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Modifié par ladyshamen, 24 décembre 2011 - 03:13 .

Modifié par ladyshamen, 24 décembre 2011 - 03:13 .
Modifié par Fox In The Box, 24 décembre 2011 - 06:26 .
FiliusMartis wrote...
Well, I suppose part of it was denial because my Hawke really believed he was trying to help Anders. For what it's worth, I had huge problems getting Act III Questioning Beliefs to start as well, so I'm not writing anything off as completely patched. At any rate. I still think it's odd. Anders does thank Hawke for his life and mention that he will try not to make such a mess of it. An even odder point is that, upon reading comments elsewhere, I reloaded the pre-battle safe and killed Anders. In THAT epilogue Varric did mention he was with Hawke, so I wonder if the "player kills Anders" tag is occasionally misfiring? Or Anders is.. haunting me. Needs more testing, I think.
I'm somewhat personally familiar with bipolar disorder, though I'm no expert. Still, I wondered that about Anders as well. What I'm particularly curious about is whether or not it can be completely chalked up to Justice or if there are signs in Awakening, which I haven't played very much because my imports always fail and make me sad.
I think the theme of mental illness is done very well throughout the game. First you have Kelder, and most players are happily willing to write him off and kill him without a second thought, though it's pretty clear that he's ill. It gets a little more personal with Quentin, but the player has no choice on how to act-- though few would spare their mothers killer, I presume. Anders is where it really hits home. If you didn't realize something was wrong before, you realize it in Act III, and you have to deal with it on a very personal level.
When I first played Act III, I was furious with Anders, but I knew, deep down, it wasn't really, entirely his fault. Killing him isn't justice (no pun intended), but he can't think it's okay to go around killing innocents or civilians. I felt really limited at this point in the game, because there really wasn't an option for what I wanted, but that's how games are sometimes, of course. I keep asking myself what should be done in these situations; they are more real than many would like to realize. Maybe there isn't a "right" answer, but perhaps there is a "best" answer-- even a "really good" answer. However, I think the fact that this game raises the question is really saying something to its credit.
Okay! I shall stop rambling now and go sob into a pile of bad fanfiction or something.
Pris81 wrote...
Oops, I didn't notice the initials were the same. Yes, I meant Borderline personality. I've also thought of bipolar Anders but, as you say, more because what Jennifer Hepler said than for being an accurate cannon.
Even if this is risky to say (not to mention that you have far more info than me -I know about borderline disorder from brother, good friend and people I've met, but not for myself), genetics is more often the cause of bipolar, and childhood-teenage trauma is more often the cause of borderline.
Modifié par Fox In The Box, 24 décembre 2011 - 10:46 .
FiliusMartis wrote...
When I say he's in denial, I mean about the nature of his and Justice merger. Even on the friendship path, he maintains that Justice is not a demon and that he is in control of the situation. Saying he is in denial does not imply that his decision was wrong; it implies that he is denying the nature of his situation, which I still think he is.
Again, the issue with Justice trying to kill Ella occurs even on the friendship path. They do not entirely agree, and this is a primary example. Do they agree *more* on the friendship path as opposed to the rivalry one? Sure, but Justice is getting out of control either way.
If I recall, Awakening conversations defined a demon as a spirit who has been perverted by its desires. That's Vengeance, and not only that, but Dissent shows that he is willing to fight against the will of his host. Anders tends to maintain that Justice is not a demon. He repeatedly chastises Merrill for working with a demon. To me, that's denial.
Modifié par Celestina, 24 décembre 2011 - 11:44 .
Celestina wrote...
FiliusMartis wrote...
When I say he's in denial, I mean about the nature of his and Justice merger. Even on the friendship path, he maintains that Justice is not a demon and that he is in control of the situation. Saying he is in denial does not imply that his decision was wrong; it implies that he is denying the nature of his situation, which I still think he is.
Again, the issue with Justice trying to kill Ella occurs even on the friendship path. They do not entirely agree, and this is a primary example. Do they agree *more* on the friendship path as opposed to the rivalry one? Sure, but Justice is getting out of control either way.
If I recall, Awakening conversations defined a demon as a spirit who has been perverted by its desires. That's Vengeance, and not only that, but Dissent shows that he is willing to fight against the will of his host. Anders tends to maintain that Justice is not a demon. He repeatedly chastises Merrill for working with a demon. To me, that's denial.
It's not hypocrisy on Anders' part for condemning Merrill's use of bloodmagic. Ultimately, it is proven that Merrill was the one in the most denial. For nearly a decade she slaved over a single artifact that had no solid evidence that it could unlock any ancient secrets. The Eluvian brought her no knowledge, and had Marethari not intervened the Pride Demon would have sought Merrill instead.
FiliusMartis wrote...
Celestina wrote...
FiliusMartis wrote...
When I say he's in denial, I mean about the nature of his and Justice merger. Even on the friendship path, he maintains that Justice is not a demon and that he is in control of the situation. Saying he is in denial does not imply that his decision was wrong; it implies that he is denying the nature of his situation, which I still think he is.
Again, the issue with Justice trying to kill Ella occurs even on the friendship path. They do not entirely agree, and this is a primary example. Do they agree *more* on the friendship path as opposed to the rivalry one? Sure, but Justice is getting out of control either way.
If I recall, Awakening conversations defined a demon as a spirit who has been perverted by its desires. That's Vengeance, and not only that, but Dissent shows that he is willing to fight against the will of his host. Anders tends to maintain that Justice is not a demon. He repeatedly chastises Merrill for working with a demon. To me, that's denial.
It's not hypocrisy on Anders' part for condemning Merrill's use of bloodmagic. Ultimately, it is proven that Merrill was the one in the most denial. For nearly a decade she slaved over a single artifact that had no solid evidence that it could unlock any ancient secrets. The Eluvian brought her no knowledge, and had Marethari not intervened the Pride Demon would have sought Merrill instead.
Okay, whoa, none of that is proven, it's one possible interpretation and there are PLENTY more in the Merrill thread. That being said, I never said it was hypocritical of Anders to condemn her blood magic. In fact, at one point he and Merrill have a conversation where he seems to assume that she discovered blood magic by accident and surely didn't deal with a demon. She flat out says she did, and that is when he gets upset. She dealt with a demon which is bad. If Anders is willingly working with Justice on any level then (by the definition established in Awakening) he too is dealing with a demon. He doesn't see it that way because he doesn't want to entirely accept what Justice has become. Please do not let this become a bash Merrill tangent.
FiliusMartis wrote...
Calling Justice a demon depends entirely upon settling on a definition for demon. For instance, Merrill maintains that spirits are all potentially negative and are generally neutral. However, the chantry teaches that there is a difference. A spirit, corrupted by desire, willing to forcibly control the host. That would constitute a demon, and Vengeance fits the bill. If you want to argue semantics, then you can, but I see little point.
People seem to be under the impression that Hawke's rivalry is the sole cause for some of what you see on the rivalry path, but honestly there is plenty of evidence of things falling apart on the friendship path. I've already pointed these out. The primary difference is what Anders is willing or able to see. That being said, Anders cares for Hawke, even on rivalry, even before Hawke is all that important. He wants to 'make Hawke see' just as much because of his affection as because of any social standing.