I never actually feel attached to a game, but I can agree with you that in ME1 and in ME2, I felt som resentment in some of my decisions, and actually kind of bad about them.
M1 is my all time favorite game, so at the beginning of ME2 where you lose everyone, I felt like I let everyone in the team down. That I wasn't able to escape and keep them together. And at the end for the suicide mission. As much as I hate Jack, I couldn't let her die on purpose.
Mass Effect 2 made me feel extremely depressed
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#27
Posté 20 juillet 2011 - 11:28
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I hear you brother. I have similar a thing and I'm 26. I felt the same thing when I played through ME 1 and 2, some sort of loss. I got stucked in this world and my first character became my second love in life (haha, sounds so lame, but it's almost true).
1 week I couldn't think about anything else than to get through the next mission and then the next. I like to compare it to a good book, you really get attached to the characters in the story and why shouldn't you be allowed to do that? If you feel something for it don't blame yourself, its your feelings.
So don't be to sad about it, life have more things to explore and Mass Effect seems to be one of them.
/D
1 week I couldn't think about anything else than to get through the next mission and then the next. I like to compare it to a good book, you really get attached to the characters in the story and why shouldn't you be allowed to do that? If you feel something for it don't blame yourself, its your feelings.
So don't be to sad about it, life have more things to explore and Mass Effect seems to be one of them.
/D
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Posté 20 juillet 2011 - 01:02
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I think what you're experiencing is virtual withdrawal. The best thing I can compare it to is a marathon on tv. It doesn't matter what the show is if there are back to back to back episodes of it you tend to expect it to continue. Then it ends and you sit there like "Why isn't that show a channel on tv??!" Happened to me with Robot Chicken once.
In seriousness though I think a change of pace might help, read a book or hang out with your pals. Find something you appreciate and work on that, if you like drawing or if you like to write work on a piece.
Also take solace in knowing a few things about the game, one it's not over and even though Mass Effect 3 isn't out there are still things you can do to facilitate your interest in the game. There are 3 books currently out and I would highly recommend each of them. On top of those books there are a few good comics bridging the gap between Mass Effect 1 and 2. Last but certainly not least, as more books and comics are being written as we speak, remember that you can always go back to Mass Effect and create a new character. If you were a soldier try an Adept, if you were a Vanguard try the Infiltrator etc. If you're worried about the game becoming repetitive or dull I can assure you that in my fourth playthrough of Mass Effect I am still discovering things I missed and that switching classes dramatically changes the gameplay.
In seriousness though I think a change of pace might help, read a book or hang out with your pals. Find something you appreciate and work on that, if you like drawing or if you like to write work on a piece.
Also take solace in knowing a few things about the game, one it's not over and even though Mass Effect 3 isn't out there are still things you can do to facilitate your interest in the game. There are 3 books currently out and I would highly recommend each of them. On top of those books there are a few good comics bridging the gap between Mass Effect 1 and 2. Last but certainly not least, as more books and comics are being written as we speak, remember that you can always go back to Mass Effect and create a new character. If you were a soldier try an Adept, if you were a Vanguard try the Infiltrator etc. If you're worried about the game becoming repetitive or dull I can assure you that in my fourth playthrough of Mass Effect I am still discovering things I missed and that switching classes dramatically changes the gameplay.
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Posté 20 juillet 2011 - 03:49
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i felt the same way after i beat me1 and half-life 2. just completely discontented and anxious about what there was to look forward to now that ME (or HL2) was over. even felt that way after finishing watching certain anime shows that didnt have any more seasons.
for me1 and hl2 though i read every single article about those games after i beat them, replayed them multiple times and even used cheats and mods to try and freshen them up for me but it wasnt the same (though being a god-like adept in ME1 where you can add endless powers is mighty fun to roleplay - i recommend it)
for as long as i had been playing those games, i had something to look forward to. id go to sleep after gaming, wake up and immediately want to get reabsorbed back into that world which is just a testament to just how good a job the developers did making the games universe feel extremely realistic and tangible. it was the universe that i wanted to live in and find fulfillment.
the characters were great and human (thus my attraction to them) even the aliens like garrus and tali were simply enthralling. the romances, the arguments, the squad interactions were all lifelike and the fact that i was their proud leader, saving the universe, and doing something extremely worthwhile made me feel good in a way that nothing ive felt in "real life" has come close to reproducing.
