When it comes to separating Anders and Justice, I don't know if it's possible, I don't think it's possible to know, and I don't
care (this is not to discourage others from discussing it, mind you.)
As for why I don't want to try it just to see, I tend to err on the side of thinking the Dalish know something about lost magics. Marethari says that, in cases where possession is reversed, often the soul is damaged, and more vulnerable to attack in the future. I don't take this as a universal truth, but I consider it a very real risk to consider, which is why I wouldn't just try it to see, unless Anders specifically really wanted it and was aware of the risk.
As for why I don't care... I don't care because being merged with a spirit of Justice
isn't Anders' problem, in and of itself. Anders' problem is that he thinks of himself as a cursed monster doomed to a life he doesn't want, who will end up hurting anyone who gets close to him.
He thinks this for most of the game. Yeah there are bright spots if he's with Hawke, but there are also dark spots, periods of madness and paranoia. At the end, if an aggro Hawke confronts him about the potion, he says in the most resigned voice ever "I'm a liar, I'm a monster, I never said I'd do anything but hurt you." He never stops thinking that...
I want to help Anders reduce his angsting much earlier in the game, rather than letting is spiral out of control, and I want he and Justice to form a gestalt entity that retains slightly more of Anders's wants and needs and personality. Remember what Nate said about giving without taking, Justice? you're not doing that now.
Does this still end in a courtyard, with a red pillar of flame shooting through the sky? Yeah, I rather think it does. There's no other way for it to end. In steam engine times, people build steam engines, and in chantry bomb times, people bomb chantries. The question is, how much collateral damage is there, and how much of himself does Anders lose?
I want to get to the point where the answer to those two questions is "less" and "very little." I want to get to an ending where instead of a crazy, anguished, guilt-ridden fanatic, he's a practical, world-wise, devoted crusader. They can achieve the same things, do the same things, but one of them is consumed in the doing, while the other can still laugh at the world, in the small hours of the night, when the fires paint the sky.
Modifié par CulturalGeekGirl, 14 septembre 2011 - 02:32 .