EternalAmbiguity wrote...
Relatively simple. How does your personal life/feelings about life/belief affect your place on the Paragon vs. Renegade scale. I'll provide an example by going first:
I didn't have the best childhood. It wasn't bad physically, but mentally it just about destroyed me: I still struggle with it today. Only through the truly unconditional care of a few people I know did I turn out not to be a psychopath (that isn't exaggeration; I'm quite serious). As a result, I don't want to choose things that cause hurt to people when there are other options available (things like killing the colonists on Feros or Shiala). I value life, and wish to preserve it whenever possible.
What about you?
Well, first off... (((((EternalAmbiguity)))))
Now, as to your question: I had a fairly idyllic home life in my formative years, but as an almost painfully stereotypical nerd (I even had taped glasses and braces at one point), I was picked on relentlessly. Together, those contributed to an exaggerated sense of fair play and idealizing "good guy" heroes. Other kids wanted to be
The Lancer; a brief Han Solo phase aside, I wanted to be
The Hero. Nearly all of my playthroughs are mostly Paragon. My "main" Shepard committed exactly
one Renegade act in ME1 ("just a quick slave grab?" Not on
this Colonist's watch, buster!), and only got "extra" Renegade points in ME2 for interrupts that would have been stupid not to do (bye-bye, gunship guy).
None of my Shepards have met Urdnot Wreav; all of them met a certain nameless asari contact upon first arriving on Illium. The only reason I even
have a Renegon Shepard (I literally could not play a full Renegade) is my love for Mass Effect; it was literally emotionally painful for me to listen to him. He (said R!Shep is male) feels like a bully and a jerk, and I quite frankly loathe him. I'm not sure I'll even play him in ME3.
This isn't to say that a few of my other Shepards don't dip into the Renegade pool
just a tad now and then (my primary femShep neither suffers fools gladly nor has patience for true monsters), and even my main Shepard is willing to wade through the entrails of the hordes stupid enough to stand against him. However, most of my Shepards are Paragons with very similar choices in morality-related matters, and primarily differ in morality-neutral decisions and in romances. Long story, short version, I'm Paragon all the way because that's what I'd
want to be if I were as badass as Commander Shepard.