Why I (as my alter-ego Hawke in the game and IRL) loved Fenris (the person, not the party tank or damage dealer) . . .
Sigh . . . after reading pages and pages of discussion on Fenris in the Bioware forums, I finally signed up for an account just to post this.
In all of the media I have been experienced to that I can recall, there has been no other fictional character who touched my heart as much as Fenris did.
Not only is Fenris incredibly beautiful, but the backstory for him shows that he is a real paragon of humanity. (Note that I am not saying that Fenris is the - fictional - living embodiment of perfection, although his body comes really close.) Fenris has shown that although he endured one of the most dire and pathetic biographies of any character in any story (not just in a video game), he can (and is willing to) still learn to see the good in others.
How so? Fenris endured years of slavery after having all memory of his past erased by his master. Despite having been forced to be completely subservient to a mage who tried to forge him into a moral-less unquestioning living weapon, Fenris resisted to the bitter end. When an opportunity for freedom presented itself, Fenris could have easily become like Jack, the biotic convict from Mass Effect 2 who, having been presented with an opportunity for freedom, went on a merciless trail of destruction killing for pleasure and for vengeance. (I bring up Jack as an example partially because Fenris is often compared to Jack on these forums.) When Mass Effect's Shepard met Jack, she had become the living persona of evil (a "living weapon"), living a life of a (part-time mercenary but mostly just ruthless) killer, taking immense pleasure in meaningless slaughter, and easily betraying others as was done to her. (I am aware that Jack can - and maybe does, depending on how Shepard handles conversations with her - eventually learn and show that she has a soft-er side, but my original point remains the same: Jack got freedom and promptly engaged in violence as much as possible.)
Had Fenris desired so, he could have easily took the same route (and at that point, who could blame him if he did?) and become the physical embodiment of the term "living weapon". He could have become the
terror of Tevinter (the fictional country in which he grew up and was made a slave in) and butchered whomever he felt like and whenever he felt like, massacred the innocent and guilty alike with abandon, and
betraying his word on a whim. (The fact that Danarius erased Fenris's past and tried very hard to make Fenris incapable of moral judgment makes this course of action even more plausible, since history records
plenty of individuals who were never taught right and wrong - and plenty of individuals who were - who chose to take actions like these. I can think of a few - not perfect - examples: the peasants in the
French Revolution, Adolph Hitler, terrorists, etc.)
Had Fenris chosen to do so, Hawke would most likely never have met him, because he would have ended up either perishing violently in a massive battle after leaving a horrific trail of blood and tears and showing no regret or remorse or living out life in the Tevinter equivalent of a maximum security prison after leaving a horrific trail
of blood and tears and showing no regret or remorse. (Sounds like what happened to Jack and how and where Shepard found her, right?)
Fenris has had multiple opportunities to, excuse my using a popular phrase, "turn to the dark side".
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What has he actually done?
Fenris spent the three years before he met Hawke on the run trying desperately against all odds to make a new life for himself free from violence and bloodshed. He did not try to emulate Danarius and become a slaver himself, nor did he become a ruthless murderer (mercenary?) killing everyone who came across his path whether for vengeance or for a love of bloodshed.
He tried to join the Fog Warriors and become an accepted member of their society, but Danarius pursued him. (As an aside: yes, I am aware Fenris did kill the Fog Warriors who gave him a safe haven after Danarius returned and commanded him to do so, which is why I said he isn't perfect. However, nobody is: not Hawke, not Aveline, not Thomas Jefferson, not even my Shepard from Mass Effect with 100% paragon in both Mass Effect and Mass Effect 2 - sorry, couldn't resist a few renegade points here and there. Okay, to be honest, my Shepard from
Mass Effect probably has more innocent blood on his hands than any of my other alter-egos from video games after the events of the Mass Effect 2 "Arrival" DLC. I am still coming to terms with my Shepard initiating a chain of events leading to the deaths of 300,000+ people, even if they are Batarians and even if the Reapers would have
destroyed the galaxy had he not done so. Actually, returning to the topic of Fenris, it is perhaps more telling that he did not voluntarily kill the Fog Warriors or betray them while he was living with them and only took his - admittedly douche - action after Danarius commanded him. Whether from fear of Danarius, from the lyrium infused in his skin causing him to on command from Danarius, or otherwise, Fenris shows immediately afterwards that he knows he did something very wrong. His actions taken after carrying out the command from Danarius are possibly his defining moment: in that moment, Fenris has the choice to become the "living weapon" Danarius sought to turn him into and accept Danarius as his "wielder" or kill Danarius and begin a life as a "loose cannon" ... or run away. Which did Fenris choose? Would anybody have blamed him should he have chosen right then and there to kill his master and become a murdering psychopath?)
