Vicious wrote...
So someone explain to me what the appeal of this retarded character is?
EDIT: This turned out to be rather long, tl;dr; in the end. A lot of presumptuous interpretation of Merrill's personality before it.
She is odd. It's that simple.
Firstly you have to remember that she took the demon's deal out of necessity, with no other way to survive. Her base nature also seems the kind that she's always been a bit out of touch from other people and reality. Innocent in her own way, yet strong willed and determined in another. Simply put, she doesn't easily accept people's word for anything. This combined with her becoming shunned by her own people forced her to find even more strength in her own beliefs, regardless of whether they were right or wrong.
Obviously to others she seemed to be too lighthearted about the demon in her. But I don't believe that was the case, I believe she was very careful about it, but also determined to push on to get what she wanted. But to a somewhat young and socially inept personality that already feels it's difficult to get along with other people as it is, being then labeled a monster, stupid and whatever else only serves to push her further away into the only thing she can rely on: the path she's already chosen. What choice does she have, after all. To trust in random people outside her village who patronize and insult her at every turn?
Personally I see that most of the situations where you can get negative reputation for her anyway are as a result of treating others the same way she herself feels treated. Condemning a blood mage just for meddling with blood magic to her is the same as she has been judged by people who just don't understand and instead like to cry "blasphemy!" and point fingers. Condemning a blood mage for having done evil deeds, hurting people when it could NOT be counted as self defense, earns no disrespect from Merrill either.
As for withholding the part to fix the mirror, it's not -175 rep, based on how for one of my runs it was only -20, I think it's simply set to a fixed 75 rivalry or something. Thus, if you were friends with her before, the impact is the greatest. As it should be. Imagine your life as you know it was almost destroyed by an event that lead to you suffering from a fatal curse, then being bound to a demon as your only means of survival, followed by your own people basically throwing you out (make no mistake, they DID throw her out, the Keeper wants her back in but there's not a single elf around aside from the keeper who wants anything to do with her... the Dalish are prone to be all zealous and overreact about any and every thing that way). And the ONLY thing you have left for all that, is to fix that piece that cursed you in the first place to achieve something monumental for your culture. Even if the others continue to despise you, at least you would have done something great for your people. It would be the only thing left that could make it all worthwhile, if there was anything left to salvage of the situation. And then, when your best friend gets you SO close to it, they just up and refuse you, keep the part from you like some last insult to a child who in reality has much more understanding of it all than any of you. Basically, they take the only thing left for you, your dream and purpose you've worked for for years, and step on it in front of your face... claiming it's a good thing.
Few betrayals would feel as crushing and devastating as something like that. But partially that's also a fault in writing in my opinion. You should have been able to do that with a more compromising attitude, telling her it's ok for her to finish her job BUT that she needs to take a time out, distance herself from that obsession. That you'd give her the part back after a time. So at least you wouldn't completely crush her hopes. Instead the options we have are basically "Oh ok *cheers!*" and "No!", took the liberty to slightly exaggarate there, but the point got accross I'm sure.
tl;dr;
I like Merrill because she is who she is. She's weird, cute in that almost awkward kind of way, yet also strong and set to finish the task she has chosen. No offense to the OP but you seem to be condemning her based on what others say and believe in Thedas. It's precisely because of that that I like her. Never been much for the masses, people who go with what everyone else believes in, and quickly scream wolf on anyone who doesn't. Maybe that's because I've never really belonged myself either.
Modifié par Zan Mura, 22 mars 2011 - 07:32 .