Celuwen wrote...
Sarah1281 wrote...
jln.francisco wrote...
KnightofPhoenix wrote...
jln.francisco wrote...
No one forced her to go along with Jowan and she got just as much out of it as he did.
Of course not.
But he knew about her beliefs and how she resents blood magic and he lied to her and studied it anyways.
She didn't hide anythign from him and he hid the most important thing.
She was the victim and not him.
She jumped through a lot of hoops to work out a means of getting into the phylactery chamber and went so far as to seek the help of a harrowed mage. She had every oppurtunity to stop and refused each and she had every indication this was likely to spiral out of control but pressed forward.
Lily was not a victim. There was no one coercing her into anything. If Jowan had some how behaved like an abusive partner or she weren't in complete control of herself the entire time, I'd agree with you. But Lily knew what she was doing and what she was getting in to.
Lily thought she was helping her innocent, victimized boyfriend who was in no way, shape, or form a blood mage but just lacked the power to pass a Harrowing escape a horrible fate. The part that makes her a victim is that Jowan was guilty of exactly what he was being charged with and had she known, she never would have had anything more to do with him let alone helped him.
Except Jowan wasn't a blood mage until he was trying to figure out how to get himself and Lily out of the tower. He says that he learnt it all for her. I'm not sure if that's true, but from the conversations he had with PC, it does seem Jowan and Lily had been together long enough for him to study blood magic. PC even says at one point s/he thought Jowan had been making up said girlfriend.
I don't think Lily was a victim, nor was Jowan really. It was a mess of decisions made by a young couple in the midst of first love, while trapped in a place where it could never really happen. Both ultimately paid the price, though I do think Lily got the worst of it.
Nope, Jowan knew it before.
PC: Jowan, why blood magic, of all things?
Jowan: Why did I turn to it in the first place? Hah. You'll laugh at me. It's because... because of you, really. I have to admit, I've always been a little jealous of your ability. I knew I'd never be as great a mage as you are. In a moment of weakness... I thought blood magic would give me more power... more control. Isn't that stupid?
PC: All this because you were jealous?
Jowan: I knew it was wrong the minute I started. I swore never to use it again. And then Lily came along...She loved me for who I am, flaws and all. For a short time, I was happy with who I was. And blood magic was behind me. And... then we heard about the Rite of Tranquility. The rest, as they say, is history.