Threeparts wrote...
I'm one of those killjoys that would love to see Vengeance gone from Anders - whether purified, banished back to the Fade, or just outright killed, so suggesting that it might not be possible is heartbreaking for me.
I don't like the demon, I didn't have any sort of affection for it when it was still Justice, and I hate what it's doing to Anders. I know Anders is responsible for twisting it as well, but Vengeance is fighting back against its host, forcing him into doing things that he wouldn't otherwise choose to do and controlling his body (not just on rivalry, but during Dissent as well), so I know where my sympathies lay.
That's why it kind of freaks me out a little when people say they find glowy Anders sexy, or want to seduce Justice - in those glowy moments, Vengeance is taking over Anders, controlling him, and using him as its puppet. Anders is helpless, in a body that he can't control, and he can't give consent to anything Vengeance or another party might make him do. That is, in my mind, scary as hell. It's cool that others like it and I'm not judging, but it just hits my DNW button.
I definitely hear you. I came into the game having not played Awakening, so I'd had zero interaction with Anders or Justice. Needless to say, the Vengeance moments hit my DNW buttons, too. I understood on some level that Justice and Anders didn't merge with the intention of Justice going partially bat-guano in the process, but I still initially felt zero sympathy for Justice. Really wanted to shove him off the end of a pier or something.
But I dunno. On my third playthrough now and ruminating more on their entire situation... and I find myself feeling terribly bad for BOTH of them. They both agreed to an idea that both thought was a good idea at the time (oh, doesn't it
always seem that way?) and it warped both of them as a result -- Anders is stuck with his old buddy going more and more coo coo for Cocoa Puffs and outright possessing him when things get too intense, and Justice had his once noble ideals twisted and clouded by the overwhelming power of live human emotion. I almost think Justice AND Anders exercised a bit of unfortunate arrogance or self-confidence on both their parts - Anders for thinking it could be a successful merger despite 99% of such cases resulting in abominations, and Justice for seemingly thinking that, having done so well in an undead host, transitioning to a living, breathing, feeling one would not be a Big Deal.
Wrong-o.
But yeah, I'm not hating Justice as much anymore. Just morbidly depressed for both of them, really. I'm also kind of forming an odd theory that this joining is something... rather unique. I don't think Justice, for all his Vengeance moments, has truly turned into a demon. I really don't. Not yet, at least. Is he exhibiting some frighteningly troubling behavior and tendencies? Absolutely. Have they entirely fallen off the wagon into Abomination Central? Not quite yet, I don't think. Because underneath the scary extremes they're going to, the motivation behind them still is a noble one -- freedom and justices for atrocities committed against mages. Justice, unlike a demon, is not seeking to suck Anders dry like a hunger demon or desire demon. His intentions are still pure, so to speak, even if the methods are... um, not, to say the least.
But he is certainly no longer a pure spirit either. He left that world and started down this slippery slope back when he first inhabited Kristoff's dead body.
This is all why I - in my headcanon - advocate therapy for Justice rather than outright killing him/exorcising him. Not to mention that I think either of the latter would result in permanent damage to Anders. If Justice could be reasoned with... lulled more back into his original self... he and Anders could at least have some semblance of peace with themselves. "Soothing the savage beast" and all that Beauty & the Beast gibberish.

I also admit that
this frickin' amazing fanfic has not helped my budding... not love for Justice, but my movement towards acceptance and pity for him.