After running from Danarius, Fenris demonstrated repeatedly his intense desire to escape his past of violence and bloodshed. In every town he passed through, he could have sown chaos and destruction trying to throw his pursuers off. However, not only did Fenris not start ruthlessly killing innocents and terrorizing the countryside, the only times he does resort to violence is when he is cornered and about to be captured.
I doubt there are many people who could have endured the torture Fenris went through plus another three years of being hunted like a wild animal ... and yet still be hoping-against-hope that there is at least one good people left in the world.
People on these forums have said over and over that Fenris is cynical, dark, brooding, afraid of intimacy, lazy, messy, hypocritical, etc. The thing that causes both me and my Hawke to love Fenris is that he still yearns for a different life free from violence and bloodshed. Fenris responds to flirting from Hawke positively almost as soon as Hawke has proven that he is someone who can be trusted even a little (by helping Fenris besiege the mansion in Hightown where Danarius is staying in hopes of finally ending his years on the run).
Does Fenris enjoy killing slavers? Yes, he does, and I won't change my words based on that fact. Had my Hawke not encountered Fenris in the game, my Hawke and I would still have enjoyed killing any and all slavers encountered and destroying their hideouts ... with Aveline the Captain of the Town Guard (the police force in the city) by my side. A lot of people in real life (myself included) would enjoy removing those who make a living out of enslaving others from this world - see the movie "La Amistad" or the biographies or autobiographies of real heroes who liberated the **** concentration camps and African slave camps. That does not mean that those people are bad people.
Why should Fenris not be cynical, bitter, brooding, afraid of intimacy, etc.? The surprising thing is that he still yearns for redemption and a different life. I would not have been surprised at all to have learned that Fenris feels no regret or remorse for anything he has done (including killing those who took him in) and indulges in wanton killing at the drop of a hat. I would have had my Hawke boot him from my active party and only keep him around just to be able to say I collected all the available party members in the game.
Fenris could have easily been written to be a hardcore and merciless mercenary without morals or regret or remorse (again, the physical embodiment of the term "living weapon"). That he was not was a big pleasant surprise. That he actually showed remorse, learned to trust Hawke, learned to overcome his fear of intimacy and open up to Hawke, and showed that he wanted to be at least a person who lives free and not in constant fear and wants to be accepted for being a good man instead of a weapon made him irresistable to both me and my alter-ego.
That is why both my Hawke and I love Fenris (and, if there was anyone IRL like Fenris, I would love that person too). He has seen the worst of humanity and still searches for and wants to be a good man (he doesn't have to say this directly: his actions prove that he does).
P.S.: People have mentioned that Fenris often offers his opinions on matters for which he is seemingly not qualified for. I will accept that maybe his opinions should taken with a grain of salt, but I must also insist that his words should be regarded carefully. Fenris knows the hurt and anger he feels from his oppression at the hands of Danarius, and even if his words cannot be taken as fact, at the very least they should be included when making the final judgment or decision about whatever Fenris talks about. To do otherwise is to show blatent disregard for a good man who witnessed the horrors of slavery and absolute power corrupting absolutely.
Additional P.S.: I really hope Leto was his nickname rather than his real name. To say Leto means "he who is happy" and then say that Leto was Fenris's original name means almost nothing. It is highly improbable that Fenris's parents would have known how Fenris's disposition as a person would have turned out when he was just a baby. However, if Leto was Fenris's nickname, there is a chance that he got that nickname by genuinely having a positive disposition in his youth. Perhaps it was that positive disposition that survived in Fenris and kept him from "turning to the dark side" even after all he went through.
Modifié par N7 Leto, 28 août 2011 - 12:05 .