sagequeen wrote...
Plus, it's HARD to be sad over this because it's not something you can really talk about IRL. my dad caught i was feeling bad when he called on the phone and it's not like i can say, 'oh, yeah, me? i'm totally in mourning over a video game that may or may not have eaten up 5 years of my fan life and then spat me up on the pavement" seriously. no, instead, i say, 'oh, didn't get much sleep. don't mind me.'
I feel this. My fiance's been sick this weekend, so I've been trying to internalise the depression, but he noticed this morning that I was even more grumpy than usual for a Monday. He is being very sweet, bless him, but as far as he's concerned "it's just a game" and he doesn't really get my emotional investment in my Shepard.
Just being able to post where lots of other people feel the same and understand kind of helps. femShep thread therapy!
My current thoughts run that if the StarChild is not just a Reaper-induced hallucination and the choice at the end is to be taken at face value, then it might have been easier to deal with if the concluding scenes didn't actually include the Normandy and crewmates at all. We get the Earth scene with the humans cheering/watching as the Reapers die/leave - add to that some Quarians on Rannoch seeing their relay explode and geth watching with them/dying (if all synthetic life will be snuffed by picking red then show the impact of the choice), the Krogan back on Tuchanka, Asari starting to rebuild in the ruins of Thessia, etc etc. There's still enough ouch in that Shepard sacrificed her life, billions have died and everyone who came to Earth is now stuck there, but it leaves room for hope for the galaxy at large and the fate of the people closest to Shepard completely to imagination.
Before the final scenes I thought that the people I brought with me to the beam were dead - Kaidan was one of them, and so Aki sacrificing herself would not be out of character. She believes in some form of afterlife, and without further input I could've quite happily imagined a Titanic-esque ending where her personal version of The Other Side is reuniting with her love and crew on board the Normandy with no requirement to rush off and save anyone. However, I can't accept that Joker would be running away (is that FTL or a relay jump?) and that he magically managed to pick up the squad when we know they were all on Earth. My synthesis ending, I had Joker and EDI stepping out...head scratch, but okay...followed by Kaidan, which just left me thinking "What? How?!". If they wanted to leave the ending to "lots of speculation", then the scenes they presented for us to speculate on were...less than well conceived.
Aislinn Trista wrote...
http://angryjoeshow.com/2012/03/top-10-reasons-we-hate-mass-effect-3s-ending/
This. So much this. Pretty much how I feel about the whole thing.
Damn, I'm at work and this post has been lunchtime. More catharsis later!
Modifié par Lianna sFfalenn, 19 mars 2012 - 12:54 .