im not yet finished with my me2 playthrough but im already dreading what i can only imagine will be another bittersweet ending which will feel all too abrupt (though any ending to mass effect feels abrupt) and those credits. true i can make other classes and replay it but i always find the first playthrough the most rewarding and its also when i tend to create my "truest" character in terms of choices/romances/behavior, etc.
i felt lost and uninterested in almost everything for a few days after beating those games but after a while you move on without needing any sort of incentive. you develop a new normality as fresh or former interests move in.
also, the mass effect books are really quite good and decent in length. karpyshn does a good job in making the world come alive in gritty and brutal ways and makes it feel more expansive in scope with his introduction of new organizations, important people, weapons, drugs, etc.
but then those novels will be no doubt finished in time...well...nothing lasts forever (maybe even your interest in mass effect)
for me1 and hl2 though i read every single article about those games after i beat them, replayed them multiple times and even used cheats and mods to try and freshen them up for me but it wasnt the same (though being a god-like adept in ME1 where you can add endless powers is mighty fun to roleplay - i recommend it)
for as long as i had been playing those games, i had something to look forward to. id go to sleep after gaming, wake up and immediately want to get reabsorbed back into that world which is just a testament to just how good a job the developers did making the games universe feel extremely realistic and tangible. it was the universe that i wanted to live in and find fulfillment.
the characters were great and human (thus my attraction to them) even the aliens like garrus and tali were simply enthralling. the romances, the arguments, the squad interactions were all lifelike and the fact that i was their proud leader, saving the universe, and doing something extremely worthwhile made me feel good in a way that nothing ive felt in "real life" has come close to reproducing.
im not yet finished with my me2 playthrough but im already dreading what i can only imagine will be another bittersweet ending which will feel all too abrupt (though any ending to mass effect feels abrupt) and those credits. true i can make other classes and replay it but i always find the first playthrough the most rewarding and its also when i tend to create my "truest" character in terms of choices/romances/behavior, etc.
i felt lost and uninterested in almost everything for a few days after beating those games but after a while you move on without needing any sort of incentive. you develop a new normality as fresh or former interests move in.
also, the mass effect books are really quite good and decent in length. karpyshn does a good job in making the world come alive in gritty and brutal ways and makes it feel more expansive in scope with his introduction of new organizations, important people, weapons, drugs, etc.
but then those novels will be no doubt finished in time...well...nothing lasts forever (maybe even your interest in mass effect)
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Posté 20 juillet 2011 - 08:35
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Well the thing that depresses me is the fact that I played the game so many times now that if I want to go back and replay again I might say: "meh... I know what's gonna happen next"... I literally know every possible decision & every possible outcome of both games. Mass Effect seems like a perfect world regarding the people by your side, I did kinda felt bad for finishing such a great story, although I have a friend who also had a great time with ME series and we've had lots of talks about it, we joked about it, we have our own memes... fact is this: your depression that the game ended is a statement on how well the game was crafted & I'm sure a lot of people here feel the same way whether they would like to admit it or no.
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Posté 21 juillet 2011 - 12:18
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I too just recently finished Mass Effect 2...
you know what i did? I started Mass Effect 1 all over again, because I want to save Wrex, explore the DLC and 100% the galaxy before I import it. After that I intend to replay ME2 with the new import and DLC. I will still keep my first game. but yeah haha
I too really love the story. Soo good!
Who is your favorite character? My favorite would have to be Legion, I thought he or it was a rather intriguing character with enlightening back stories for the Geth..
you know what i did? I started Mass Effect 1 all over again, because I want to save Wrex, explore the DLC and 100% the galaxy before I import it. After that I intend to replay ME2 with the new import and DLC. I will still keep my first game. but yeah haha
I too really love the story. Soo good!
Who is your favorite character? My favorite would have to be Legion, I thought he or it was a rather intriguing character with enlightening back stories for the Geth..
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Posté 21 juillet 2011 - 02:14
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robboelrobbo wrote...
I really appreciate the advice guys, thank you. Sadly because I live in a small town, there is seriously a slim variety of friends to choose from. Those who I consider friends don't do anything, either, and I'm rarely ever invited to anything. Only time I see friends is at school.
