robboelrobbo wrote...
17.
You're extremely young.. don't sweat it... things change... a lot.. as you get older.
By the time you're in your 30's you'll be so jaded and numb to the world like 99% of the rest of people that little things like this won't bother you much... if at all. If anything you'll probably be like most people, wishing that you had even an hour or two a day to yourself where people left you the hell alone to rest / relax in peace without wanting to incessisantly hang out or do stupid things together.
The responsibilities of adult life weighs most of us down quite a lot.... not into depression (though certainly some do)... having a lot of really close friends becomes far less important or significant to be honest... sure, they're great to have... but the reality is you'll grow very distant with many / most of them anyway due to life in general (marriage, kids, mortgage, bills to pay... tedious job... etc).... you'll be if you (or your friends) have much free time at all to even socialize... and even when you do get free time, you may end up like many of us who in the back of our minds find ourselves saying:
"Can the whole fracking world just leave me the frack alone for an hour or two so I can veg out and play a damn video game in peace and quiet?" ... even friends I've known since childhood, we seldom see each other.. maybe once a month at best... sure we talk on the phone or MSN messenger, etc... but that's about it... nobody has time to do anyting.. no time to hang out, to do the fun stuff... and the rare times we do, we just want time to rest & relax in peace.
Hard for me to explain properly the.. but I guarantee by your 30's you'll totally understand... stuff just... changes... and the little stuff that's depressing you today will seem and feel very trivial in comparison

So kick back, relax.. enjoy the fact you're young and can do stupid things and waste time... don't sweat the fact you aren't best buds with a real world equivalent of Garrus or Tali or Liara etc. Very few people in the world actually have true friends... the vast majority of people have buddies... associates... 'that guy I know' .... just people we sort of hang out with.. but not people who risk their own life to save yours... donate a kidney to you... endure real hardships to help you out of a jam... those are true friends and they're exceptionally rare.