knightnblu wrote...
I submit, that all of these assertions are irrelevant. This is because Williams should have known better. While it is true that rumors were flying all over the galaxy, Williams was the one person who knew the truth. That Shepard was not some sort of a monster. She knew that he was principled and operated with honor and with traditional human ethics despite being above the law as a Council Spectre.
I sumbit that until Horizon, Ashley
did know better. After all she said "I can't believe the reports were true" I do agree that Ash's ultimate attitude is far more fitting for a renegade Shepard. But that's what you get with one-size-fits-all writing. I chalk that up as a fault of the writers, not the character.
Second, Shepard was the one who took out the Cerberus facilities in the past. Why would he do a 180 and work for them now? It couldn't have been for money, Shepard never seemed all that obsessed with cash. It couldn't have been for power, he was a Council Spectre and therefore above the law. That is an elite and prestigious position in the galaxy and the perks are obvious. Was it for sex? No, he had a strong and growing relationship with Ashley that serviced that need and he didn't display any deviant behavior in that regard. Couldn't have been for politics because he set Saracino strait on the Citadel. Couldn't have been because he hated aliens, because he recruited them into his crew.
Ultimately, there is no reason for Shepard to do a 180 and work for Cerberus.
There are a few, less obvious possibilities:
1) Shepard was always a Cerberus agent. Even before Eden Prime. His entire attitude before was an elaborate con. Everything Shepard did was a lie to increase Cerberus influence among the Alliance and the Council.
2) An offer he couldn't refuse. Cerberus told Shepard truthfully or not, that they have something that can help against the Reapers. Shepard, in his zeal to protect the galaxy, made a Faustian bargain with the Illusive Man for his aid.
3) Obligation. Cerberus is holding something over Shepard's head to gain his help. Perhaps a control chip, perhaps an explosive device or a killswitch in his cybernetics. Maybe they have hostages. At any rate, SHepard is letting the needs of the few, or the one, outweigh the needs of the many.
I am not saying that Ash would wholeheartedly believe any of these possibilities. I am saying that these are scenerios that could be going through Ash's head. And tehy may give her doubts. Ash doesn't like doubts. She likes certainty. "It's hard to be a patriot and p*ssed at the government. Who am I supposed to vote for?"
Further, in order to do so Shepard would have had to fake his own death. That means that Shepard would also have had a hand in the destruction of the SR1 and the deaths of his first officer and 20 crewmen, making Shepard a mass murderer in addition to a traitor to the Alliance and Earth. I would say that Williams does not go down this road in my estimation.
Do you think Cerberus would be above planting some fake evidence implicating Shepard i that. Her heart may say
there's no way this could happen, but if there was evidence pointing at it, I could see it tearing her up inside. Simmering for two years before Shepard shows up, with Cerberus, on a planet that intel said Cerberus was going to hit. Even if Shep is shooting at the bug-eyed aliens, that's still two rumors confirmed (SHepard alive, Shepard working with Cerberus) What else could be true?
She would have dismissed these rumors and any Intel concerning Shepard and his illicit ties as nothing more than hogwash because she knew better. She knew the man that she loved. She knew his history and his values and she also knew that he has always done his best in order to save as many lives as he could. Therefore, rumors and intel would not have caused Williams to have believed that Shepard had betrayed the trust that the Alliance and the Citadel Council had placed in him nor would it have caused her to believe that he had abandoned her.
mMaybe she doesn't believe Shepard is really a traitor. Maybe what she has is even more insidious: Doubt. Isn't there an X-Files line "A lie is best hidden between two truths"? It's impossible that Shepard is alive. But he is. It's preposterous that he would work with Cerberus. Yet he is. What else has she heard that's impossible, or preposterous? What is true anymore?
Further, she has the following facts to take into consideration regarding Horizon:
1. For a brief period of time, she thought the colony lost because there were no sounds of resistance. Then, she hears small arms fire that gives her reason to hope.
2. She hears the colony's defenses begin to fire and she realizes that the enemy ship has come under attack. This means that the resistance has escalated.
3. The enemy ship retreats with smoke streaming out of its hull.
4. Ashley views dozens of enemy corpses as a result of the successful defense of Horizon.
5. She knows who is to thank for the defense of the colony because she hears Shepard first, then sees him.
When she asks Shepard why he never opened his mouth in the past two years to her, he replies that he had no choice in the matter. That he was in a coma as Cerberus reconstructed him. That's when the anger comes flooding back as she backs away from his as if he were toxic. From that point, Williams isn't interested in anything that Shepard has to say from that point forward.
All true. When work of Cerberus got out, Ash couldn't take anything she saw or heard for granted anymore. Depending on what the rumors are about Shepard out there, what allegations have been made, it's understandable that she might be angry. See above for reasons. For all she knows this whole situation could have been an elaborate setup for her benefit. Something to be done to give Cerberus some good PR, Or to throw the Alliance off the scent, as Cerberus is a suspect for the missing colonies. Like I said, what's true anymore?
But the good news is, Ash's investigation proved that wasn't the case.
She doesn't ask anymore questions, she just makes accusations. She accuses Shepard of treason, says that he betrayed her, calls his intelligence into question and departs. At this point, it is clear that Williams no longer trusts Shepard and because of that, Shepard can no longer trust Williams. She never asked him why he was on Horizon. She never asked him why he was working with Cerberus. She never asked him if he trusted Cerberus. She never asked him if he still had any feelings for her. She just slams the door in his face.
See above. Does Ash distrust Shepard, or does she doubt? She does say "I'd like to believe you, but I don't trust Cerberus. And it bothers me that you do. What did they do to you?" I could ask the same of Ash, what did they do to her? What did they do to the memory of Shepard?
The lack of questions is a sore point, of course. We know that she did perform an investigation afterwards. But her lack of inquisitiveness at this point does bother me. As does Shepard's lack of helpfulness in his answers.
Apparently such behavior is enough to obtain a cheering section because Ashley does have her defenders. But ultimately what is lost her is the trust that once existed between Shepard and Williams. I have pointed out that the lack of this trust makes Williams a wild card. This is because it is trust that acts as a social lubricant that allows people to expect something familiar. When that trust is gone, uncertainly rules and people have no idea what to expect.
I am as big an Ash fan as anyone, and I don't think she should get a free pass for Horizon. For that matter, neither should Shepard, given the writing quality. But my suspicion is that Ash didn't lose her trust in Shepard, it was taken from her. It was actively sabotaged, most likely by Cerberus. Depending on what was said and done, I don't think I could blame her for harboring doubts
That is why I say that she has to come up with a credible and convincing reason that I can still trust her. Otherwise, stick a fork in her because she's done and I am booting her behind off of the Normandy at the earliest opportunity because she has made herself into a problem and I don't have the time to solve it.
Sadly I have none to give. Only ideas and the occasional hypothosis. But I think there is still a few chapters left in Ash's book to read before we can judge her story. I truly wish we had a chance to read them in ME2 or at least in some DLC. Ash's behavior was out of character under normal circumstances. SO we have to ask, what circumstances
would make that normal?