There's also not a single girl around here who I'd be interested in dating. They all ****** me off for the most part.
Yeah, I worked in a small town in the Rockies for a study abroad type deal. Man, there was 956 people there.
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Posté 21 juillet 2011 - 05:22
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Anything "true" sociable isn't something you can just dig up and say "HEY I found a great friend here!"... It doesn't work like that. I have one really good friend, the first time I met him I thought he was going to be just another **** haha. Turns out I was mistaken, we have had alot of fun with that since then.
Ofcourse, digging yourself down, away from everyone, won't give you better odds either. I'd say take it easy, don't sweat it, someday you will probably find someone who will make you enjoy your social life. Be that a girl, or a guy, or both.
Ofcourse, digging yourself down, away from everyone, won't give you better odds either. I'd say take it easy, don't sweat it, someday you will probably find someone who will make you enjoy your social life. Be that a girl, or a guy, or both.
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Posté 21 juillet 2011 - 09:02
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dont go see avatar!
youll develop the avatar blues.
youll develop the avatar blues.
#35
Posté 22 juillet 2011 - 12:14
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Robbo you are definitely not alone, and your feelings are definitely not strange or weird.
What everyone says here is very true, and it is not ME or ME2 that causes it. The same thing will happen with any great and involving book of fiction, movie, or video game. Reinventing both yourself and your day to day experience, if even for an hour per day, is so important because that is the allure of these escapes.
That's what they do. The spice of life is in discovery. In not knowing what's around every corner, or what will become of every interaction. When you look at the ME galaxy, the colors are so vibrant and you can almost taste the newness of it all. Nobody ever says anything you've heard before and don't want to hear again. Every club you walk into is the coolest you've ever seen and plays the perfect music for every one of your moods. Places like Illium buzz with excited talk - people interacting, with no sign of crappy everyday hangups like in the really real world.
The whole galaxy knows who you are and they need you. You have a purpose again that you don't have to spend every minute of the day trying to remember. All of this means excitement, and excitement is a drug. Not "like" a drug. It is a drug, and it's a very addictive one.
On a related note, it would be really interesting to see what happens to Dopamine levels on successive playthroughs of a game like ME. I'll bet on the first playthough, they're sky high and when they no longer register, one starts hearing about limited replay value.
Anyways, if you can find some way to redefine your daily routine, even if it's taking a different street home every day or just getting in the car, on the bike, whatever, riding an arbitrary number of miles away from home in some random direction, and just exploring, you might be surprised at how much world there still is right in front of you. And you never know which of the people you know, including girls, would love to explore that world with you. I know there's nothing better for a guy friend to say to me (besides "everything I have in life is yours") than "I'm gonna go get lost and explore my way back. Wanna go?"
I do this myself as well. As I live in Southern California, every Sunday I go driving by the beach or up in the mountains somewhere on some random trek. And then I force myself several times during the trip to stop and gather all the sensory information I can about that particular moment. Sights, sounds, smells, feelings, everything. I save them, and in the middle of the hardest, most stressful or boring work weeks I return to those moments and it makes everything ordinary go away again. Try it sometime.
And, you are 17. Your whole life, a lifetime of discovering new things is ahead of you. I know it seems like your world is the size of a teacup now, but know that this too shall pass.
Sorry about the book. Just wanted to tell you that one more person understands what you're going through.
What everyone says here is very true, and it is not ME or ME2 that causes it. The same thing will happen with any great and involving book of fiction, movie, or video game. Reinventing both yourself and your day to day experience, if even for an hour per day, is so important because that is the allure of these escapes.
That's what they do. The spice of life is in discovery. In not knowing what's around every corner, or what will become of every interaction. When you look at the ME galaxy, the colors are so vibrant and you can almost taste the newness of it all. Nobody ever says anything you've heard before and don't want to hear again. Every club you walk into is the coolest you've ever seen and plays the perfect music for every one of your moods. Places like Illium buzz with excited talk - people interacting, with no sign of crappy everyday hangups like in the really real world.
The whole galaxy knows who you are and they need you. You have a purpose again that you don't have to spend every minute of the day trying to remember. All of this means excitement, and excitement is a drug. Not "like" a drug. It is a drug, and it's a very addictive one.
