Edit: Regarding the boy and grandfather at the end, I remember reading on Twitter that the Gibbed editor guy dug up a description on the scene labeling the people as "Humanoid/Asari like figures", and it took place 10,000 years in the future. Not entirely sure on the accuracy, but that guy sure knows how to pull info from files like it's nobody's business!
Charoleia wrote...
LadyofRivendell wrote...
Typed for an hour, total word count: 1,500
Wow, that did feel good to get off my chest. Posted it here, if anyone's interested (pretty much a reply to Priisus that turned into a memoir/diary, haha).
Okay, I read it all 
I'm feeling a little less alone in this world 
You're never alone in your opinion

And you've got dedication for reading all of that!
-snip-
So about the ending... well I must say I feel compeled to believe in the Indoctrination Theory. I heard it has been said on Twiter that it was wrong but I don't know... Even if I couldn't name what, there were some things that felt so wrong in the end... no need to mention Kaidan mysteriously teleported from the final assault in London at my side to the Normandy with Joker... but, well, this is not the point.
So whatever the end is, this one or a new one... I feel like I will always feel bitter about it. Even if tomorrow, I'm asked "Which end would you want ? We will write it for you", I would'nt be happy either.
For the past four years, I have been waiting, knowing there would be more. And now... well, it may sound strange, but I feel like loosing someone really close. You know it's over, but you just can't realise it, you don't want to.
What I hate and what hurts like hell is that well... it is the end.
So yeah, I want DLC because it would be an excuse to replay ME again 
But the more I think of it, the more I fear a "new ending" or "post Citadel-and-God-Child". After all, if I believe that there's more to the ending with this Indoctrination thing, it is because it allows me to think the story is still open. I could even put my imagination at it.
But if they release some DLC with closure and all... I don't know... it would mean this is really over 
Errr okay so now I feel sad and I am not even sure someone may be able to understand my babbling <_<
Maybe quoting Aveline in DA2 will help ? "When someone tells you to turn the page, you say "my choice"".
That is how I feel. I don't want to close the book right now.
That doesn't sound weird in the least bit, I know exactly the feeling. It's like your long time best friend is moving to a different country - Sure, you can write each other from time to time, but it's still pretty much a forever goodbye. I had prepared myself for this prior to playing, though, as to not be too upset. No matter what happens, the fact that this is the end will always be bittersweet, but as of right now it's just bitter.
That's why I want a playable Epilogue, like Awakening. Will it happen? Only time will tell. I don't want "closure" to our current endings, that would only make them all the more real... And I don't want to- No, I can't, I refuse, to believe that what we have right now is the last we'll ever see of Shepard and crew. It's not over yet, not like this!
LadyofRivendell wrote...
Mass Effect isn't a game. It isn't a lore. It isn't a fictional universe. It's a part of me, and a part of every single fan out there. We have different ways of showing our grief, our despair, but in the end, it all comes down to one thing: Our love for the series.
I don't know why I'm still writing non senses after you phrased it so perfectly 
(yeah and sorry for my awful english again, I hope I'm not too much of a pain in the neck to understand
)

Thanks for reading and responding, it's always nice to hear that someone else knows what you're going through (there are a lot of us, I'm sure! Now where's the therapy group?) And your English is great!
Modifié par LadyofRivendell, 26 mars 2012 - 06:02 .