Hello all! I stayed up late last night finishing the game. And my thoughts?
....Well, I'm not exactly sure what to think. Overall, I believe this game was incredibly beautiful, emotionally engaging, and still holds that Mass Effect is my all time favorite game series. And every bit with Liara left me mansqeeuing with excitement.
But, there is the matter of the Reaper in the room: The ending.
Please let me just say that the from Shepard and Anderson sitting down together, to Shepard making the choice, it was beautifully and hauntingly presented.
However, while I am not angry about the ending, (I got the best one) and while there is room for headcannon, I'm not happy about it either. I guess it just makes me feel sad. To me, the Mass Effect series has always been about overcoming the impossible. Standing up against overwhelming odds with nothing but the power of will, hope, love, and friendship to drive you forward. Even when things are their most bleak, and coming out on the other side. We experienced it when Shepard reached Iilos, used the Conduit, and saved the galaxy by prolonging the Reaper invasion. We experienced it during the suicide mission, when Shepard accomplished the impossible by going through the Omega 4 Relay, and destroyed the Collectors with nothing but the support of his crew and squadmates. And I deeply wished that Mass Effect 3 would have followed this path.
I don't need to be shown that war is grim, and that losses and tragedy are inevitable. Everyone knows this truth. I just felt like, despite this fact, there should have still been the possibility of triumph.
I didn't feel victorious. I didn't feel what I did when I saved the Citadel, and destroyed the Collectors. I felt tired and sad. And even though my Shepard lived, he had lost too much. He was a character I put so much of myself into, and knowing that he would be brought back to a ruined Earth, seeing the losses, and how much he gave to win, but ultimately separated from Liara, Joker, Garrus, and everyone else he cared for. I don't know, it just doesn't offer that feeling of triumph or hope that the other two games presented.
That is just my thought on it. Thanks for reading.