On a related note, it would be really interesting to see what happens to Dopamine levels on successive playthroughs of a game like ME. I'll bet on the first playthough, they're sky high and when they no longer register, one starts hearing about limited replay value.
Anyways, if you can find some way to redefine your daily routine, even if it's taking a different street home every day or just getting in the car, on the bike, whatever, riding an arbitrary number of miles away from home in some random direction, and just exploring, you might be surprised at how much world there still is right in front of you. And you never know which of the people you know, including girls, would love to explore that world with you. I know there's nothing better for a guy friend to say to me (besides "everything I have in life is yours") than "I'm gonna go get lost and explore my way back. Wanna go?"
I do this myself as well. As I live in Southern California, every Sunday I go driving by the beach or up in the mountains somewhere on some random trek. And then I force myself several times during the trip to stop and gather all the sensory information I can about that particular moment. Sights, sounds, smells, feelings, everything. I save them, and in the middle of the hardest, most stressful or boring work weeks I return to those moments and it makes everything ordinary go away again. Try it sometime.
And, you are 17. Your whole life, a lifetime of discovering new things is ahead of you. I know it seems like your world is the size of a teacup now, but know that this too shall pass.
Sorry about the book. Just wanted to tell you that one more person understands what you're going through.
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Posté 22 juillet 2011 - 12:49
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robboelrobbo wrote...
The other day I finished ME2 for the first time. I'm late, I know, I
know. However I couldn't help but to notice that after the three days
this game consumed my life, and the credits rolled, I felt really lost
and empty all of a sudden. i just assumed, you know, that it was an
amazing game and the feeling would pass in a few minutes.
...Three days later
I still feel like this. I just feel so sad because this game made me
realize how ****ty the world is. I mean, the friends I made in ME2 are a
million times more awesome than the friends I have in real life. It's not any of the sad moments in the game that stuck with me, it's the fact that there's no people out there like Garrus, Tali, Miranda, etc. I can't say I have ever fallen in love with a ficticious world before.
Has this ever happened to anyone else? WHAT DO
Actually, if I'd played the game a year earlier than I did, I probably would've felt this way. I had a lot of really ****ty friends then, who didn't so much encourage me to commit suicide, but openly assumed in front of me that it was going to happen. I wouldn't be surprised if they'd placed bets...
After I got some real friends (not just "real life" friends, I mean good friends who weren't ****s) it was easier for me to get close, but not quite that close to the characters.
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Posté 01 octobre 2011 - 04:40
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Yeah the first time i played the game i was like meh, didnt pay much attention to it and stuff, then the 2nd time i played it a few months after i got so depressed after beating it 
, storyline, characters etc, all that.. i spent all day on youtube looking at mass effect vids and stuff, but now im over it, its been about 4 months, suppose it goes away after youve beaten the game a number of times
, storyline, characters etc, all that.. i spent all day on youtube looking at mass effect vids and stuff, but now im over it, its been about 4 months, suppose it goes away after youve beaten the game a number of times
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Posté 01 octobre 2011 - 05:39
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Mentedecadente wrote...
PSS: Who want's to be the sissy paragon?
Me. I always, and I mean always, play good guys. In old D&D speak, I usually strove towards "Neutral Good" unless class-locked into a certain philosophy. Why? Real life is full of enough negativity. I don't want to reinforce it in myself via a game. It might be true that very very few of the people that play "Renegade" in the ME games have their real life behaviours affected by it, but I prefer to not take the chance!
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Posté 01 octobre 2011 - 11:16
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Posté 02 octobre 2011 - 12:17
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Hathur wrote...
...By the time you're in your 30's you'll be so jaded and numb to the world like 99% of the rest of people that little things like this won't bother you much...
Hahaha ! ^This..
Welcome to the nihilist's AGM Robbo. How refreshing to see so many people express so much empathy and support - I had a feeling that if I was going to find a suitably unconventional forum, it would probably be Mass Effect's. The great thing about the Mass Effect franchise is that it appeals to dreamers and escapists - anyone who is sufficiently cycnical will find solidarity in the ranks of the ME fraternity.
