Knight
Part of my problem with your perception of horizon and with Ash's stance and something i've tried to get across to you in my post's is that imo your perception is flawed because it dismissess too many factors.
In my view you perceive Ash's stance as a betrayal because rather than add in all the other factors to you the stance she takes is the only context that matters.
The fact that its been 2 years since she last saw Shepard, that Ash has gone through life changing events that can and do change a person and that during this time while dealing with grief and feelings of loss, she's heard rumours that not only is Shepard alive and well but is working with cerberus, these things seem to be dismissed by you as unimportant factors that don't excuse or explain Ash's stance.
See its not whether or not Shepard has fundamentally changed that is the question on Horizon, we know that this isn't the case, the real question you should be asking yourself is this, Is it understandable that someone would believe Shepard has changed?
You say Ash should have known better but again this completely dismisses all the factors that explain why she does not. Instead it makes it seem as if all that's occured is that a rumour about Shepard going rogue has been spread and Ash refuses to believe Shepard's own explanation for why this isn't true.
The problem here is though again to get to that conclussion you forget about the context, you ignore Ash's own state of mind prior and during the encounter on horizon and instead portray it as a rational and un-emotional event where Ash just didn't accept Shepards version as gospel.
Like i said if you hear something is true, see what appears to be confirmation of that truth in front of your own eyes and then are told what you heard and what you see isn't exactly the truth, then what do you believe.
Again your response to this pretty much boils down to Ash knows and should trust Shepard because of all they've gone through and by not doing so it in fact is a betrayal, you also say that it would cause something earth shattering to remove the trust Ash and Shepard have.
Once again context is missing from your argument, Shepard has been presumed dead for 2 years, rumours have been spread that he's working with cerberus, he arrives and lo and behold he is alive and well and working with cerberus.
So its down to Shepard to disprove what clearly seems to be the truth in front of Ash's eyes, something he does badly. His response is akin to a lover being caught in a comprimising position and saying "Who you gonna believe me or your lying eyes".
You say she believes the rumours over the man she loves as if the context of the events she's gone through in the last 2 years, what she sees on horizon and Shepard's own reasoning aren't factors in why this is the case, to me they are key reasons why she would believe the worst rather than accept Shepard's right.
You say your an idealist and would follow your heart rather than you head and i assume your trying to say that Ash should do the same and in this i agree completely. But where i differ from your perception is this, hearts can be broken and in Ash's case this is clearly the case imo.
Her initial questions are not about the fact that Shepard seems to be working with cerberus, rather they are about the fact that Shepard was gone for 2 years. That he didn't let her know he was alive and did not seek her out, the first betrayal on Horizon comes not from Ash but from Shepard himself.
How does he respond to Ash on this subject, i was in a coma, too much time had passed, seriously that's how you respond to someone you love who's hurt and questioning how you felt about them.
You say Ash is not estatic during the reunion, again you need to rewatch the scene, her inital action is to praise Shepard and scold the mechanic, she then embraces Shepard, its only after the intial reaction that things change.
While she's not doing cartwheels, its clear she's happy and relieved that Shepard really is alive, but again we go back to context once again. While she is happy she is also concerned, upset, angry, worried and a myriad of other emotions also. Simply because the reunion itself isn't simply a presumed dead lover returning without questions.
It's the return of a presumed dead lover who's death seems to have been a hoax, who now is working with people that are terrorists, who despite being alive never bothered to find the woman he loves and instead let her believe he was dead, let her grieve for him, only for rumours to suggest that he was alive and well but working with cerberus, something his reappearance seems to confirm.
Lastly its Shepard knowing Ash is not right which ties into not assuaging her fears nicely.
Shepard can see Ash is angry, well kudos to Shepard for his one brief moment of clarity in the encounter.
So does he calm that anger, does he let Ash know that she's as important to him as she believed she was, does he let her know that despite appearances he's reluctantly working with cerberus and that he really hasn't changed, well in a short answer he does not, he in fact inflames things beyond control.
Yes its bioware who create the situation and limit the responses, but we still have to concentrate on how those responses worsen things and how the situation on horizon plays out as badly as it does.
We have in Ash someone who's lost the man she loves/respects/admires, someone who the last time she saw them alive they were basically making sure she lived. She's gone through loss, grief, survivors guilt over the last 2 years only to finally reach a place where she accepts and moves on with her life.
During this time she's heard rumours that Shepard is alive, rumours that he's working with/for cerberus, rumours that no doubt she's dismissed (perhaps while a part of her hoped the first part was true). After 2 years she's then faced with the reappearance of that presumed dead lover, who lo and behold is in fact working with/for cerberus.
So she's supposed to ignore her feelings of loss, worry and betrayal both personal and professional (personal because shepard being alive and letting her go through what she has alone and not seeking her out is a betrayal of someone you supposedly love in my book) (professional because cerberus are considered traitors by both the alliance and council).
She's supposed to ignore her feelings that Shepard may not have felt the same about her that she did him, ignore her feelings that the man she knew may not be who Shepard is now or in fact ever was and instead just accept Shepard's explanations as bad as they are.
She is not just questioning shepard as a returning lover who's been presumed dead and has just returned, she's questioning their relationship and what it meant to shepard, she's questioning her own perception of the 2 years that have passed between meetings and whether or not what she believed to be true is in fact true.
She's dealing with a unique situation, with complicated factors that influence that situation and all the heightened emotions that the situation brings up.
It's up to Shepard to explain himself and his position, both of which he does extremely badly, perhaps nothing he could have said could have made a difference, but even if this is true then Ash's stance is still justified imo.
Once again i'll go back to a woman finding out their man is a cheat, if she's heard rumours that he cheats, walks in and finds him with another woman and his response is "who do you believe me or your lying eyes" then what reaction would you expect that woman to take?
Same situation but it turns out that what the woman walked in on was entirely innocent and the rumours spread were malicious falsehoods, when faced with confirmation of this, how do you think the woman would react?
In Ash's case things are even worse, she's faced with what looks to be a Shepard who not only didn't care for her the same way she did for him, but also a Shepard who may not stand for what she believed him to stand for.
From Ash's perspective, Shepard has betrayed their relationship by not seeking her out and letting her believe he was dead, he has betrayed the alliance by working with terrorists, his responsed when called on this are idiotic, so she reacts how she does.
Context changes everything, i believe rather than accept the context, you concentrate on the outcome, to me though the context is all important.
Modifié par alperez, 22 septembre 2011 - 03:39 .