oh sorry i'm used to posting on my aspergers forum sorry, it's a habit that i need to break, nt is anyone without a mental illness, they are usually despised on aspie forums. sorry didn't know how to put that nicely.
and about my grammar and what not, i try to correct my errors all the time, i hate writing something wrong, but if i really don't know how to spell or put something down right i do the best i can.
and then i look at what i posted and if i see one error i go back and edit right then and there. and that's normal for me.
as for justice, the wiki didn't give me much to go on, so i'll have to get one of my games back to awakening and really anaylze him better.
and aspie is what we call ourselves, and i can't remember the spelling for aspergers all the time.
and i wasn't calling myself stupid more then looking into that one post to much, the picture tied with the quote to me seemed like the poster was calling me stupid because i don't read books. you don't need to read books to understand everything, in fact i find looking at most things first hand is better.
mainly because you find out things based on what you know, and not what some book is telling you, it helps to develop understanding and lets you determine things at your discretion.
like i didn't read any books to learn how to operate computers, i killed 4 by messing with them to much [deleting system files, and what not] and i'm now the second person on the street that knows the most about computers, the other one being a guy who studied about computers and builds them.
but i get alot of questions regarding computers all the time, to a point that it becomes annoying, but i learned by trial and error alone. i keep hoping one day everyone on the street learns about them.
justice is a bad influence
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Posté 25 mai 2011 - 11:52
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wildrivr wrote...
oh sorry i'm used to posting on my aspergers forum sorry, it's a habit that i need to break, nt is anyone without a mental illness, they are usually despised on aspie forums. sorry didn't know how to put that nicely.
I've never been to such forums, and have little experience with the condition - any mental health condition really, but I'm guessing "resented" is probably gonna be the right term. But I really don't know.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 01:24
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wildrivr wrote...
oh sorry i'm used to posting on my aspergers forum sorry, it's a habit that i need to break, nt is anyone without a mental illness, they are usually despised on aspie forums. sorry didn't know how to put that nicely.
I've never been to such forums, and have little experience with the condition - any mental health condition really, but I'm guessing "resented" is probably gonna be the right term. But I really don't know.
well nts are judged very harshly on an aspie forum somewhere between resented and despised, because the general public is generally saying we are broken and must be fixed to be more like nts so the term can be used as an insult when an aspie on the forums is not acting normally or attacking everyone in general on the forum.
i often do that when i'm not on my home forums, which used to be wrongplanet.net, but is now aspie's for freedom. the former is a bad example of an aspie forum nowadays, i don't even feel safe posting there anymore they critic the most stupid things you say, like "my cellphone is an lg env" my own words, i said that and they tore into me like tissue paper.
i never did anything nasty to them and now i'm outcasted by my own people. it hurts too because at one point they were like family, then i left for a few months and when i went back the wrongplanet.net i knew was gone, at first i thought a bunch of nts had invaded, but then i went on youtube and found out there are groups of aspies out to destroy the others, and i think that's what happened to wrongplanet.net.
but i've always felt outcasted on the net, never belonging anywhere, being attacked or getting ignored. so i get extremely defensive when i feel someone even slightly crossed the line with me. even jokes i take offense to.
my first youtube channel was the only time i felt like i fit in, i was ansemfan, i wasn't extremely popular but i had a small fanbase and support to keep my projects going. i deleted it because my dad was dictating what i could post, and instead of telling him i killed the one thing that i had built with blood, sweat, and tears. that was oneof the few emotional choices i made, and like the others i'm not proud of making it. because the logical choice may have saved my channel.
now i can't get noticed there either anymore. but i'm not the best example of an aspie but i try to be nice and i try not to lash out, but it happens.
but i'm suprised i didn't do more research in this matter, because i love to do so. alot of people say i waste my time but i find it fun to anlyze characters and games, or trains and planes.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 03:46
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wildrvr, it sounds to me like you are using your asperger's syndrome as an excuse to go through life receiving special treatment. You come across as if you truly believe every piece of literature should be written from the perspective of someone with aspergers, and not a "neurotypical" (you use the word as if THEY are the ones with disabilities).
