I also agree with the premise that Anders is always in love with Hawke, though I also get the impression that Fenris is often at least a little in love with Hawke, though not in the same way. Possibly, in non-romantic playthroughs, solely in the hero-worship kind of sway.
I especially like Highcastle's assessment that Anders falls for Hawke because of Hawke's acceptance - because I don't think that Anders would accept Anders at that point. Sadly, I don't think Anders would have had the strength to blow the Chantry without Hawke present... in the case of FriendHawke, it gives him faith in himself. In the case of RivalHawke it gives him a target to struggle against, something that polarizes him enough to jolt him out of entropy. At the very least, without Hawke's acceptance and protection, Anders would definitely have been forced to skip town before Act 3, moving on somewhere else to begin the cycle of self-loathing and self-flagellation over again.
Now, back on to what I always do: Songs! Songs for Anders!
I've thought of this as an Anders song for a while now, but I only just realized it's for Rivaled and/or Rejected Anders more than anyone else. The last verse, especially.
100.000 FirefliesI have a mandolin
I play it all night long
It makes me want to kill myself
I also have a dobro
Made in some mountain range
Sounds like a mountain range in love
But when I turn up the tone
On my electric guitar
I'm afraid of the dark without you close to me
I'm afraid of the dark without you close to me
I went out to the forest and caught
A hundred thousand fireflies
As they ricochet round the room
They remind me of your starry eyes
Someone else's might not have made me so sad
But this is the worst night I ever had
'cause I'm afraid of the dark without you close to me
I'm afraid of the dark without you close to me
Always was
You won't be happy with me,
But give me one more chance
You won't be happy anyway
Why do we still live here
In this repulsive town?
All our friends are in New York
Why do we keep shrieking,
when we mean soft things?
We should be whispering all the time...
Modifié par CulturalGeekGirl, 10 juin 2011 - 10:06 .