Aesieru wrote...
Rationalization comes from the fact that your choosing who will die in terms of the mages, and being able to try to help out the innocent ones as best you can and turn a few of the templars mindsets to something more positive... all from the inside of the organization... would result in the least deaths... plus you did keep encountering crazy mages who only ever turned out to be crazy.
I don't think killing men, women, and children and making tranquil out of three of them is doing much to help out the innocent. And Hawke encounters templar antagonists who commit monstrous acts against mages.
Aesieru wrote...
No not condemning them, but realizing in Act 2 that you're trying to help, but that all the rebellion in the circle isn't really contributing to fixing things, so to kind of just take things easy and play nice for a bit is the best choice, but then Act 3 comes because the mages respond to the templar leaders over-excitement and... well bad things happen.
There is no rebellion in the Kirkwall Circle. Some mages are running away because they don't want to live a life of subjugation.
Aesieru wrote...
Plus, in my playthrough as a logical player who wanted to side with the mages... things didn't go that way because unfortunately all the mages I met either tried to kill me, or tried to kill anyone related to anything I was dealing with and was giving a very bad impression
I got a bad impression, too, when I heard a Circle mage talk about how she can't talk to a civilian or she'll be given 30 lashes. Then I got another bad impression when Hawke saw a Harrowed mage made tranquil illegally. Again when Hawke heard a templar threaten to tranquil and rape a child mage, and again when Hawke had heard another mage talk about being raped by a templar. That gave me a bad impression of the Chantry controlled Circles and the Kirkwall templars.
Aesieru wrote...
and I feared that it would draw out people looking for them and have them target me, so I had to be more careful but I realized to truly be PRO-MAGE and also a good person, I had to join the Templars.. or at least try to work from within to discredit them while fixing things up.
My goal quickly became becoming the Vicount so I could enact some real change quickly.
So your goal was to become Viscount, a figurehead with no real political power in a city-state controlled by the templars? We know from historical accounts that templars are the ones with the authority and the power, not the Viscounts.