R2s Muse wrote...
vieralynn wrote...
Nervous or thinking about something that is deeply troubling. Abominations are troubling and, sweet blood of Andraste(!!), what if his crush turned into an abomination?!?!
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In the male mage conversation, half of the dialogue is devoted to Cullen wondering what abomination might be and how he would even know if someone turned into an abomination:
Cullen: As I said, I’ve never seen one. But when someone becomes an abomination, something… must happen. But what if it is not obvious? Could abominations be walking among us right now?
He shows signs of being flustered when speaking with the male mage and the male mage has dialogue options to call him out on this: a straight up "What kind of templar is so easily frightened?" or a snarky "You had best be on your guard, then." Either way, Cullen responds with "This is still new to me." He appears to be a true newbie templar during the origin story.
So, adding it all together -- fear of abominations, huge relief that the fem mage passed her harrowing with flying colors, his notable discomfort with the lethal aspects of templar duties, and one gigantic crush -- I'm impressed that Cullen was able to string together reasonably coherent sentences when speaking with the fem!mage. 
Heh heh, indeed, quite enough to make just about anyone nervous or anxious (my two preferred replacements for "scared" with my preschooler). Of course, full fledged fear of dealing with your first abomination would be quite natural. Nevertheless, I could imagine that if he were already scared, perhaps even taunted about this fear, and then hit with the events of Broken Circle, that he might in turn overcompensate. This could be a contributing factor to him going overboard with his "kill 'em all" bravado once all is said and done.
Very nervous and anxious.
Also, Cullen must have been told why Circles exist inside of tower fortresses: to lock everyone "safely" inside if the circle becomes corrupted with abominations. That thought must be absolutely petrifying. The codex says that "abominations have been responsible for some of the worst cataclysms in history" so, as a new templar who isn't driven by zealotry, he has good reason to be very nervous and very anxious after observing a harrowing.
I think there is more than one way to view Cullen's "kill them all" statements during the Broken Circle quest. Obviously, he's under extreme duress when the Warden+party find him. People say extreme things in such situations. That's just natural human behavior.
But then there's something else -- I think I've posted this before here.
With the mage wardens, the following dialogue is possible:
Cullen: Why have you returned to the tower? How did you survive?
F!Mage: Is it so surprising that I've returned? This was my home.
Cullen: As it was mine. And look what they've done to it. They deserve to die! Uldred most of all. Kill Uldred. Kill them all for what they've done. They caged us like animals... looked for ways to break us. I'm the only one left... They turned some into... monsters. And... there was nothing I could do.
To me, this sounds far more like someone who is trying to convince the mage warden that revenge is necessary because "these animals" destroyed their mutual home.
Modifié par vieralynn, 24 juin 2012 - 07:02 .