fiendishchicken wrote...
What I mean is she's afraid that she's going to get hurt in the end. She's never connected with someone on the level she has with Shepard, and she's extremely uncomfortable with the amount of attachment she has with him. She is in love with him, but she's afraid of being in love with him. And she tends to let her thoughts in certain circumstances get the better of her. She's afraid Shepard won't care about her if he finds out she can't have children and she doesn't want him to feel like he's tied down to her. She hasn't yet grasped the fact that Shepard is madly in love with her as well, and his love is truly unconditional. Much as she accepts him for everything he is, He does the same with her.
The relationship certainly seems to be on the forefront of her thoughts. It's the second thing she brings up after Earth.
She's never had a relationship like this before. She talks about being cautious in ME2 but also interested. It's quite evident that it become more than that to her. Trouble is she can't know how Shepard is going to feel after six months.
When you re-effirm feelings for her she asks about second thoughts and backing out. I feel she's expressed her concerns through those lines alone. Would he have second thoughts? Would he back out? She has an extraordinary way of emoting subconsciously, that's a great scene for it. Her words echo her once held fear.
But once it's reaffirmed she disappears again, and only meets up with him when she has relevant information to share, but interestly enough, she mentions she would have preferred seeing him in person. The next time, she does see him in person and we all know what the inevitable result is. A culmination of repressed feelings happens and it's cathartic. But once it's over, she leaves again, but not before sending him a message telling him Good Luck.
She gets caught in her own words in Santuary, when Sheapard says he can't promise to be safe.
She's still in doubt at the goodbye scene, but that's the last "Brick in the Wall" I suppose, when Shepard reaffirms the relationship.
A LOT is going to be said when they find each other. Good things of course.