Like you, I grew up in a quiet idyll - I was naiive and inadequately prepared for the trauma of adulthood. The reason I became a computer nerd was because I was exposed to 'Elite' on my Acorn BBC and subsequently the 'Wing Commander' franchise for the early 8086's back during the neolithic period. Like you, the prospect of immersing myself in fantasy world's so devoid of corruption, malice, greed and cynicism constituted virtual eurphoria for me and still is to this day.
My growing sense of social withdrawal was compounded by the fact that I am only 'child' and the grateful beneficiary of a doting mother's protective (if sometimes overbearing) affection. Such factors ultimately dictated the outcome of my life thus far. Now in my 30's, I can relate entirely to the feelings you've expressed and I wish I could provide you with an easy solution but alas, the universe has seen fit to deny us such a welcome opt-out.
I CAN tell you this..and you may already be aware that teenage years are very difficult. Hormones and Physiological changes profoundly affect temprament and are well known for contributing to mood swings and periodic bouts of depression but at 17, you haven't got long 'till you're a full blown adult with a passport to liberty and self-affirmation. If you decide to go to University, you'll make a lot of friends very fast and you'll cherish the experiences you shared.
Pay heed to Hathur's words though, youth passes very quickly and before long you'll end up with a mortgage, 3 kids and a downpayment on a beige volvo. If I could offer you ONE piece of advice, it would be to postpone the option of 'familly planning' 'till you feel you've sampled as much of the world as you see fit. Girlfriends will come and go, marriages can be annulled, jobs can be retired but kids are with you forever and at that point, unless you're an extremely ambitious man with resourceful contacts.. you'll never have another stab at real adventure.
And finally, with regards to Mass Effect, I agree with every other forum contributor's salient perspectives - enjoy it for what it is... a chance to escape to an idealised vision of the future! Think of it as a convenient break from reality when things are getting you down and remember, you're not the only dissolutioned escapist - why do you think 'Avatar' made $2 billion dollars at the box office? Why do hoardes of young men and women go out and get drunk every Saturday night? Things will get better you'll see.
p.s. Positive thinking is the key. Any Psychiatrist, Psychologist or councillor will tell you that. The brain has an extraordinary capacity beyond even our understanding. Hypercondriacs believe they're constantly ill and that is exactly what they invite upon themselves. I recall hearing a story about an old man who saw someone being crushed beneath a car when the jack faltered, he sprinted over and lifted the car by its bumper sufficiently for the individual to escape an early demise. History is replete with examples of how mental attitude has effected people in the most profound ways. Try smiling as often as possible, it's infectious, endearing and eventually, habitual... it will make you see things in a different light.
Good luck Robbo and know that you'll always have friends here in the ME community! =D
Modifié par Taciter, 02 octobre 2011 - 12:29 .
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Posté 02 octobre 2011 - 10:09
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Taciter wrote...
The reason I became a computer nerd was because I was exposed to 'Elite' on my Acorn BBC and subsequently the 'Wing Commander' franchise for the early 8086's back during the neolithic period. Like you, the prospect of immersing myself in fantasy world's so devoid of corruption, malice, greed and cynicism constituted virtual eurphoria for me and still is to this day.
BBC model B, disc version I hope. I remember those games and more. I agree with the point, but strange examples to pick though. Elite was basically buccaneering against pirates (plenty of curruption, malice, greed and probably cynicism there then) and Wing Commander was very much a proto- Mass Efffect (save the galaxy from nasty race that wants to rule or kill everyone else). Although, back then, especially from the former, you got most of that from back story in the manuals! Spacer trader/combat sims were a lot of fun, though somewhat out of fashion nowadays. I also loved Privateer 2 and Tachyon: Beyond the Fridge.
Who remembers "This is the energy unit with the copper coloured top. No other unit looks like it, or lasts like it."?
PS: just because something can be undone, does not mean it always is or should be. E.g. some of us view marriage as seriously as parenthood. The point: do what honestly feels right and let growing up come naturally. It already happens fast enough, no need to force it. Though my wife might disagree with that one!
