A dialogue appears and uses 'Somber'
Ashley: What's the matter?
Shepard: I was wondering, do I seem similar to you?
Ashley: What do you mean?
Shepard: I mean me before I died, and me after I died.
Ashley: What brought this on?
Shepard: I suppose someone in my situation - if they ever arrive in this situation - would have a tendency to be paranoid about their origins.
Ashley: What are you talking about? You're you. You're treated the same, so why are you going on about this?
Shepard: But that's the problem. The way I'm treated. That's the only thing that makes me feel like I'm still 'John Shepard'. Sometimes I wonder whether or not Cerberus couldn't bring me back, that I died back on that planet and they created a clone with a mechanical brain then shoved a sophisticated VI into it. Maybe that's all I am. Just a shadow or a ghost trying to fill a dead man's shoes. Sometimes it feels like if I make a decision it's because someone else had made it for me and I'm trying to justify it as mine even though I fundamentally disagree with it.
Ashley: If I ever heard a pile of bullish!t, this would take the cake.
Shepard: What?
Ashley: You heard. And maybe, yes for the sake of argument, that you're right. You're not the same John Shepard that you were back then, but it doesn't change who you are right now.
Shepard: Because I don't know who I am right now. Not much is gonna change that.
Ashley: -.- ... I'm trying to kick you off your ass and out of this morbidly depressing mood. Can you just work with me for five minutes?
Shepard: I love it when you talk dirty...
Ashley: I can hurt you.
Shepard: Ya-huh.
Ashley: Back to my point. So what if you're not that John Shepard? If it feels like a mask, then just become the mask. And if it feels like a burden, then get rid of it.
Shepard: It's not as simple as that Ash.
Ashley: No. Its just a simple as that. But you always make these decisions into something massively complicated and make them seem like they're impossible to solve. It really isn't. I know that it sounds insensitive, but you're the one agonising over it like a child.
Shepard: It isn't that simple.
Ashley: No? I pretty much summed it up with the 'Become it or get rid of it' thing?
Shepard: You don't have any idea what I'm going through. This isn't exactly a normal situation.
Ashley: Its not, I agree. But do you think the Reapers are going to sit around drinking tea while you're trying to sort out your identity crisis?
Shepard: That's a low blow... although for some reason the image of a Reaper wearing a top-hat and a monocle and drinking tea... Heh. Now, that's hilarious.
Ashley: It is. Now get your ass back to work, John. Before I kick it. We got Reapers to slay.
Shepard: You make it sound so fun.
Ashley: How isn't it! They're so very pretty when they explode....
Modifié par Aurora313, 19 janvier 2012 - 11:41 .