Seeing all the depression around here about Ash being separated from Ash I thought I'd give my twist to how Ashley could cope, psychologically speaking, so here goes:
A voiceclip recorded by
Ashley two years after crashing on the surface of an Eden planet. She recorded it to reassure herself
whenever she would feel like everything was crashing in on her again.I raised you to
some height far above us. I know I shouldn't have and I knew I shouldn't, but I
didn't see another option. You never wanted to be raised above and beyond me,
it was me who wanted to believe that and damnit Skipper, I got close to
believing it. Real close. You inspired me and I loved you. But this wasn't a
one-way street, I didn't dare think you might've thought the same of me. But,
Joker, Liara, Tali and even EDI said I was wrong. You loved me too.
That thought helps. I was torn to pieces. Wasn't
once enough? How many times was I going to lose you? Was this a hellish cycle
designed to punish me? A Pyrrhic victory of love? Yeah I know, crazy, paranoid
thoughts. Stupid. Hell, I even feared you'd be coming back for a third round! I
wouldn't have snapped out of it, if it weren't for EDI. One night we just
talked about you, life, death, the state of the universe, you know: deep stuff,
for hours on end. That gave me an epiphany, EDI asked: What about all the other
people who have lost their beloved hero? That made me see something, you are so
damn special to me, but others are just as special to other people, regardless
of what the importance of their achievements is.
I'm no different than any other person who has
lost her love. It's so great to feel like you don't have to be better than the
best. Sorry dad, a Williams is just like anyone else and should be damn proud
to be that way. Yeah, never quite got past that rebellious faze maybe. Anyway,
I know myself well enough to know I've always been strong, and if that sounds
pretentious, hell if I care. You knew that strong person Skipper and, I think I
can say, that is the person you wanted me to be, and will always want me to be.
So I'm going to be strong and one day maybe, I'll be able to move on with my
life, like you would've wanted. This life is too short to spend grieving
everyday, it's not what I want, it's not what you want. So I won't and instead
try and find what it is that I want.
Somehow doesn't want to format properly...curious.
Modifié par Mr. Brainheart, 23 avril 2012 - 10:26 .