Siansonea II wrote...
"You turned your back on everything we stood for."
"I know where my loyalty lies. I'm an Alliance soldier. Always will be."
...is "incredibly hurtful"? Truly? What sheltered lives you've all led if THIS is "incredibly hurtful". And not to mention, being "hurt" by what one character says to another character in a video game is kind of a symptom of the very thing I'm talking about—over-identification with the player character to the exclusion of the other characters.
Why wouldn't people identify with the character that, you know, we're playing? You're right, that doens't make any sense. Why would we identify with the character that was created to be us?
Is it hurtful in the real world? No, I'm not personally, as a real human being, injured in any way by that. But as Shepard? Yes. You're telling me that you'd be perfectly okay if a close friend of yours called you a traitor? Maybe it's because I've taken an oath of service that I take seriously, but I would be pissed off and, yes, hurt that someone I trusted and in turn believed trusted me would believe me capable of betraying that oath.
And yes, above all else, let's not jump to conclusions. I hope you all remember this when you catch your wife in bed with another man. Now, let's not jump to conclusions! This is your wife. You trust her. You go way back. This man might have rescued her from some great harm, and she may have invited him over to thank him with a nice dinner or something. There were wine glasses in the sink, that certainly fits the scenario. Maybe her car wouldn't start, and he was forced to stay the night. That would explain why they're both still at the house. And maybe the power went out at some point, and the air conditioning wasn't working as a result. That would certainly explain why they're both naked. So yes, let's not jump to ANY conclusions here, because she might have a very good reason for being in bed with this man.
An amusing analogy. But inaccurate. If Kaidain came across Shepard torturing people, or at a Terra Firma rally extolling the great work Cerberus is doing fighting the evil alien hordes, then your comparison would be apt. Horizon is more akin to me seeing my imaginary wife at dinner with another man. Depending on the circumstances I might be upset; but I'd ask my wife well before I assumed she was cheating on me.
Because I trust her.Kaidan called your integrity into question. Because your integrity is now IN question. When you decided to work for Cerberus, your integrity got called into question. Stimulus, response. It's a natural order of events. If you expect your integrity to be inviolable, don't do questionable things. It seems pretty simple to me.
And Kaidan does understand that things aren't black and white. Which is why he simply left, and wished Shepard good luck. Which is why he didn't pull a Samara and go all Justicar on their asses. Kaidan expressed his extreme concern about the turn of events, warned Shepard of trusting Cerberus too much, and then left Shepard to do what she needed to do. How very unreasonable of him. And why should he trust you, darling? If you'd jump into bed with people who have killed and tortured Alliance soldiers, what's to stop you from stabbing HIM in the back if it suited your view of "the greater good". You're asking for WAY too much indulgence here if you expect someone to trust you implicitly in this situation. After two years of believing you were dead, when you're clearly not dead, and clearly never were dead (because people don't just come back to life after being dead for an extended period of time, you know). So yeah, if your integrity was so precious to you, I think you would have done or said some things differently, Shepard.
Before I say this next bit, I want to make this clear: I am not saying this to leverage moral high ground, I am not saying this to impress. I am bringing this up because I have thought about this in a context not limited to a video game.
I recently enlisted as a soldier in the US Army. Less than a year from now I will be serving as an infantry soldier. I plan to join Special Forces, and later, if I'm lucky and good enough, the Tier 1 unit colloquially known as Delta Force. These units are occasionally called to act in a manner, and allign themselves with individuals, not entirely in line with the moral bearing of a soldier. But they do these things, they work with these people, for the greater good. No one would think to call them traitors, least of all fellow soldiers, and especially not their friends. So no, I'm not asking for too much indulgence; I am asking him to grant me the trust fellow soldiers should place in one another.
Ever notice that when people talk about Shepard, they use the first person form? 
Maybe that's because we ARE Shepard? Shepard is a tabula rasa for us to fill. Most of us choose to treat at least one Shepard as us.
For what it's worth, I do understand Shepard's point of view. She knows things the VS doesn't. She has to do things the VS doesn't understand, because time is short and the stakes are too high. Too bad she didn't, like, explain that properly.
Yeah, it's too bad the VS doesn't leave before asking any questions.
And then there's Anderson. Good ol' bulletproof Anderson. The man who plays his cards so close to his chest that even after he finds out that Shepard is alive, that she's working with Cerberus, and that Cerberus claims the Collectors are behind the colony abductions, he does NOT actually tell his operative any of this. His operative who is INVESTIGATING CERBERUS and the missing colonies. Instead, Anderson stonewalls them. Did Anderson just not want to spoil the surprise when Kaidan inevitably ran into Shepard? Really Anderson, what IS your agenda?
For what it's worth, I agree with you here, though I'm not sure what the point of bringing this up was. I never really understood why Anderson would stonewall the VS, either.
Modifié par ChaplainTappman, 13 août 2011 - 06:23 .