LobselVith8 wrote...
I think if Varric and this thread have taught us anything, it's that dwarves like Merrill.
LOL... Well that's an interesting way to put it...
*cough* ok well back to topic.
So for people defending her to death, lemme just ask one very simple question: do you think Merrill is without flaws? I agree with a lot of points on what you had to say about her but the way you put it seems that she is... so spotless... and blameless... (I don't have anything against your views... I'm just curious in that aspect...)
First of all, blood magic is just another form of magic and not necessarily evil.
*True*, if people remember Jowan, at first the reason he was dabbling in blood magic was just trying to avoid being turned into a tranquil and defending Lily, the woman he loves (damn circle mages and they are not-allowed-to-love rule). Then bam, he went on and do some nasty stuff to Arl Eamon. Desperation? Sure, as he is essentially branded a Maleficar and thinking Loghain may bail him out (he is after all one of the most respected man in Fereldan). All Jowan wants is to survive and he did not expect all the nasty undead that infested Redcliffe due to his actions. He in fact regreted that decision and wished to make ammends. And then we look at the "evil" blood mages... The Baroness from Awakening? Quentin *shudders*. I think it is not the blood magic itself that is evil but
what it is being used for. The Baroness trying to keep her youthful appearance through sacrificing the young girls of Blackmarsh and Quentin going all Frankestein... Those are obviously deeds done by crazy people and not by blood magic or magic in any form... and as Hawke puts it (with Quentin) "he can as easily murders her with a knife".
So back to Merrill and blood magic. What is her intention to use the blood magic? To
possibly restore the working of an old artifact that may explain the long lost history of the elves. A noble goal?
Of course, I support her in that. Ok I can't remember where I read about it but blood magic is so widely condemned in Thedas that it's so hard to learn it because nobody teaches you. So one of the most common way is to look at a demon in the eye and accept its offer to learn blood magic which is true in Merrill's case (and in Origins). Did I agree with Merrill on this? Absolutely not. And I'm with Keeper Marethari on this one... you don't know what the demon wants! It could possibly be using the Eluvian to travel to the Thedas or the Fade or some other realm or
possess Merrill itself. In fact if not for Marethari, it is Merrill herself that got possessed (a possibility that she herself think may happen)! And why on earth would I (Hawke) allow that to happen,
especially to my companion. Gosh I don't even wish for anybody to get possessed (even for somebody I don't like... like uhhh Petrice lol) .
Second point, I don't trust that particular Eluvian, so far it had been harmless yes and Merrill
may or may not have cleansed it (we only have her word for it, which may be a fact or not). My thoughts? Origins players know what that mirror did... it killed Tamlen and/or Mahariel. It was corrupted by the Darkspawn, whether there is still any trace left... we
don't know. Even the Keeper who is a much more experienced mage than Merrill doesn't know if there is any trace of corruption left. But one thing is for certain about the Keeper:
IF the only viable way to restore the Eluvian is to deal with the demon (with who-knows-what intention), then the past should be left as it is. A lot of people had been dissing the Keeper about telling the whole clan that Merrill is a "monster" (she did not, it's Pol who thinks so) for trying to fix the mirror "out of fear that she may bring back the corruption or worse". Keeper is just trying to err on the side of danger, as for the clan's reaction to it, then blame the individual clan member. Marethari is there to warn them (as her duty requires) not tell them to hate Merrill (indirectly yes but you can tell that the clan do love their First, just look at Ilen who tries to persuade her to come back).
So out of all my ramblings, I
do not dispute the fact that Merrill is a very talented mage. Ok maybe adorable and kind too. But she is naive to think that she can deal with demon and can get what she wants (Eluvian restored) from it
without any negative consequences from the part of the demon. One read at her backstory, and I can tell it is an evil demon (which again is another fact that she acknowledged herself "All spirits are dangerous. I understood that"). I mean... it's like trying to purposely step into a land mine. My dear Merrill, I do not want that to happen to you even if you want it yourself.
And through her conversation with the Pride demon at "Night Terrors", she was easily tempted by the offer of becoming the "Dalish Saviour" (interesting note: she is always the first one to fall to the Pride Demon, above Fenris and Varric). Her main intention may always be to find the long lost elven history but demons can't just tempt you if there is not a hint of a single manifestation of it... (a conversation with Sebastian and the Flora Harriman girl in that particular quest). So deep inside maybe she felt unknowingly (even a little hint) that she can be remembered as the Dalish saviour... (well this is very human nature imo). A little narcisstic... yes I can agree on that even though it (the pride) is not her intention in the first place. On a side note... wow I'm surprised to hear that she called Fenryiel "half-breed boy" (never knew that until this thread) and got mad at the Keeper for trying to help him (I thought it is a very immediate danger... he can either die or be an abomination... come on Merrill... priorities

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Also, I think the friendship/rivalry path is highly misunderstood; people think rivalry=being mean/I hate you when I think it means that Hawke is not supporting her decisions. My first playthrough, I gave her the Arulin'holm even though I know it was bad for her. (Ok for those who said Fenris and Anders are just being mean to her... Aveline who is generally nice to Merrill in fact gets +Friendship if you refuse to give her the Arulin'holm).... 2nd playthrough I got her on the rivalry path which I feel is better for her. She destroyed the Eluvian in the end, admitted herself as being a fool which I'm proud of her for doing that (her romance bug creeps me out though)... I'm on my 3rd playthrough now and I'm on the rivalry path with both Fenris and Anders (who are always on the friendship path in my 2 previous playthroughs). I seriously do not want to be mean to any of my companions but I have to "agree to disagree"... I don't support Fenris' "I hate all mages" attitude or Merrill's noble intention but self destructive path (everytime she slits her wrist, I cringe). I support Anders' cause (especially playing as my Amell mage who is a Libertarian at heart), I find the arguments on his manifesto compelling but I do not agree with his methods, especially merging with Justice... (Bethany said almost the same thing too when you first met him). But this is more about how the friendship/rivalry path can be improved and not really this post's topic

I don't dislike Merrill but I'm not fond of her... (I guess she is just not that high in comparison to the other DA2 companions in my books...). But she is definately not crazy (none of Hawke's companions are) or evil (the tragedy of the Keeper and/or clan is anything but
an unfortunate incident). Marethari sacrificing herself... yes I find that a very noble thing to do... as Merrill was indeed not listening *to anybody* and that Marethari's love for her is her own undoing. As for the clan, yes it is their own fault to attack Hawke and co but I think their anger and sadness are understandable, I mean come on they just lost their "mother" (I really don't get how people just seem to hate on the whole clan and Marethari on this one) .And I agree with hoorayforicecream... Merrill is chasing after a lottery ticket, one that may indeed bring her and the whole Dalish a really great thing but it is riding a lot on
chance, it is always and still a
maybe... I'm sorry girl, and as Aveline puts it, Merrill is "one very talented girl but stupid" (ok I won't call her stupid... naive is the better word) - for chasing after things that maybe should be left buried.