DeaHamlet wrote...
I sometimes feel like this obsession with Anders all boils down to me wanting to save him, protect him... ail his sorrows.
And he has the best line, lover or friend... if they tried to hurt you, I'd drown us in blood... o.O
I think, I think... part of the reason he wants to die is because he also thinks he broke Hawke's heart by doing this thing, this big gesture that was basically why he came to be, to free the mages... and yet he's broken Hawke's heart, he's ready to die for his action but also even more willing because he does not expect Hawke's forgiveness.
If you side with him and take him with you, he seems a lot less broken up and martyr-like... Hawke does make a huge difference to him.
In the end... he did say, hurting Hawke would kill him. Not empty words.
I think that was beautifully stated. Now I need to go give Anders a hug.
I think there's also an element of -- he doesn't really know how far he's fallen, he doesn't completely trust his own judgment, and even though he believes with all his heart that he's done the right thing, he's afraid he really might be a monster now, -- and if Hawke can forgive him for it, then maybe he's not as bad as he feared.





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