Sylvianus wrote...
LobselVith8 wrote...
You seem mostly focused on the fact that she used blood magic. Archdemon blood, darkspawn blood, and magic provide us with Grey Wardens. Blood magic is the reason Thedas isn't overrun with darkspawn, it's the reason why people aren't being eaten alive and why women aren't being violated across Thedas. Merrill wants to help her people from their downward spiral and give them back a part of Arlathan. The possible benefits could dramatically improve the lives of the elves, and I see no reason to back Merrill down from an altruistic cause.
An altruistic cause can be mishandled, can divert a path, can do much harm to others. Anders also has an altruistic cause, the means are not necessarily aligned with the cause.
The difference is Merrill is putting her life on the line (and even asks Hawke to kill her if she loses a battle of wills with Audacity given his extensive history putting down demons and abominations) while Anders kills members of the Chantry clergy and templars inside the Kirkwall Chantry, including Grand Cleric Elthina.
Sylvianus wrote...
Blood magic is never unrequited, never without a price. What price to pay for operating an ancient power with blood magic ? Certainly a price very high.
Every Grey Warden pays a price for The Joining - a ritual of blood magic that enables the nation to survive the Blights and put an end to them. Merrill is willing to pay the price with her own life for the slim chance for all her people to benefit from lost knowledge that was once held by her ancestors.
Sylvianus wrote...
It's completely naive to think that only her life is at stake. It is a price too low for my taste.
It's not naive. Merrill didn't command Marethari to become an abomination, she didn't force the members of her clan to attempt to kill her in cold blood. Merrill's restoration of the Eluvian could revolutionize the elves across the continent.
Sylvianus wrote...
Benefits can only be illusory fantasies that turn into a nightmare in reality for Dalatians and maybe more. Connor thought he could save his father, responded to the appeal of fantasy and illusion, he got lost in the emotion as Merrill. We know what happened. He wished good too. And yet evil was there.
You're comparing a deal with a demon to the restoration of ancient technology - it's not a fair comparison to make.
Sylvianus wrote...
Wanting only a lot of things without thinking responsibly, is woefully inadequate.
Merrill thinks very clearly that the outcome is simple, she will not endanger anyone other than she, when in fact she ignores the scope of her experience. She ignores what will happen.
Merrill doesn't ignore what will happen, she simply can't control Marethari - who acts on her
suspicions when she becomes an abomination, and this may have been Audacity's plan all along.