Well I'm back.
Since BioWare doesn't seem to be in any hurry to give us a fix to import our headmorphs, I managed to reconstruct Jessica to my partial satisfaction using the slider settings I'd written down from ME1. It still required tweaking to get it close, especially for the mouth and jaw, and I never got over the feeling that something wasn't quite right when I was looking at her, but I managed to put it aside enough to play through the game.
I was disappointed at the lack of conversation options (there was only a single instance I can remember where there was actually a middle, neutral right-hand option... seems like they are trying to force everything you do to be Renegade or Paragon). It felt like I was being railroaded, but nevertheless I was really happy with a lot of the options, many of them fit Jessica's character to a T.
Despite those annoyances, the ride was pretty incredible. I can't recall a game that was such an emotional rollercoaster the entire way through. Thessia was devestating, I actually almost cried with Liara over it. There were moments of exhilaration and utter brilliance (I just dueled a Reaper with orbital strikes and unified the quarians with the geth,
I am a golden god!), and an awful lot of horror and sadness (the Ardat-Yakshi monastery, Sanctuary, and more). The tension between Jessica and Kaiden and its resolution was all I could hope for, the romance between her and Liara was beautiful and touching, the sacrifices of Mordin, Thane and Legion were moving and powerful.
Then I got to the ending, and in ten minutes, the entire ME3 series was rendered empty for me.
Jessica Shepard's story does not end in such an ambiguous, depressing manner. Not only do I not expect to be playing Mass Effect 3 more than once, but it's so bad that I doubt I'll be able to play the previous two games again, either, knowing the lack of resolution of... well, anything, that awaits.
I completely buy the Indoctrination Theory, as it's the only way the current ending makes any sense within the Mass Effect universe, but the idea that everything after Harbinger's laser occurs inside Jessica's mind is almost worse than if it's literal. It would mean that Liara, who Jessica brought along with her in the final fight, has been killed by Harbinger (along with every person in Hammer, presumably including the rest of your crew even if they weren't in your personal squad), Jessica herself is half-buried under a pile of concrete, and the Citadel is still closed, leaving the fleet and the Crucible hanging bare-assed in space while the Reapers go merrily on their way obliterating all sapient life in the galaxy. It's a classic
Cruel Twist Ending, and I
hate those. I hate them in non-interactive media, but in interactive storytelling like games it's ten times worse. For such an outstanding character as my own personal version of Shepard, a woman who stands shoulder to shoulder with Ripley and Sarah Connor and the greatest female heroes of sciene fiction, it's a
hundred times worse. It basically makes the entirety of the Mass Effect trilogy into a
Shoot the Shaggy Dog story, in my opinion (or perhaps
Rocks Fall, Everyone Dies, since this is an RPG after all... what the hell did we do to ****** off BioWare, our GM?).
I'm just... hurt. I could barely stomach some things that they did to Shepard in Mass Effect 2... but after 3, I am pretty sure that if I ever play anything labeled Mass Effect again, it'll be the first game only, and I'll treat it as a standalone.
At least Liara and Jessica finally got to tell each other "I love you." It was a moment of beauty and peace that I'm glad I didn't miss.


sagequeen wrote...
Chignon wrote...
The ending has completely robbed me of any motivation to play right now.
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Me, too, I just...yeah. Just, yeah.
I'm fully convinced of the indoctrination theory. Totally, completely, full-on. Yes, I know this implies that destroy is the only way out, but the more I think of it, the more I belive it.
The trouble is, I just don't know if they'll pick up Shepard's story or leave her in the rubble. And THAT has me beyond depressed right now. I keep wondering if the point was to end Shep's story so some other hero could rise on the battlefields of london during ME4. IF so, gah. If Shepard's story is truly over, then a piece of my soul will have died. I'm not even kidding or being overly-dramatic. That's simply the truth of it, right there.
Don't mind me. I'm in a bad head-space today.
I'm right there with both of you. >offers commiserating hugs<
Modifié par Sable Phoenix, 21 mars 2012 - 12:23 .