I played trough the original Mass Effect -- not knowing anything about the game prior to playing it; literally, nothing -- and was blown away by the story, and the epic struggle of it all, of course ... but in the back of my mind, a quiet voice kept saying: maybe you can make Kaidan fall in love with you. It wasn't that Kaidan was particularly all that and a bag of chips, but it was the first time I played a video game that appeared to have the option of a possible intertwined male-male romance that might have some tertiary effect on the plotline. That idea intrigued me, and was a highly gratifying thought.
What I came here to ponder, aside from oggling Kaidan (and James; what can I say, I'm a sucker for the muscled jarhead, too) is that ...
... I played through all of ME1 waiting for that reveal, and it never happened. I wasn't disappointed, I just thought "Okay, well, close enough. I'll just mimic real life and play Shepard as the celebate, non-committal, non-sexually oriented guy. He'll be all about the mission, all business. Who has time for that sex and romance stuff, anyway!? I have a universe to save!"
... BUT SECRETLY ... my male Shepard, with his shaved high-and-tight, his steel eyes, scarred face, all tough-as-nails and Renegade and badass on the outside ... harbored a deep, passionate, torrid bonfire of love for his male Lieutenant. We're talking, like,
American Beauty, here.
At least, that was how I envisioned it.
So, at every chance I got I was all cotton candy and sunshine with my secret crush. Any time I could get him alone on the Normandy, find some secluded corner near the Mess Hall or whatever, it was just compliment and flirt and compliment, as nice as I could be ... but that Kaidan, he resisted me! My male Shepard didn't like being resisted, no sir! However, being ever the military gentleman, he didn't push things too hard. He saved Kaidan's ass on Virmire, (I'm trying
really hard not to make a crack, here ... ... too late) but after that it was just ... okay great knowing you see you round. Poor Shep, he never got to share his true feelings, and then ...
Then Mass effect 2 came out, and I thought "Oh wow, I can't wait to get the chance to see where this goes!"
Nothing. I engaged every companion in conversation and anytime Kaidan's name came up, I frantically spun that little conversation wheel with all the might my index finger could muster on the mouse -- to no avail. Oh sure, I asked Anderson what had happened to my boy's secret man-crush ... and I told that girl who fed his fish that he missed Kaidan a real lot ... And when I finally met HIM on Horizon ... I did everything in my power to reconcile ... but his words burned, they BURNED ... and we had to part as enemies.
Now I hear that ME3 will finally, good Lord in Heaven Above -- FINALLY -- give Shepard the courage to act on his convictions ... and bare it all for his man, let it all out for the world to see! So to say.
I couldn't be more happy.
Of course, if this Vega person gets in the way, there may be some fights in the yard. Man's got to represent, after all. Nothing's gonna come between male Shepard and his man. Not THIS time! Well, nothing that shouldn't be there, at least ...

Modifié par NerdWithBigStick, 30 août 2011 - 04:52 .