You have a disability, if it effects your ability to function in the real world, then you should seek out a conselor, but don't expect everyone in the world to magically be able to cater to you, and to understand your issue.
If someone is bothering you, you need to either ignore them or educate them. The way you speak of people without mental disabilities makes you just as bad as the "nts" that still think poorly of people with mental disabilities.
Either ignore them or educate them, but don't expect the world to revolve around you.
You have a disability, if it effects your ability to function in the real world, then you should seek out a conselor, but don't expect everyone in the world to magically be able to cater to you, and to understand your issue.
If someone is bothering you, you need to either ignore them or educate them. The way you speak of people without mental disabilities makes you just as bad as the "nts" that still think poorly of people with mental disabilities.
Either ignore them or educate them, but don't expect the world to revolve around you.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 05:17
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i don't want to be catered to, i want revenge for how i've been treated on the net since day one of finding the net.
i try not to use it as an excuse but i do stupid crap when i feel threatened in any way, it just happens.
and i didn't want to talk about but i needed a reason of why i relate to anders for being treated badly from just being born. and i love to rant, sometimes that doesn't end well.
i've been treated differently from just being born as well. and as i told napster on conquer i will tell you too, i am being medicated and i am getting help, i don't want the help, i don't want to be medicated, but by law i have to be or so it seems. i live in the fantasy not the reality i'm not going live in the real world even if i must force myself to reject it i will. the only reason i would ever need serious help is if i become a danger to myself or others.
until then i do as i please, i find comfort in the fantasy that everyone is constantly trying to tear from my grasp. i'm not about to educate people that will not understand anyway, i don't waste my time or energy.
not even i understand why i do what i do i just accept it, and i will not be ordered around by anyone. i haven't hurt myself or anyone else physically yet, so i am fine. a disability has a cause asperger's has yet to have a cause.
you are the reason i react the way i do, you and people like you, i am not broken and i don't need to be fixed.
Schizoid personality disorder has a cause, and is a real disorder, and it isn't confirmed but i have all the symptoms. buti want to be dx with it so at least i can understand more about myself.
but if i were you i would back off slowly, you have pushed me to my limit of paitence for humans in general. and you are not a friend or ally so i would back off slowly.
i try not to use it as an excuse but i do stupid crap when i feel threatened in any way, it just happens.
and i didn't want to talk about but i needed a reason of why i relate to anders for being treated badly from just being born. and i love to rant, sometimes that doesn't end well.
i've been treated differently from just being born as well. and as i told napster on conquer i will tell you too, i am being medicated and i am getting help, i don't want the help, i don't want to be medicated, but by law i have to be or so it seems. i live in the fantasy not the reality i'm not going live in the real world even if i must force myself to reject it i will. the only reason i would ever need serious help is if i become a danger to myself or others.
until then i do as i please, i find comfort in the fantasy that everyone is constantly trying to tear from my grasp. i'm not about to educate people that will not understand anyway, i don't waste my time or energy.
not even i understand why i do what i do i just accept it, and i will not be ordered around by anyone. i haven't hurt myself or anyone else physically yet, so i am fine. a disability has a cause asperger's has yet to have a cause.
you are the reason i react the way i do, you and people like you, i am not broken and i don't need to be fixed.
Schizoid personality disorder has a cause, and is a real disorder, and it isn't confirmed but i have all the symptoms. buti want to be dx with it so at least i can understand more about myself.
but if i were you i would back off slowly, you have pushed me to my limit of paitence for humans in general. and you are not a friend or ally so i would back off slowly.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 10:08
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I personally like Morrigan's approach to circle mages XD, I bet Anders would just LOVE Morrigan lol.
I take Morrigan with me to recruit the mages and I always hear her telling me to side with the templars.
