frustratemyself wrote...
I'm not sure Merrill has that much of a sense of humour, I took it that she genuinely meant that statement. Although playing mostly as mages I haven't gotten out with much so I haven't gotten to know her too well.
You've never heard her talking to Bethany about "Feathers" then.
frustratemyself wrote...
It just seems like a ridiculously dangerous path to go down for little or no result. It may turn out great or I may become a monster that you'll have to kill. Even if it had all gone how she planned I don't think she would have gotten what she really wanted which was to restore Dalish/elven culture to what it was before the fall of Arlathan.
Maybe it's time for the Dalish to stop looking backwards and start looking forward.
It seems ridiculous to you, but it's clearly important to her. Merrill understands the dangers involved, and is willing to pay with her life. Anders also assumes that she doesn't understand the risks, but she clarifies this point when she says, "Anders... there's no such thing as a good spirit. There never was. All spirits are dangerous. I understood that. I'm sorry that you didn't."
The philosopher George Santayana would disagree. "Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it."