Arquen wrote...
Syllogi.. that's you! Gahh... I love your arts. I do!
So many fantastic artists coming out to say "hi" today, LOL. I have my Fenris pic kind of sitting there on my DA right now, but haven't posted it yet because this discussion was taking my enthusiasm away.
Seriously though, syllogi. I thought of getting a commission from you. Your VERY good. That chainmail and textures, and line art, and shading, and DETAILS. I just.. How do you do these things? LOL.
Also, LOL Ghost_Nappa -- I think I heard that theory once. No, my Hawke didn't do it by accident. She turned to blood magic to protect herself once, and she has used it and developed it ever since. Her theory being fight fire with fire and use every advantage you have. Of course, when she hears Fenris's take on it they get into huge arguments, but she still earns his respect because she wants to. As I said she really hasn't ever had anyone challenge her in such a way before. It attracts her attention, and she realizes she comes to rely on him a lot more than she ever planned to. She also isn't my canon. Gwenya is my canon -- snarky/aggro mage who friendmanced Fenris. Yeah, that is the canon I covet, and enjoyed the most.
Also, rivalmance is not about "hate" at all. Rivalry Friendship Fenris may talk about leaving Kirkwall and not being "happy" in Act 3, but he doesn't hate Hawke. He THANKS Hawke for all he/she has done. He apologizes to Hawke for "being difficult," and he challenges Hawke, but also respects him/her. It's a rivalry. As someone who actual has a few rivalry friendships (though didn't use that term until DA, LOL) I know how this goes. You don't agree on hardly anything, but you share common threads, and you respect each other's opinions because they are so different from your own. You think "maybe you see what I cannot."
Aw, thank you! I am always nervous about sharing my art outside of deviantArt, but I have to get over it. As for how I do it...I'm such an amateur at Photoshop, but I'm slowly learning. I went to school for oil painting, and never had any interest in digital art until I had my kid, and realized that maybe turpenoid and linseed oil aren't the best things to have around babies. I think I'm finally starting to get decent with a tablet and photoshop, honestly. I don't feel confident enough to accept commissions (I'm way too slow with requests to accept money for them), but you're welcome to PM me here or on deviantArt with request ideas. I enjoy drawing for people.
And I think I have had some rivalry friendships in real life too...I'm generally easy going, and I like having a diverse group of friends, BUT, I'm very opinionated. So I can hang out with someone I disagree with completely, as long as they respect our differences. It can be tough sometimes, if the other party doesn't get that.
With Fenris, his feelings on mages are perfectly reasonable, from his point of view. And the fact that he will work with apostates at all means that he's not inflexible. So being able to earn his respect, as a mage or mage supporter, without having him change his own basic views on the subject, was pretty cool. Other than KOTOR2, where Influence was part of the plot, I don't like completely changing NPCs personalities to fit my player character's whims.