AdmiralCheez wrote...
See? This is the problem. You feel no pathos nor pity. Maybe you're better off for it personally, but the rest of the world is not. It is my opinion that apathy is what dooms civilization. Yeah, maybe founding a nation over a subduction zone is asking for trouble, but your first reaction should be "my god, that's terrible!" Not "what idiots."
Here's the footage. The bad stuff starts about one minute in. I am seriously choked up from just watching that. Need chocolate.
I'm not apathetic, not by a long shot, but I don't see the point in letting myself feel like sh!t over something I have no control over. I don't gain or help anything or anyone by crying or feeling bad that some tragedy happened. My reaction to that video was "Wow, that sucks." That's it. That's all the emotion I'll allow myself to feel. I think it really does suck that that happened and the lives lost is bad, but nothing changes if I get emotional over it. I saw in that video what looked like a car driving to escape the water and I said "You're going the wrong way, dude." Honestly I feel the same now then I did before I saw the footage. I can't change what happened so feeling something for it won't fix it either so I just move on.
The thing is I'm desensitized to stuff like this. I've seen plenty of death and destruction while I was growing up from videos my friends showed me and what I heard on the news. So it doesn't bother me as much anymore hell one video that to this day scarred me for life is the video I saw of a man having his head cut off on video by a knife about 3 inches long and I remember the sound his wind pipe made as he drew in air from the hole in his neck. I remember the horror I felt vividly. I don't get like that over certain stuff anymore.
AdmiralCheez wrote...
And I think that's the difference between you and me. When something bad happens, I ask myself how I could have helped prevent it, and how I can act now to prevent such a thing in the future. I don't look for someone to blame or stop trying to make things better even when my impact is miniscule because even the tiniest amount of good is better than no good at all, and no good comes from pointing the finger and avoiding responsibility. Yeah, it frustrates me that I can't save the world, but I can try. By god, I can try.
It's nice to have a little game to myself where I can save the galaxy if I try hard enough.
I take full responsiblity for my actions if it was my fault. If it wasn't that's when I place the blame where it truely belongs. In your examples it is the Reapers fault, not mine. So I gain nothing by blaming myself. My job is to make sure I can save as many people as I can and worry about the failures once the job is done. If I run into stuff like you discribed along the way then too bad so sad I have a job to do, I won't stop to feel for something that I wasn't responsible for.
AdmiralCheez wrote...
Then the reasons you go renegade are different than mine. Two people can do the same thing for different reasons.
I make renegade choices when it's the most logical choice to make. Example: I tell Helana Blake I'm taking her to prison, she refuses, the paragon option is to just let her go. No, I won't let a criminal walk free, so I kill here straight up.