I dont know how to put 2 separate quotes in one post so ill do a new one (sorry)
Le Diable wrote...
In the end, my thoughts somehow seem to question my personal belief of deserving the title of a Champion as the only epicness I felt came out of ending the Qunari invasion with choices of a peaceful retreat with Isabela being handed over to them or with the blood of the Arishok. In my way it did not matter much to me to hand Isabela into their custody but what seemed intolerable for the character of my Hawke is the murder of many innocents in the Keep and mercilessly murdering the Viscount who always sought a calm and diplomatic dealings with the Qunari residing in their city. Always keep thinking "is this what made me the Champion and ruined it all?". I feel Hawke has been denied his/her destiny as a Champion.
Im really with you on the whole Champion issue and i believe it comes from the time jump narrative used throughout the game.
After dealing with the Arishok, i was (as player) really ready to embrace my <champion> status. I was expecting to get a chance to use my status for this or that, maybe to be recognized somewhat by the citizans. And as Act 3 starts with Hawke being asked to take a stand on the mage/templar issue in front of everyone, i can say that those expectations seemed reasonable.
Now that i have a few playthroughs done, I understand the game is constructed as the rise AND FALL of the Champion. Specially if you play promage. That is, the narrative completly skips the 3 years where you supposibly played <look at me i am the champion> to put you at the beginning of your fall, making you all powerless to have any influence in this preparing war between templars/mages.
The thing is, you just realize it AFTER you finished the game, that it all somehow made sense because your glory years where swept by the 3 years jump. While you actually play, it gives a very confusing feeling to the player who expects some Champion action and gets attacked every few inches at night time, runs around doing errands and fetch quests, still have no job/political ties/anything to account for those 3 years, cant talk some senses into anyone, etc.
In the end, i leave Kirkwall and go in hiding after sparking a terrible war in Thedas... im certain the Kirkwallers dont wanna see my face again. Over all I have been Champion for what 3 years (the one that have been skipped) ? Not that i dont like roleplaying the underdog or the fall of a character, but it just felt so out of place with the narrative.