like important things. Maybe…maybe I can go to the Chantry for them. Better than because no one wants me, anyway.”
Teagan’s heart went out to his almost-nephew. “Oh, Alistair…”
“But I’m
still don’t want to talk to the Arl,” Alistair said, crossing his arms and looking like he dared Teagan to disagree.
“That’s alright,” Teagan said instead. “I really don’t feel like doing that either.”
Duty and honor…were there no two words more bitter?