Anders(Justice Anders) should meet Morrigan at some point imo.
I take Morrigan with me to recruit the mages and I always hear her telling me to side with the templars.
Anders(Justice Anders) should meet Morrigan at some point imo.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 01:10
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I personally like Morrigan's approach to circle mages XD, I bet Anders would just LOVE Morrigan lol.
I take Morrigan with me to recruit the mages and I always hear her telling me to side with the templars.
Anders(Justice Anders) should meet Morrigan at some point imo.
oh god i can just hear the fighting now, that would be worse then him and fenris.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 02:34
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Really? The fact you've turned this thread into an Asperger's blog suggests otherwise. You seem to be one of those unfortunate people who inhibits their own functioning by making their entire lives about their disorder and their persecution complex.and i didn't want to talk about
Whatever problems you have, this is probably not the place for your life story or diatribes about how much you hate "nt"s.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 03:43
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Really? The fact you've turned this thread into an Asperger's blog suggests otherwise. You seem to be one of those unfortunate people who inhibits their own functioning by making their entire lives about their disorder and their persecution complex.and i didn't want to talk about
Whatever problems you have, this is probably not the place for your life story or diatribes about how much you hate "nt"s.
you pervoked me. i reacted. anyone one else would do the same, not about mental illness but other things.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 04:36
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If what I said to you causes you so much rage that you feel the need to threaten me, then yes, you absolutely need therapy and medication. Also, obviously your aspergers is interfering with your ability to function in the real world. That clearly makes it a disability.wildrivr wrote...
i don't want to be catered to, i want revenge for how i've been treated on the net since day one of finding the net.
i've been treated differently from just being born as well. and as i told napster on conquer i will tell you too, i am being medicated and i am getting help, i don't want the help, i don't want to be medicated, but by law i have to be or so it seems. i live in the fantasy not the reality i'm not going live in the real world even if i must force myself to reject it i will. the only reason i would ever need serious help is if i become a danger to myself or others.
not even i understand why i do what i do i just accept it, and i will not be ordered around by anyone. i haven't hurt myself or anyone else physically yet, so i am fine. a disability has a cause asperger's has yet to have a cause.
but if i were you i would back off slowly, you have pushed me to my limit of paitence for humans in general. and you are not a friend or ally so i would back off slowly.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 09:46
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i don't want to function in the real world, that is no concern of mine. i threatened you but i haven't taken my hunting knife to you so i'm still fine. i don't care about hurting others emotionally or mentally when they attack me.
they only way i would ever be a threat is if i actually hurt someone in real life, internet doesn't count.
do you honestly love opening my wounds like this, being told i am broken or crazy hurts deeply, and those wounds you tore open had nearly healed, napster the one i refered to told me the same damn thing when i was 18 and just DXed, at the time i thought i was crazy and worthless. and him telling me to get help hurt so bad. because the last thing i ever wanted to have was a mental illness, i would have rather been told i was dieing with only a month to live. to me that's better then being disabled, because i used to hate the very people i found out i was.
i am the product of my own hatred, i am what i hate. and i don't need to be told i need help, my self esteem is already as low as it can get.
they only way i would ever be a threat is if i actually hurt someone in real life, internet doesn't count.
do you honestly love opening my wounds like this, being told i am broken or crazy hurts deeply, and those wounds you tore open had nearly healed, napster the one i refered to told me the same damn thing when i was 18 and just DXed, at the time i thought i was crazy and worthless. and him telling me to get help hurt so bad. because the last thing i ever wanted to have was a mental illness, i would have rather been told i was dieing with only a month to live. to me that's better then being disabled, because i used to hate the very people i found out i was.
i am the product of my own hatred, i am what i hate. and i don't need to be told i need help, my self esteem is already as low as it can get.
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Posté 26 mai 2011 - 10:28
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Since this thread is no longer about Dragon Age II, it will be closed.
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