Sinuphro wrote...
Heidenreich wrote...
He got his markings by winning a tournament. The tournament's prize was "The boon", aka, one request granted "freely.". The boon he chose was the Freedom of his mother and sister. Gaider told us that he submitted only for the boon, and had no idea about the ritual.
His markings were given unwillingly, and he submitted to Denairus out of love of his family, not in any sort of quest for power.
my point is he didn't have to do it; but he did it. He could had just been an ordinary slave but noooo. then don't forget the last ppl that tried to give him a better life... he MURDERED them. To me; him receiving those markings was equivalent to being killed. Danarius should had have a routine of brainwashing fenris every year. The thing most annoying about fenris is...yes he had a difficult life...however he's unsympathetic to innocent mages being persecuted. i refuse to have someone that selfish around me
I will present my perspective concerning the issues raised, I don't intend to argue about it extensively or expect to change any opinions, I just ask that this be read and considered.
He
did choose to compete for the boon, yes. What should be taken into account was his motivation for doing what he did. I think it is fairly clear, given what Varania tells him at the end of Alone, that his reason for wanting to compete for the boon was a desire to help his mother and sister. So, yes, he could have just decided not to try and to be a normal slave for the rest of his life, but apparently Leto wasn't the sort of person who would be satisfied with letting the status quo stand while both he and the people he loved were suffering. So, he took action and competed for the boon so he could help the people he loved, not out of any sort of selfish desire.
Now, when it comes to the Fog Warriors, we have to consider the mental state Fenris was in at that point in time. His memory had been erased. His only experience
was of his life as Danarius's body guard, he didn't know anything else or aspire to anything better. While with the Fog Warriors, they showed him there
was something better. What they could not do was cure him of his slave mentality. No matter how well they treated him or how fond of them he had become, Fenris was not an autonomous being and did not know
how to be one, so when Danarius returned and told him to kill the Fog Warriors, it was simply the only thing he knew how to do at that point. It wasn't a choice for him, "it felt inevitable", because he wasn't capable of seeing another option, given the circumstances.
The act of killing people he cared about and the pain that accompanied it is was what finally triggered his desire to escape and control his own life. His "this is wrong and I don't like it" bells went off, most likely due to the influence of what he had seen and experienced while living free with the Fog Warriors and it was enough to send him running.
As for his hatred of mages and inability to empathize with them, it is understandable (though I don't consider it justified). To him, all mages are guilty until proven innocent because he has only experienced the worst aspects of mages and magic. You can't expect him to be all "Let's free the mages because they are oppressed and abused and I know first-hand how horrible that is!" because it was the
mages who were oppressing and abusing him. From his perspectvie it's "Oppress or be oppressed" and he sure as hell has no intention of letting himself be enslaved ever again. I don't think he is right and he is incredibly prejudiced, but it would be very implausible for him to hold any other view given his past, so while I do not agree with him, I cannot
blame him for feeling the way he does.
And that's all I have to say about that.