Why the hell did you let Anders live? That goes against everything I have taught you Ren!
Nice piccies. I'm looking to commission a life like picture of Malcolm Hawke. Any artists you guys recommend?
Modifié par aldien, 05 mars 2013 - 08:59 .
Modifié par aldien, 05 mars 2013 - 08:59 .
aldien wrote...
*Waves*
Why the hell did you let Anders live? That goes against everything I have taught you Ren!
Nice piccies. I'm looking to commission a life like picture of Malcolm Hawke. Any artists you guys recommend?




Modifié par aldien, 06 mars 2013 - 11:39 .

renjility wrote...
Why, of course you killed the thread. You posted a picture of Anders!
Oooh, so you did let Anders live in a few playthroughs as well!See, I'm not the only one. But indeed it's a difficult choice to let him live, at least for me. In my eyes he has killed innocent people by blowing up the Chantry, and in that way he has proven he is a danger to everyone around him. Letting him live is basically allowing an abomination to roam free, and you could say that Hawke is responsible for any further harm he causes. Boo, now I've made myself feel worse.
Okay, I've got a Fenris-related question. Not a very happy one either, but I do think it's important. As far as I know the game never makes it entirely clear if Fenris' markings still actually hurt him. The codex and Fenris himself mention that the (memory of) agony that still lingers, but I'm not sure if that means the powerful memory of the extreme pain that accompanied the ritual, or actual pain that still plagues him.
After the sex, diplomatic female Hawke can ask Fenris: "the markings... they hurt, don't they?" upon which Fenris vaguely replies: "it's not that." This seems to hint at some degree of pain, but it still remains very vague. Then, during QB in act 3, when Fenris explains why he left: "the pain, the memories it brought up... it was too much." This time a mention of pain by himself, but this could also be interpreted as emotional pain, distress caused by the regaining and losing of his memories, the emotional turmoil he experiences at the time.
The great variety of interpretations in fanfiction makes it clear that everybody has their own idea about this. I've read that the touch of mages is pleasant, that magic causes him pain, that the markings hurt when they come into contact with somebody else... so I'm curious what your thoughts on this are?
I prefer to think that Fenris is not in constant agony whenever he moves. The markings my cause a bit of discomfort, more because they're probably harder and stiffer than regular skin and he could feel this during certain movements, but it's not actually pain. Because the markings are lyrium, I also assume that they react to the touch of a mage. Not really orgasm-inducing (yes, I've read fics that had that:whistle:), but more that the markings absorb and conduct magical energy, and that this could be felt as a sort of warmth spreading through the markings from where they're being touched. Perhaps a bit of electricity added as well, haha. But all in all magical energy. In my mind this is neither unpleasant nor particularly pleasant. It's something Fenris has to get used to (because I tend to have him hook up with mage Hawke because I like playing mages:P), and then he may start to associate it with pleasant feelings and intimacy and begin to like it more.
Modifié par aldien, 09 mars 2013 - 12:12 .
Modifié par Hazegurl, 09 mars 2013 - 12:52 .
aldien wrote...
LOL! I did didn't I? Yes, I actually let Anders live a couple of time, but just like you I debated whether it was a good idea. In the end, I always ask myself one question: Would he do it again? I think so and how can you, in good conscience, let someone like that walk away? Then again, everyone is free to make their own choices. Anders has the blood on his hands not Hawke.
But it is a grey area, probably the greyest in the whole game, unlike the Witcher which is one big grey area.
I thought the codex said somewhere that he is trying to deal with the pain?
The markings on his skin are akin to runecrafting: made of lyrium and ink, they suffuse Fenris's flesh with a power even he does not fully understand. The process of their creation was painful, and in unguarded moments, Fenris attempts to control the agony that lingers still.
The thing is Fenris calls them scars in MoTA. Scars generally don't hurt. I've got one. It doesn't hurt when I poke it
Ya know, if the touch of a mage gave Fenris an induced an orgasm that would be a weakness in battle. "Just touch him! He'll be too busy writhing around to fight!" I just see a flaw there.
Here's my silly theory:
Danarius can erase his memory. How does he do it? How does he find Fenris? I think the markings can be manipulated by magic. I see them as strings and if you pluck the right ones things happen to Fenris. Perhaps, orgasms, but possibly other emotions. In my story, Hawke discovers that Danarius had the ability to stop the pain but he chose to keep the markings 'active'. She learns to turn them off and he feels no more pain. But that's my happy ending. Then again, I sometimes think the lyrium feels like splinter stuck under his skin :/ No don't go there. It's unpleasant.
Hazegurl wrote...
I think it's more emotional than physical. The only thing he remembers is the lyrium markings and how painful it was. After that, I can imagine that he hasn't had any feelings, positive or negative that could compare to the pain of having those marks put on his body. But sex with Hawke was so powerful that it perhaps pushed him beyond the memories of the pain he experienced, and therefore he had flashes of his life before the markings. What's a good counter for intense pain? Intense pleasure. Hawke must be awesome in bed.
ps. I always have Fenris with MHawke.
maymay1588 wrote...
@renjility;
To answer you question about his markings, I think it is a more emotional pain than physical as well.
To let you into the mind of someone who was once had severe Haphephobia, it is then emotions of the events that arise from contact that at times can almost feel like you are taken back to that point in time. I won't go into details, but after suffering a traumatizing event; for someone you do not know, trust, or are not prepared for, to come up and touch you almost awakens the fear you felt and you automatically go into defense mode as if experiencing it all over again.
