I grew up in the rugged town of Bruma, located in the northern boundary of Cyrodiil. My entire life, I have struggled with these powerful and distorted images and brief visions seeded deep within my mind, at times haunting my slumber and distracting my consciousness.
Sounds of laughter, wicked laughter, resonated throughout me. I was always intelligent, and I always challenged myself to do more. I always aspired to be more.
The chill of Bruma fortified my spirit and my longing to get away, far away, and find out who I am. As I grew older my visions grew clearer:
The faint battering of wings overhead.
The uprising of hard voices cheering and thirsty for battle.
The wind howling in my ear as I stared at the ground, deep in throught.
Turning the corner of a seemingly endless stone corridor, a thick and rotten tension in the air.
I felt power from within, an overwhelming and burning power to crush and to outwit and to discover.
I have spent long hours in study, reading about my culture and about my kind's home: Skyrim. The throat of Tamriel, the cusp of the northern frontier. And I have finally lay witness to my kind's home.
The home of men.
But with that power comes doubt. For as long as my visions have visited me, so too has paranoia. I am watched by beings I cannot place certainty on. They are shadows in the crowd. Strangers when they think I am unaware of them. Beasts, when they believe I cannot comprehend their malice.
But I am not oblivious. Maybe of my identity, but not of the hatred and ill will towards my mere existence.
That is why I am in prison. That is why, soon, I am to die. Because I am more than who I think I am. Those who have stalked me since childhood, they know, but not I. Through my devotion to the Blessed Nine, I am aware that I am a special soul. A sacred being. To what end, I am uncertain. But now, as I stare into the merciless eyes of death, and stand on the doorstep to eternity, I feel more than ever that unexplainable power, saturated into the core of my blood; into my very marrow. I am...
Barad~dur
Modifié par sympathy4saren, 30 juin 2011 - 02:30 .