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Posté 02 octobre 2011 - 04:38
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BBC model B, disc version I hope. I remember those games and more. I agree with the point, but strange examples to pick though. Elite was basically buccaneering against pirates (plenty of curruption, malice, greed and probably cynicism there then) and Wing Commander was very much a proto- Mass Efffect (save the galaxy from nasty race that wants to rule or kill everyone else). Although, back then, especially from the former, you got most of that from back story in the manuals! Spacer trader/combat sims were a lot of fun, though somewhat out of fashion nowadays. I also loved Privateer 2 and Tachyon: Beyond the Fridge.
Who remembers "This is the energy unit with the copper coloured top. No other unit looks like it, or lasts like it."?
PS: just because something can be undone, does not mean it always is or should be. E.g. some of us view marriage as seriously as parenthood. The point: do what honestly feels right and let growing up come naturally. It already happens fast enough, no need to force it. Though my wife might disagree with that one!
Hahaha... you had a model B too? ...and here was me thinking I was unique! =P
I picked those examples because they were my first games.. it's pure coincidence that they happen to be futuristic space sims. I confess I was never aware of any malevolent influences in Elite and as you pointed out, the manuals were the only real source of RP back story - I seem to recall an extract in which the explanation for a particular group fo sociopathic antagonist's aggressive behavior was that they 'have had their fear glands surgically removed' - hahha ahhhh... nostalgia.
All the subsequent titles you mentioned were/are games I too classify as all time greats. Privateer 2 wasn't well recieved and yet, for me at least, it was an indisputable masterpiece - where else could you possibly hope to see so many famous names in one game (apart from Mass Effect =P). The cinematic conversation's were surreal and extremely evocative and the landing sequences were my key to escapism. I still have the fmv extracted and saved on my server backup. Even now, my desktop background is a screenie of the Bex landing sequence. =P
Tachyon is also very close to my heart, I was overjoyed when Steam made it available. In a way, Mass Effect feels like a natural evolution of the theme.
Incidentally, I wasn't suggesting that marriages (or anything else for that matter) SHOULD be undone, simply that they CAN be undone. You can't, however, undo offspring. Hahaha.. I feel for your long-suffering wife, did she acknowledge the fact that she was marrying a perpetual child? I envy you... I never found a girl who accepted my shortcomings as an endearing characteristic, most of them simply wanted to mould me into something I'm not.
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Posté 02 octobre 2011 - 10:04
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You sound more depressing than the OP...Hathur wrote...
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17.
You're extremely young.. don't sweat it... things change... a lot.. as you get older.
By the time you're in your 30's you'll be so jaded and numb to the world like 99% of the rest of people that little things like this won't bother you much... if at all. If anything you'll probably be like most people, wishing that you had even an hour or two a day to yourself where people left you the hell alone to rest / relax in peace without wanting to incessisantly hang out or do stupid things together.
The responsibilities of adult life weighs most of us down quite a lot.... not into depression (though certainly some do)... having a lot of really close friends becomes far less important or significant to be honest... sure, they're great to have... but the reality is you'll grow very distant with many / most of them anyway due to life in general (marriage, kids, mortgage, bills to pay... tedious job... etc).... you'll be if you (or your friends) have much free time at all to even socialize... and even when you do get free time, you may end up like many of us who in the back of our minds find ourselves saying:
"Can the whole fracking world just leave me the frack alone for an hour or two so I can veg out and play a damn video game in peace and quiet?" ... even friends I've known since childhood, we seldom see each other.. maybe once a month at best... sure we talk on the phone or MSN messenger, etc... but that's about it... nobody has time to do anyting.. no time to hang out, to do the fun stuff... and the rare times we do, we just want time to rest & relax in peace.
Hard for me to explain properly the.. but I guarantee by your 30's you'll totally understand... stuff just... changes... and the little stuff that's depressing you today will seem and feel very trivial in comparison
So kick back, relax.. enjoy the fact you're young and can do stupid things and waste time... don't sweat the fact you aren't best buds with a real world equivalent of Garrus or Tali or Liara etc. Very few people in the world actually have true friends... the vast majority of people have buddies... associates... 'that guy I know' .... just people we sort of hang out with.. but not people who risk their own life to save yours... donate a kidney to you... endure real hardships to help you out of a jam... those are true friends and they're exceptionally rare.
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Posté 02 octobre 2011 - 10:09
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This post is very inspiring! and totally agree!MsKlaussen wrote...
Robbo you are definitely not alone, and your feelings are definitely not strange or weird.
