The wedding really changed all that and made her a lot more cynical, but not because of what Vaughan did - more because of Duncan not doing more to help. She knows that men like Vaughan are scum, but Duncan seemed like a good person, and the fact that even he wouldn't put himself on the line made quite an impression on her. She realises he didn't do nothing, but she felt he should have done so much more that she ended up strongly disliking him, and I have the idea that their journey south to Ostagar was extremely awkward. When encountering Alistair's obvious hero-worship of Duncan, she refrained from being obnoxiously disagreeable, simply not commenting.
In particular, her dislike of Duncan impacted on what being a Warden meant to her, because apparently all other duties to protect those who needed help had to be sacrificed for the sake of stopping the Blight. My City Elf thought that was a criminal attitude. She didn't accept Warden neutrality at all, and when she and Alistair turned out to be Ferelden's last Wardens she decided that she was going to do things her way even if that was a million miles away from Duncan's way. She wasn't ever going to turn her back on those who needed help, even if it put Ferelden's last Wardens in danger.
Of course, part of what enabled her to have this attitude was not knowing why Grey Wardens are needed to halt a Blight. Had she known, she might have taken a little more care with their lives.
Another perhaps unconventional attitude she had was that she felt sorry for Goldanna. She thought Alistair's expectations of his sister were naive and that he came across poorly. That said, as soon as Goldanna scorned fifteen sovereigns as not enough money, my city elf did a 180. She had never seen a gold sovereign in her life in the alienage, I reckoned, and was disgusted with the casual rejection of fifteen of them as a trifling sum. Though she did appreciate on a mercenary level that Goldanna might have been bluffing to get better money, it did reharden her attitude towards the woman.
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