HAL4294 wrote...
sarah, good you upload the dialogue (and possibly the approval changes) for the conversation with alistair after the landsmeet after marrying him to anora when youre in a romance with him? :/
Since you didn't specify, I'm going to assume you mean if you marry him to Anora but did not spare Loghain.
Alistair: We... need to talk. (And not the good kind, either)
[if hardened: I'm not going to question why you made me king. I even think I'm starting to come around on the idea, anyhow... it could be an interesting future for me. (Not happy, but not entirely displeased either)
if unhardened: I don't really question why you did what you did. I didn't want to become king, and you knew that, but it had to be. (Unhappy but dealing with it)
Alistair: But... being king, being engaged to Anora... that raises some questions about us. About you and me. (Uneasy about this topic, not sure what the reaction will be.
[PC: It doesn't need to impact on us at all.
If hardened: Alistair: You don't think so? Maybe you're right, but I've thought of almost nothing else since the Landsmeet. (Grim)
If unhardened: I'm... not so sure of that. I've thought of almost nothing else since the Landsmeet, believe me. (Grim)]
[If Alistair love PC: I thought you were in love with me.
Alistair: I am. But this is all I can think about since the Landsmeet. (Grim, doesn't like what he's going to have to do)]
[When not love PC: I wasn't aware there was a "you and me."
Alistair: Let's not kid each other. You and I can both see where this is heading. I've been able to think about almost nothing else since the Landsmeet. (Laying it all out, unhappy)]
[What sorts of questions?]
Alistair: First, there's the fact that both you and I are Grey Wardens. It's not just a question of obligation, but of blood. You know that Grey Wardens don't usually live to become old, right? (Reluctant explanation -- he'd rather not have to do any of this, but he feels he must)
[PC: What do you mean?
Alistair: The taint in our blood... the taint we took in at the Joining... it will kill us in the long run. Grey Wardens maybe live to their forties at most, no longer. (Grim)]
[PC: We don't have to grow old together, do we?
Alistair: Maybe not. But that's not in the cards anyhow. (Unhappy)]
[PC: Yes, I'm aware of that/How does that affect anything?]
Alistair: As king, I'll be required to have a child. Even more so because my death is assured. That's assuming that someone with the taint can or even should have a child. (Reluctant explanation -- he'd rather not have to do any of this, but he feels he must)
[PC: I assume Anora will be having your child.
Alistair: I... yes, I suppose she would. If we can. Even one parent having tainted blood is not recommended, but I suppose I'll have no choice. (He finds the idea distasteful but he has no choice)]
[PC: Are you suggesting I have this child?
Alistair: No, I'm not. I mean... both of us have tainted blood. Both of us will die young. (What he means is that it's impossible even if they wanted it)]
[PC: Don't Grey Wardens have children?
Alistair: Not with each other. Even one parent having tainted blood means having children is not recommended. All the Grey Wardens I knew with children had them before they joined the Order. Reluctant explanation -- he'd rather not have to do any of this, but he feels he must)]
[PC: I still don't see how that affects us.]
Alistair: Anora is going to be my wife. She will have my child, if I can give her one. I may not love her, but... I will have a duty as the king. (Really unhappy about this -- he doesn't even like Anora but he's an honorable man)
[If in love: I love you. More than I ever thought possible, but... I have to face what this means. I can't run away from it any more. (Desperately unhappy -- his heart is breaking)
If not: You mean a great deal to me. I was hoping that it would lead to something more, but... I have to face what this means. (Grim)]
[PC: Who says we ever had a future? (Alistair approval -5)
Alistair: Maybe we didn't. Really, whatever we have... it's just started. Maybe it just came about because we were thrown together, maybe we wouldn't last. Maybe this is just all in my head, and you don't feel the same at all. Am I being too presumptuous? (Heartbroken)
[[When not love PC: Yes, you are. I like you, but... that's it.
Alistair: Then... then I suppose this is just as well. I thought... well, it doesn't matter what I thought. Thank you for making this... easier. (Unhappy, trying to see the silver lining)]]
[[When in love PC: Yes, you are. It needn't go any further than it has.
Alistair: Are you just trying to make it easier for me? I guess... I guess it doesn't matter, really, does it? (Unhappy) You're right. It doesn't need to go any further than this. No matter how much I might have wished otherwise. (Heartbroken)]]
[[PC: And why can't things stay as they are?
Alistair: Mistress convo.]]
[[PC: No, I feel the same way.
Alistair: I could see...]]
