That was a lot of post to catch up with.

Now I understand this better thanks for the comments, the whole motivation thingie makes more sense to me now.
Just to reply for the off topic blood magic thing: every single bloodmage in the game is eventually becomes evil no matter who they are.
Yes grey wardens do not forbid it, but it was several times mentioned that this is an end justifies the mean philosophy. The wardens are not good guys (their alignment is gray as well

). Their duty is to fight the darkspawn, beside that they can be anyones. Avernus is the only gray warden bloodmage you meet and he is pretty much evil. At least I consider murdering and torturing your own fellow wardens in exchange for power is pretty cruel even if he meant to improve their possibilites against the darkspawns.
Your PC can be a bloodmage gameplaywise, but I never really felt it real, because there was never ever any hint or had any impact on the dialogues or story that he/she actually one (too bad btw)
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Bloodmagic is not bad, they are only hunted... Wrong... Check Tevinter. Also the whole act 3 is based on this whole mage-templar necessity dilemma. No matter what you do most of the mages start summoning demons everywhere, turn into a huge fleshgolem. The game made it a fact this is not just generalization. I play as a mage and I do believe the stronger should rule like in tevinter, but saying they are just mistreated is far from truth. :-) Being the last option to turn for bloodmagic not really justifies it either, because it is suggested/implemented that you have to learn the knowledge, either from demons, forbidden books or other maleficars. You dont just slit your wrists and cast magic.
Elves do not like bloodmagic. If I recall well everyone pretty much hated Merill apart from the keeper.
Merill is no exception. Every mage in the game thinks he/she is an exception. Just because Merill learned a lot not makes her corrupt-proof. From the posts and this summary I recognized that making her a bloodmage was a good choice after all. :-) Eventually Merill ended up destroying everything, because she thought she can controll it. Thank you guys again for sharing your thoughts!
Modifié par Arnyhold, 22 mars 2011 - 11:13 .