Yes, but let's look at her decision to consult with Audacity. There are four possible outcomes of this that I can see:
1. Audacity escapes, presumably possessing Merrill.
2. Audacity escapes, Merrill and Hawke destroy it.
3. Merrill learns everything she needs to finish her Eluvian.
4. Nothing.
I won't begin as to which of the three I'd consider more likely, else this would go on for days. But what's the worst case scenario, here? If 1. happens, Merrill is possessed and either kills Hawke, then goes on a rampage or escapes, or Merrill is possessed and then struck down. If 2. happens, then nothing has been gained anyway. If 3. happens... what then? Do we even know what the Eluvian does? I see no defining explanations on that front. Even Merrill deals in "ifs" and "think so's" when talking about what function it performs, other than on it being used to communicate, which isn't all that useful when you've only got
one.
I'm not saying she shouldn't try to restore it, but it ends up consuming her. The problem with spending so long, sacrificing so much to try and achieve something, is that it becomes impossible to walk away from. You end up taking risks you wouldn't have before, and when those don't work, you take bigger ones. After all, she learns blood magic from Audacity, but it takes years before she goes back for more regardless of the risk to herself, because all her attempts have failed and she's come too far to give up. She's determined. Desperate.
Reckless.
Your interpretation may vary, of course.
Modifié par bleetman, 17 août 2011 - 12:22 .