[[No, I suppose not. I love you, too.
Alistair: I could see...]]
[PC: Nobody can force the king to do anything he doesn't want to.
If unhardened: Meaning what? Meaning that I could be married and a father and yet still see... whomever I wanted on the side? No, no. No, I couldn't do that. That would be very unfair. (He's just too much the good guy to do something so dishonorable)
If hardened: You mean... marry who I want? Carry on with whomever I want? You don't think that would be very unfair? To my wife as well as you? (He's an honorable man -- this notion sounds really unpleasant to him. Why would he do this?)
[[PC: I... suppose you're right.
If still in love Alistair: I love you. I will probably always love you. But... my duty as the king has to take precedence. (He wishes he could do otherwise, but he is an honorable man) I know how incredibly stupid that must sound. But I have to do this now or I never will. (Grim, unhappy)
If not: If I don't do this now, I will never be able to. My duty as the king must... it must take precedence. (He wishes he could do otherwise, but he is an honorable man)]]
[[PC: Being king is not a punishment, Alistair.
If medium persuade Alistair: You're right. Of course you're right. (Still, he feels like it is a punishment even so) Damn them all...
If fail Alistair: If only it were that simple. I love you...]]
[[When love PC: But I love you. Isn't that important to you?/PC: Perhaps you should do what pleases you, for once.
Low approval increase Alistair: You know what? You're right. (Screw it, I'm doing it!) Damn them all, anyhow. If they want to make me king, then... then I'll be king. And I'll do exactly what I want to do. (Screw it, I'll do what I want!) I feel like such an idiot for bringing this up, now. Can you ever forgive me? (Slapping himself in the forehead)
[[[PC: Of course I can.
Alistair: Good. Then let's forget about it. (Pleased)]]]
[[[PC: Maybe. You'll have to earn it, I think.
Alistair: Oh, ho? That sounds rather saucy. We'll have to discuss my punishment later on, I see. (Playful)]]]
[[[PC: I don't know.
Alistair: Ah. It's going to be like that, is it? All right, then, just let me put my glum face on. I'll take my punishment like a man.(Amused)]]] ]] ]
[PC: Are you saying we can't be together?
Alistair: Yes, I... I guess I am. (Crestfallen)]
[PC: You must be joking. Tell me you're joking.
Alistair: No, I'm sorry. I'm not joking. I wish I were. (Heartbroken)]
[PC: I think I understand]
If love Alistair: I could see it becoming very hard to tear myself away from you. Impossible, even. If this is what must be, then... then I have to do it now. I'm sorry. (Heartbroken)
If not: I know this is selfish of me, but if we continue as we have been... I'm just not sure I will be able to do this later. I have to do it now. I'm sorry. (Grim)
PC: Is this revenge for my making you king?
Alistair: No, of course not. I said I understand why you decided what you did, and I do. But at the same time I cannot avoid what that entails. (Grim)
PC: Why do this now? Why not wait to see what happens?
Alistair: If I don't end it now, I fear I never will be able to. I'm sorry, but... I have no choice. (Grim)
PC: So... what happens now? Are you leaving?
Alistair: No. We still have our duty as Grey Wardens to fulfill. That hasn't changed. (Grim)
[If love PC: I love you, Alistair. I'm sorry it came to this./If not: I'm sorry it came to this, Alistair.
Low approval increase Alistair: I'm sorry, too. (Grim) ]
[PC: You'll be a good king.
Alistair: A good king. A good Grey Warden. A good husband. A good father. (States all these things with a bit of bitterness -- as if they are things he HAS to be) But I'd gladly trade all of those things for what I really want. (Heartbroken -- this can never be)]
[PC: So this is it. It's over.
Alistair: I think it is best. For both our sakes. (Taking a deep breath)
[[PC: I won't accept this, Alistair. (Alistair approval -5)
If hardened: What is the alternative? Shall I ignore my duty, instead? Make my queen a laughing stock as I carry on with whomever I please? ("You think I like it?" -- a bit frustrated) Go to mistress convo.
If not: I'm sorry you feel that way.]]
[[PC: Then you are an ass. But do what you want.
Alistair: I'm sorry you feel that way. (Bitter) My duty isn't going to stop being important to me. I can't change who I am. I... I wish I could. I really do. (Grim, sad)]]
[[PC: Can we not remain friends?
Alistair: I hope so. I really do. After this is over, we should talk of it again. (Awkard)]] ]
If not mistress Alitair: ... need to go back to the camp. Be by myself for a while.(Heartbroken)