MColes wrote...
Dumb yes, bimbo no. Merrill will even admit she's stupid for her actions later on, and she is niave, even amongst the Dalish.
I respectfully disagree. I don't think her actions were dumb. I thought they were misguided, and I didn't think her life was worth risking for the knowledge to restore the Eluvian, but she clearly thought her efforts would benefit her people, and was willing to lay down her life on the slim chance that she could restore an ancient elven device that murdered two of her friends. You can tell that their deaths still haunt her when she reveals that she thought she saw one of them the other day, and I can see how she juggles the loss of their lives with restoring a part of her people's history.
MColes wrote...
She THINKS she knows the risks involved, she's arrogant in reality, even if she doesn't come across as it.
She knows the risks involved, and is willing to die for the slim chance that her risk might benefit her people. She asks Hawke to kill her if she becomes an abomination, which she knows is likely based on her dialogue with Aveline. She's not ignorant of the risks involved, she's fully aware of how dangerous this is, and she wants to do it because the premise behind the Dalish are all about restoring the lost knowledge of their people.
MColes wrote...
She's supremely confident that what she is doing it right, even if it effects the lives of others, who don't want anything to do with it.
She was exiled from the clan, and the only person's life at risk when she goes to see Audacity is her own. Hawke is there to kill her if things go wrong, and she knows the risks involved. It's not her fault the Keeper loved her like a daughter and sacrificed her own life without Merrill's consent.
MColes wrote...
And then she was wrong.
Being wrong doesn't make her dumb. And we have no idea what would have happened between Merrill and Audacity because the Keeper stepped in and made a decision. She kept her clan there for years when she should've left years ago, as Merrill points out.
MColes wrote...
Everything she felt strong and passionate about, throwing all her effort behind and KNOWING within her, was wrong. It was a pride demon, feeding off her PRIDE. Her folly costs Marethari her life, and who knows what other reprocussions down the road.
I saw no pride in her willingness to put down her life for restoring the Eluvian; it's no different than the sacrifice others make for the benefit of society. Merrill put her life in danger because she thought the risks would benefit the Dalish people, and if it didn't, the only person who lost their life was Merrill. I see no pride in being willing to die for knowledge. There's also nothing to indicate the Pride Demon was even feeding off of her as you suggest.