What everyone says here is very true, and it is not ME or ME2 that causes it. The same thing will happen with any great and involving book of fiction, movie, or video game. Reinventing both yourself and your day to day experience, if even for an hour per day, is so important because that is the allure of these escapes.
That's what they do. The spice of life is in discovery. In not knowing what's around every corner, or what will become of every interaction. When you look at the ME galaxy, the colors are so vibrant and you can almost taste the newness of it all. Nobody ever says anything you've heard before and don't want to hear again. Every club you walk into is the coolest you've ever seen and plays the perfect music for every one of your moods. Places like Illium buzz with excited talk - people interacting, with no sign of crappy everyday hangups like in the really real world.
The whole galaxy knows who you are and they need you. You have a purpose again that you don't have to spend every minute of the day trying to remember. All of this means excitement, and excitement is a drug. Not "like" a drug. It is a drug, and it's a very addictive one.
On a related note, it would be really interesting to see what happens to Dopamine levels on successive playthroughs of a game like ME. I'll bet on the first playthough, they're sky high and when they no longer register, one starts hearing about limited replay value.
Anyways, if you can find some way to redefine your daily routine, even if it's taking a different street home every day or just getting in the car, on the bike, whatever, riding an arbitrary number of miles away from home in some random direction, and just exploring, you might be surprised at how much world there still is right in front of you. And you never know which of the people you know, including girls, would love to explore that world with you. I know there's nothing better for a guy friend to say to me (besides "everything I have in life is yours") than "I'm gonna go get lost and explore my way back. Wanna go?"
I do this myself as well. As I live in Southern California, every Sunday I go driving by the beach or up in the mountains somewhere on some random trek. And then I force myself several times during the trip to stop and gather all the sensory information I can about that particular moment. Sights, sounds, smells, feelings, everything. I save them, and in the middle of the hardest, most stressful or boring work weeks I return to those moments and it makes everything ordinary go away again. Try it sometime.
And, you are 17. Your whole life, a lifetime of discovering new things is ahead of you. I know it seems like your world is the size of a teacup now, but know that this too shall pass.
Sorry about the book. Just wanted to tell you that one more person understands what you're going through.
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Hahahaha sorry to tell you this but I have friends IRL who are like Legion, Mordin, Garrus, Samara, and Thane. Also have/had the pleasure of working closely with some of them. Haven't ever met a girl like Liara though LOL.
But I do agree ME's world/galaxy is a much better version than our own. After all it is a very much idealized vision of the future. But I think we could get there some day.
But I do agree ME's world/galaxy is a much better version than our own. After all it is a very much idealized vision of the future. But I think we could get there some day.
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Posté 03 octobre 2011 - 08:54
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I had the same thing, except that i was depressed... in fact i was so pumped, i couldn't talk about something else for days. At least with people who know what Mass Effect even is.
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Posté 03 octobre 2011 - 11:49
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I felt bad after ME2 because in real life I won't be given a medal for exterminating a race I regard a threat to others. Man, would I love to just pick up an assault rifle and start dealing justice with nobody standing on my way.
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Posté 03 octobre 2011 - 03:10
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iOnlySignIn wrote...
But I do agree ME's world/galaxy is a much better version than our own. After all it is a very much idealized vision of the future. But I think we could get there some day.
I diagree. In ME the whole galaxy is under threat. As far as we know, the only imminent dangers are right here on Earth. Mostly from each other. It is more exciting maybe, but 'better'? Not sure about that!
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Posté 04 octobre 2011 - 07:34
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I doubt that. ME's universe is so large that humans have pretty much outgone themselves. The role of an individual is nonexistent, life is worthless. Earth is a slum dominated by rich bastards, the rest get themselves killed in hopeless military campaigns to boost aforementioned bastards' ego or in various alien-led mercenary groups.iOnlySignIn wrote...
But I do agree ME's world/galaxy is a much better version than our own. After all it is a very much idealized vision of the future. But I think we could get there some day.
ME universe is like the East Bloc. Millions of people, their lives just ink on paper. A few tough guys decide everyone's fate.
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Posté 04 octobre 2011 - 08:03
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There are no friends in this world only brothers and sisters but they are rare like diamonds. I suggest you earn them in good deed and good words.
