Firstly, I was angry that there was no option to just leave the city at that point. Varric summed it up nicely when you asked the group for opinions on what to do with Anders, saying something to the effect of "I've had enough of templars and mages". Because at that point in my play through? My younger brother and sister and my mother were all dead. I was only still with Merrill because the game had no option for me to break it off at will (unlike DAO) since I had romanced her in the hopes that I would be able to turn her away from blood magic but instead she ends getting her entire clan killed. And the sole person in the templars versus mages issue that I'd actually agreed with along with the symbol of my religion had just been blown up.
So honestly? That city had turned into nothing but death and despair incarnate for me. The only thing I knew for sure that I wanted to do was kill Anders, but even then I couldn't kill him enough. He gets off with a simple dagger in the back, with a look of regret on my face no less, while personally I wanted to beat him to death with my bare hands, especial after his "then go ahead and make me a martyr" comment. (As an aside everything about Anders frustrated the hell out of me. I understand, no matter how lame it is, that he's got to be there to advance the story forward but when I was first playing it, I keep wondering about him talking about being a Gray Warden and friends with Justice since I didn't recall him being in my Awakenings play through. Upon loading Awakenings I realized that he was he was the mage found under suspicious circumstances that I'd handed over to the templars after the assault on the castle...gotta love your personal canon having the crap retconned out of it. Then again after helping him gather the supplies for his "potion" and realizing that something was up and choosing to not continue aiding him, I'm given no options to find out what he was up to and try to stop it. All aboard...)
But back to the issue at hand, I continued to try to broker a peace between the templars and the mages but then the game slapped me with the "uh-uh! you gots to pick a side!" thing so I sided with the mages since I had been siding with the ones worth saving to honor my sister's memory as it were. So then I ignore multiple opportunities to kill Meredith and end up cornering myself in the tower as my personal Alamo only to have Orsin freak out and turn to blood magic...thus making me feel like giant tool. So I fight my way out, not finding a single mage that hasn't either turned blood mage or abomination and make it to the courtyard to find out that Meredith has been under the influence of the Loc-Nar...er...the idol and then I have to kill her whilst cursing whoever did the design of the Gallows courtyard. At this point my team gives Cullen and a platoon of templars a "don't eff with us" look and are allowed to walk off.
While instead I almost found myself just wanting to alt-tab out, load up iTunes, blast some Lamb of God or Cradle of Filth, and make a 300-esque last stand against the "thousands of templars sailing across the bay" because frankly I just didn't care at this point. I would've paid Zevron all the money I had left to get Avaline, Donnic, Varric, and Sebastain out of the city, give Fenris the option to stay or go, make Merrill stay to atone for what happened to her clan, then go out in fury. (Isabella was not a factor because she didn't return after stealing the artifact, and frankly? If she had shown back up I would've killed her for taking away the one thing that might've prevented the Qunari from attacking the city. Because we could've easily protected her from the person that wanted her to retrieve it, or better yet just gone to kill him; instead she takes off with it and plunges the city into hell and gets the Viscount killed.)
But instead I'm given a blurb of an epilogue that says I'm missing. So I'll just have to keep reminding myself that I'm not missing...I'm a hermit living in the Fereldan back country that anytime someone looking for "the Champion" I instead go on a triade about how they don't want a champion they just a want a tool they can use to further their own goals and then move even deeper into the boonies.
(edited to break into paragraphs per Icy Magebane's request, thanks for the advice)
Modifié par POed Paladin, 15 mars 2011 - 11:22 .