I think here the lyrium causes him some pain, but he is more used to that. When someone touches him, the memory of whatever torture he went through surfaces and thus he reacts negatively toward it. Like in Act 2 when Hawke grabs his arm, I think a memory resurfaces so strongly to the point he forgets where he is and lashes out defensively against Hawke. Once he realizes where he is and what he has done, he calms knowing he is not in danger.
Bioware didn't really explain this in full detail, but they got the reactions to it down fairly correct. This is one of the many reasons I like his character so much. Out of all the characters, I can relate to him the most.
Sorry to bring so much personal crap into this to help explain, so now to share another SkyFenris:
*snip*
renjility wrote...
No need to apologize. I'm sorry you have had such a bad experience and hope you're doing better now. SkyFen is looking great again, and now he even has an ogre in Skyrim. It's dead, isn't it? I hope it's dead. Looks like Fenris killed him.I'm back to playing Skyrim again as well, and found the elf patiently waiting in the inn. Unfortunately I had to go back and forth between my home to ditch my crap and then ditch Serana before I could take him as a follower, so I still need to actually recruit him.<_<
Modifié par maymay1588, 10 mars 2013 - 12:49 .
renjility wrote...
Hello Hazegurl. I don't recognize your name, so I welcome you to the Fenris thread:) (if you've posted before I apologize for granting you the newbie status, haha). Interesting interpretation. I agree with the idea that the pain of the ritual forms some kind of "wall" in Fenris' mind that blocks his old memories, and that somehow the intimacy with Hawke temporarily shattered that wall and let the memories back in. Whether it was because Fenris was finally able to let his guard down for a moment and relax completely or that indeed Hawke is such a hot beast that orgasms caused by him/her heal the wounded soul remains a mystery though.Then again, there is no indication of returning memories if Fenris hooks up with Isabela, and she must be quite an expert in bed as well. Hawke must have a secret trick.:innocent:
A thorough analysis. It seems very likely that Fenris has negative
associations with being touched, especially if you go with the
interpretation that Danarius was "intimate" with him. It's not easy to
get over that association, especially if it's all you've ever known.
Modifié par Hazegurl, 10 mars 2013 - 01:35 .
Modifié par Aroihkin, 10 mars 2013 - 09:31 .
Hazegurl wrote...
Thanks for the welcome! Yep I'm a newbie.
I love the idea of Hawke being the better lover than Isabella. lol! He/She is the Champion of Kirkwall. But I also think it could be because Fenris actually falls in love with Hawke while Isabella was just pure unattached sex. I think that making love to someone is a far more emotional experience than...dare I say it...raw sex.
I agree. I like to go with the theory that Danarius was intimate with him. IMO, it just seems so obvious. Even my niece who never played DA mentions it when she watched me sell Fenris back to him(I did it just to see what would happen, could not keep that save. lol). When his eyes trailed over Fenris before leaving she shouted. "He's going to rape him!" I think it makes Fenris one of the deepest companions out of the lot and one of my favorites.
Aroihkin wrote...
*peers back in*
I might have some insight on the scar issue.
Some scars can hurt incredibly, as well as feel so majorly incredibly horribly weird to have touched that you can't help but physically recoil. It's incredibly hard to describe, kind of like someone peeling back your eyelid and touching it. I have one running down my left index finger that's like that. Whenever I've been fingerprinted and they've absolutely insisted on rolling my fingers for me, they end up touching it and it takes every ounce of control + expecting it in advance to avoid punching them with my free hand.
And my god, if it's a woman and she touches it with a fingernail despite my warning ahead of time, I really have to work at it and it's a very, very close call.
(I've had jobs in the past with international airport security clearance post-9/11. Just so folks don't think my being fingerprinted was me getting arrested or something.)
That said, if Fenris' markings are that hardcore awful to touch, I don't know how he manages to even wear armor. But it gives and idea of how mangled scars can heal. I have plenty that are tough and numb, on the other end of the spectrum. I think it has to do with how much it's exposed to things while healing; my finger was completely encased in splints and bandages since it had been, you know, smashed to a pulp. XD Fenris probably wasn't coddled that much when his brands were healing, so I imagine they're somewhere in the middle of the spectrum.
And of course the lyrium itself changes things, too, but this is just normal IRL scars that can be that bad.
aldien wrote...
Well... if someone let Quentin walk then they need a smack. Hawke was forced to kill them or be killed. I always see Hawke as a private investigator who tends to run into psychos. Some of those people you named make Hannibal Lecter look like an amateur. But Hawke's job is not to police Kirkwall. That is technically Aveline's job, which I think she does poorly. Anders is a different case altogether. He's a friend or at least he has helped out. I mean, maybe some people see Hawke as crazy at the end for going up against templar or mages and killing them all. It's down to perception and that is why I do not lay full blame on Hawke.
I know Hawke's secret trick. It's the feather
So... some strange person reading my deranged story asked me a question today. And I quote:
Do you think Fenris can ghost his junk o_O
Ahhhh the eloquence of it all. Well Ren? Can he?

Modifié par aldien, 11 mars 2013 - 12:09 .
Modifié par coldwetn0se, 11 mars 2013 - 05:21 .
Modifié par Aroihkin, 11 mars 2013 - 04:52 .
Aroihkin wrote...
@renjility -- I actually invaded the thread about a page ago with a comic page (speaking of, I'm glad folks like it so far), but otherwise yeah.I've never really posted in here before that, although I know at least one picture of mine was posted here before on my behalf. ("In Vino Veritas")
I don't generally venture out of Zevran's corner of the fandom; it usually goes badly. So I'm skittish.
aldien wrote...
ROFL! You're missing something.... I don't know why that tickled me so much but it did. Be back when not so giggly.
Ghost junk... just..........no!
No really officier he snuck up on me! I didn't even see it coming..
See what you two did??????!!!!!!!??????
I'm pissing myself laughing and it's Sunday.:lol:
Modifié par aldien, 12 mars 2013 - 03:04 .